thursies (Thursday, October 28, 2004 / 3:50 pm)
oooh lala. yep thurs le. sighs, once again todae was another boring dae in school.
wad we did in school? lets recap. updated cca form, get repotr book. aww so sad. my level dropped by 10 positions. 22 to 32. sighs. lucky nv lose to wx!~ haha. shhs. den crappy via gt 20. purposely de. sighs. forget it. dun care cos she gave me some famous amos todae. haha. people dam shuang. bdae so many prezzies unlike me. thats why its quite nice when ur bdae is nt on a school dae. so even if no one rmb ur bdae, it wun be tt sad too. aww. agree? yeah!.
anyways, den heard the talk by the pchan and hods. still rmb the chinese hod said. alrite u only have 7 mths to ur Chinese Os. so i was lk ... err., haha? i only have how many days left? the countdown starts again.
Days Left To Chinese Os
real 2 me (Wednesday, October 27, 2004 / 11:33 pm)
Real To Me
Showbiz dinners and a free champagne
Men in suits who think they know it all
No one knows me, but they know my name
That's not real to me
Hotel lobby to the aeroplane
Another country but they start to look the same
Watch the world behind a windowpane
That's not real to me
When I see my babies run
When all the madness has really gone
I raise my family and live in peace
Now that's what real to me, real to me
Dying flowers in a dressing room
A dangerous time to let your head make up its own mind
Got me thinking about the spirits flown
That's not real to me
When I see my babies run
When all the madness has really gone
I raise my family and live in peace
Now that's what real to me, real to me
Picnics in the garden
and the children, they can play
The first day of the summer
I leisure all the day
And we'll invite the family 'round
And drink some English tea
Then I raise up my fingers
and watch football on TV
Yeah....
Oooh...
Now that's what's real to me
When I see my babies run
When all the madness has really gone
I raise my family and live in peace
Now that's what real to me
That's what's real to me, real to me
Wake up, You might be dreaming
Wake up, You might be dreaming now...
weddies ( / 11:18 pm)
alrite the chubber is back.~ tada. had a real bad nightmare todae. duno y pple luff whenever i tell them. anyways here it goes. pay attn. stop touching ur hair. i woke up and was prepared to go to school. jus then, my sis who was currently having her studee break for Os woke up too and wanted to go breakfast with me. so alrite. i went with her. it was sposed to be at the hawker centre de but duno y in the end we ended up in a small dark shop. eerie atmosphere. den some scary stuffs happened there. but too scary for me to rmb. alrite. den aft eating i quicly left cos i scared i late. den i saw my neighbour's sis outside, though she doesnt have one in reality. we said some greetings den i left. den i needa passed this stretch of pavement to reahc the busstop de la. den i dreamt in my dream that i have dreamt about this pavement b4. this pavement consist of people who were either living or dead. den suddenly it dawned upon me that WAS I DEAD? i was so freaked out. at the end of the rd, there will be this guy who will be asking a sarcastic qns, and those who were living could crossed while those dead cant. so i asked a qns, AM i dead? and everyone luffed. den aft asking the qns, most left leaving a few of us bhind. the scary part is that aft the guy count down from 7 to 1, ur facial features of hw u died would appear and cant u imagine how grss that would be. fancy u dun even noeing who u died and u go c hw pple die? awwwww. gross. so i got real scared aft most of them left. i sat down closing my eyes, beads of perspiration forming on my fore head, chanting prayers. and the countdown started. 7,6,5,4,3... den i suddenly realsied. eh? this cant be happening no, not true. so i decided to open my eyes and i woke up. sae a word of fairness. isnt this scary? alrights.
todae was lil boring the bazaar. spent most time in class listenin to my mp3. den got the lower sec tkg pple visited our sch. haha so v re4 nao4. the whole dae thinking how the plans to leave sch that failed, watching TK H.O.T, and cleaning 4D. hahas. yay. so tmr no need clean le. jus get report bk and zhao. oopx. gt choir, sighs, but lk most people dunno lk that. hmms... duno announcing tmr. wad if sx bluff me de. den i go ard telling pple gt choir suddenly dun haf. hais. arghs. dun care. whew~ pon the council fotoshoot todae. din broke my promise to tiger~ hahahs. alrite. i have written this post for 3 times le. esp the nitemare part. dam tiring repeating the same thing 3 times. cos my window kp closing. ahahhaas. bored. alrite. learn half of my sec3 chinese words le. but nt the sentence. ok start the real count down.
