I'M NOT LOST, I'M NOT LOST
JUST UNDISCOVERED
suddenly i'm famous
and people know my name

Synonyms: Chubs, Wanderlust, Backpacking, James Morrison, Train, Jogging, Muay Thai, Dexter, Greys Anatomy, Tumblr

my heart has been captured
by your funny little smile


i don't know for sure
where this is going

Amerlyn
Camy
Daniel Chew
Huka
Janice
Jeremy
Lay Hui
Lyn
May
Novabelle
Pauline
Phebe
Qian Wei
Royston
Shalynn
Shi Xuan
Yu Ting

don't promise me forever
just love me day by day

Layout: hasta mañana
Inspiration: balloon.s
Fonts: toomunch
Icons: the chubber
Lyrics: Undiscovered
Others: colour codes

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(Monday, January 31, 2005 / 6:57 pm)

did u felt a 8.3mag earthquake this morning at around 10am?











it was caused by me.








heh. during pe.
















THUD

( / 6:25 pm)

uhh. feel so physically disabled now. all thanks to smart chub who was so extra during pe.
want to go and redo my 5 items with the other 3 Cs. and in the end. yes.
i suffered
bu ting lao ren yan, chi kui zai yan qian.
now my knee cap is injured in this strawberry like manner and there is this deeper cut somewhere near my ankle.
ouch.





what can i do?






its was my fault.

(Sunday, January 30, 2005 / 10:13 pm)

heyy. did this self recording thingy for only one. pretty lame. but spent 2 hrs on uploading it. when i could jus use geocities to do that. dum ass.


oh faith and this the surprise. ahha quite lame la. but


i like... hahaha

oh and the picture at the bottom with ChildrenHUB is faith designed for me de. as in choir de faith.

( / 8:27 pm)


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( / 4:53 pm)

You Have A Type B+ Personality
B+

You're a pro at going with the flowYou love to kick back and take in everything life has to offerA total joy to be around, people crave your stability.
While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's doneYou're passionate - just selective about your passions

Do'>http://www.blogthings.com/typeaquiz/">Do You Have a Type A Personality?


( / 4:45 pm)

You Know You're Chinese When....
You unwrap Christmas gifts very carefully, so you can save and reuse the wrapping (and especially those bows) next year. You only buy Christmas cards after Christmas, when they are 50% off. When there is a sale on toilet paper, you buy 100 rolls and store them in your closet or in the bedroom of an adult child who has moved out. You have a vinyl table cloth on your kitchen table. Your stove is covered with aluminum foil. You use the dishwasher as a dish rack. You keep a Thermos of hot water available at all times. You eat all meals in the kitchen. You save grocery bags, tin foil, and tin containers. You use grocery bags to hold garbage. You always leave your shoes at the door. You have a piano in your living room.
You twirl your pen around your fingers.
Even if you're totally full, if someone says they're going to throw away the leftovers on the table, you'll finish them. You don't own any real Tupperware -- only a cupboard full of used but carefully rinsed margarine tubs, takeout containers, and jam jars. You also use the jam jars as drinking glasses. You've eaten a red bean Popsicle. You bring oranges (or other produce) with you as a gift when you visit people's homes. You have a collection of miniature shampoo bottles that you take every time you stay in a hotel. The condiments in your fridge are either Price Club sized or come in plastic packets, which you save/steal every time you get take out or go to McDonald's. Ditto for paper napkins. You never order room service. You carry a stash of your own food whenever you travel (and travel means any car ride longer than 15 minutes). These