4 Days to Chinese Os.
( / 12:58 am)
[Adam Duritz]
They paved paradise and put up a parking lot
With a pink hotel, a boutique, and a swingin' hot spot
Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
They paved paradise and put up a parking lot
[Vanessa Carlton]
Ooooh, bop bop bop
Ooooh, bop bop bop
[Adam]
They took all the trees, and put em in a tree museum
And they charged the people a dollar and a half to see them
No, no, no
Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
They paved paradise, and put up a parking lot
[Vanessa]
Ooooh, bop bop bop
Ooooh, bop bop bop
[Adam]
Hey farmer, farmer, put away your DDT
I don't care about spots on my apples,
Leave me the birds and the bees
Please
Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
They paved paradise and put up a parking lot
Hey now, they paved paradise to put up a parking lot
Why not?
[Vanessa]
Ooooh, bop bop bop
Ooooh, bop bop bop
[Adam]
Listen, late last night, I heard the screen door slam
And a big yellow taxi took my girl away
Now don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
They paved paradise and put up a parking lot
Well, don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
They paved paradise to put up a parking lot
Why not?
They paved paradise and put up a parking lot
Hey hey hey
Paved paradise and put up a parking lot
[Vanessa]
Ooooh, bop bop bop
Ooooh, bop bop bop
[Adam, Vanessa]
I don't wanna give it
Why you wanna give it
Why you wanna giving it all away
Hey, hey, hey
x2
Now you wanna give it
I should wanna give it
Now you wanna giving it all away
[Vanessa]
Why you want it?
x2
da da da da da da da da da
They, paved paradise to put up a parking lot"
Ooh lala. groove to e beat!
tues! (Tuesday, October 26, 2004 / 8:15 pm)
whew! its been lk how many million years since i blogged. omg. haha, anyways is this lay cool? haha alrite. i shant force u to sae yes. if theres anyone viewing this blog.
hmm. wow. today was gr8. i'm glad i went to school!
Schedule for today:
-did a student leadership survey. sort of lame. cos mr nirav repeated all the qns in the wksheet. den he even told all those who nv been in any leadership post to go off now. haha den got a few went off. so cool. den the stupid faith hahahahha. so stupid she was lk wondering.. hmm i gt any post not har? den it suddenly dawned upon her that she was a leader once for the geog grp work. hahahahhaha. alrites. i not spose to be sarcastic. but anyways, i dun care cos her com nt fixed yet. alrite i sound evil. sorry.
-den we had to go to view some presentations. eh lil boring la. but at least i noe abt some hydroponics stuffs. haha. alrite. actually no. i'll stop deluding myself. haha.
-den we watched the movie
: REMEMBER THE TITANS. haha quite nice la. we wanted to pon after recess cos recess 1 hr. haha den too bad cnt pon cos gt mark attendance. though can ask fu zhuo to mark our attendance, but i v gd de la. so i advised faith nt to instigate me to pon. den we watched the movie. quite nice but sad. den ms yap still sae v farnee. nt really la. the guy died in the end.
alrite. thats for sch todae. den we went to faith hut to eat instant noodle den we went to play badminton at mpcc. ahha den in the end, gt rx, ruth, sx, louis waiting for us in the badminton court le. haha den only gt 3 rackets dam pathetic. haha quite fun la. for 2 hrs. oh ya todae was yin zi bdae den we went to gelare ltr to treat her. haha duno she lk it or not. nvtheless, i lk it alot, cos i think i ate more ice cream than yin zi. ahha the bdae girl.! whew. alrite. a lil bit more la. nt that much. cos v paiseh.
haha den we went to giant to buy 5 cans of miranda cos only gt $2.50 so pathetic. all of us broke le. haha, den todae i only brought $1.80 den aft returning $1.50 to ruth, i buy drink den no money left. so feelin so pathetic. sighs. den come hm lorhs. haha.
yay ltr got the swimming show filmed at ccab. whew~ nice. although i m neither a fan of toro or the ivan jackson. aha but i think the starsearch tt girl, e v quiet or gt a lil ap de, v cool lei. esp her hair. haha yar the character she ply dam cool. alrite. wash bowl le~ byes.
(Friday, October 15, 2004 / 1:20 am)
whew. finally i can blog. a moment ago, yeah i was stuck at this darn page.
alrite. anyways. yes! the
apprentice is so interesting, exciting, amazing, wonderfully done by trump. wanted to paste trump's acievements here. but guessed that i wuld bore u pple off. or if theres anyone readin this, lols. anyways omg. i relli pei fu him. suffered this 2 million bankruptcy in early 1990s and he made a comeback in the late 1990s. as u noe, probably only pple of my calibre can do such thing. hahaha. but alrite. and i think bill's dam cool. he gt a
glib tongue i guess and he is outstanding. anyways he the one with the more businessman look.
yeah. jus now finished a walk to remember. alrite. it wasnt as sad i xpected it to be. remembered watch it a few yrs back with michelle. hahaha den she kept teasing me abt that jamie thing. oh ya btw, mandy moore acted as jamie sullivan. ahha i tot it was quite a nice job done by her. cos she could be that kinda plain jane. ahhahahah. alrite the movie was much more sadder. ronnie bluffed me. she sae i could cry after reading, alrite i didnt. but i did after reading message in a bottle. ahhahaha. is lk the tears swelling up in ur eyes. and u din even wanna cry. but they jus pop out like that. gosh. but my sis din lk it, on e contrary, i tot it was one of the best bk ever, hahah diff perspectives.
oh and my mom gt this cd with this cool web stuffs. so excited. gosh wad m i doing!?
alrite. i gtg watch my oc tape. anyways i gonna dc soon.arghs faster publish!!
(Wednesday, October 13, 2004 / 11:28 pm)
arghs. i m feeling kind of tired now. actually nt kinda. is in fact a lot. cos today was Extensive Sports Training Day.
Schedule for the day:
11-2-> Playing badminton with: Faith, Ruth, Yin Zi, Faith bro.
2-5-> Cycling at East Coast with: Faith + Faith bro
6-8-> Playing badminton once again at East Coast with: Ruth, Fel, Faith, Faith Bro
haha den took a cab home. cant believe i actually drank 3 cans of Sprite Plus, 1 coke and 1/3 of 1.5 litre of 7up ice. and the thing is. drink Sprite Ice. its indeed refreshing and quench thirsting unlike the fake 7up ice. haha.
den faith bro v cool. treated us lunch, drinks wadsova. and he play badminton dam good. v challenging opponent. arghs, all guys r jus like that. but i m sumone of low stamina calibre. ahahaha so after a while. i look dam pathetic. perspiring. hair in a mess. panting. alrite. i shant go on abt that pathetic look of mine.
yeah and i was traning my back shot. quite alrite now. but everytime i do backshot den i duno my right foot will stamp on the grd eh? den now lk sprained or sth. quite pain and difficult to walk. aww. alrite. feelin quite bored now too. no inspirations for any layout wadsoever. bleahs.
alrite. guess thats all abt ESTD. haha. yeah. cya..
(Tuesday, October 12, 2004 / 4:23 pm)
bahh'. sighs. feelin kind of tired and bored now. cant believe that i would actually feel so right after my exams.
aww. the physics paper sucked. cant believe i made so many
ultra gross careless mistakes there. dun wanna fail. sighs. guess i m really gonna score badly this time round. i tried. but i failed. kind of sad for me. furthermore, this year kept missing all those impt lessons cos of choral ex and OBS. sighs. cant believe it. i jus hoped that my percentage can get a b3 hopefully. haha and via will be v happy this time round cos she sure infront of me by lots de. sigh.
do u understand how i feel now?
probably u dun.
but maybe after looking at this lyrics.
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong,
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud,
But no one hears you screamin?
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me...
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like...
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more,
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me...
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like...
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabs you in the back
You might think I'm happy, but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work, it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like...
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like...
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like...
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
alright. yeah. thats welcome to my life by simple plan jus in case u din noe yet.
argh. wad time did i slp this morning? aww. 315am. thats quite bad. and i woke up at 6. so feelin kinda sian and tired here and there.
jus now went to watch white chicks with e MMs and faith. haha yea its a hilarious movie, esp the farting part. i was lk controlling my luffter lerhs. but haha. guess its time i really needed a gd luff. but actually i luff everydae. so it isnt really kind of big deal.
gosh. where did i sidetrack to? haha. alrite. den jus now we left the MMs earlier and i came hm. to use the com. right.
oh yar. hooked on to a sosphiscated hobby now.
READING.
impressive eh? haha okaes. u might have been readin since young. haha but nt for me, hope i can improve my english. finished 3 books by nicholas sparks.
Message in a bottle and the wedding and the rescue.
yes. and my sis jus borrowed a walk to remember for me. yup its e movie mandy moore acted in a few yrs back. lols. now hooked on #1 international bestseller.
DA VINCI CODE.
whew. evern the title sounds profound. wad more can u expect from the book itself?
ooh. thinking abt zai4 sheng1 yuan2. this ch U show on 9 pm everydae. woah! dam excited todae last episode. sumore gt a hell lot of complications in yest episode. guess its gonna be e same or better for today's.
oh yar, theres still this nice song by ashlee simpson. Shadows.
I was six years old
When my parents went away
I was stuck inside a broken life
I couldn't wish away
She was beautiful
She had everything and more
And my escape was hiding out and running for the door
Somebody listen please
It used to be so hard being me
Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
My chains are finally free
Don't feel sorry for me
All the days collided
One less perfect than the next
I was stuck inside someone else's life and always second best
Oh, I love you now 'cause now I realize
That it's safe outside to come alive in my identity
So if you're listening
There's so much more to me you haven't seen
Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
Then I can finally see
Don't feel sorry for me
Mother, sister, father, sister, mother
Everything's cool now
Mother, sister, father, sister, mother
Everything's cool now
Oh, my life is good
I've got more than anyone should
Oh, my life is good
And the past is in the past
I was living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
I'm living in a new day
I'm living it for me
And now that I am wide awake
Then I can finally be
So don't feel sorry for me
Don't feel sorry, don't feel sorry for me
Living in, living in, living in the shadow
Living in, living in, living in a new day
haha yep. thats the song. gosh. haven got a gd slp for the past wk or so. but the fact is i jus cant see wads gonna happen on mondae. i dowan that sad kinda feelin whem i m getting my eoys. argh. i jus cant stand it. i cant wait for 2nd nov.
yeah cos its chinese o's on 1st. ahhas. alrite i b happy then. haha happily preparing for the prague trip.
ooohs. hope i can jus room with via during the trip.
eh? dun misunderstand. oh speak of e devil. talking to me now. hahahahs. take a break from bloggin then. *a cup of drink*.
done. yeah. i continue. haha wah rich girl inviting me to her bdae partee worhs. feeling a sense of euphoria.
haha alrite i cant speak much singlish now. terying to improve my C5 grade eng.
arghs. her partee is 30 nov. and my chinese os on 1st. so how. which shud i pick? lols. hais.
WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
alright. i'm getting so sick and tired of this life. bahh' hopes faith fix her laptop and make a nice lay for me. thats all.
oh yeah. theres this nice yahoo.
LAUNCH thingy i m hooked up onto nowadaes. um jus go to
http://www.yahoo.com den u will see this launch thingy. like a radio. u can customise. the good thing is that it feautures all the new and hot music. and + the mtv. haha i tot it was quite nicely done by the yahoo staff. so go tk a look at it if u have the time. alrite. really gtg. makin a web lay ltr. cya.
(Saturday, October 09, 2004 / 11:09 pm)
tralala. talala. falala. fralala. bralala. balala. ok! enuf. bahh' i m back again. yep. alrite. confessed' my exams arent over yet. but nvrtheless. i m here. missed u too much. arhs. okaes enuf.
wad m i left with now? some crappy sbj like amaths and physics. yeah. they arent nice subjects. but i dun wanna flip the dusty cover tb of mine anymore. bleahs. yeah.
kinda sick of my current life. alrite. its jus last wk. u noe that kind of daes when u feel lk jumping into ur cosy nest with ur infested dirty smelly pillow and bolster. uhhars. okaes. it isnt that bad. but the word infested n dirty jus gimme a cosier feel. yup. its quite sad wanting to slp but u noe u cant. u noe u haf to carry on that sickening life of urs. but u noe. mei ban fa. life goes on. hais everydae last wk life ends ard 1-2 am for me. bored. but nvm 2 more daes or isit 3 including this sundae. yeah. my last mug for the EOY.
arh. guess my results mus sucked a gr8 lot. but argh. shit my sis wanna use. crap ltr:)
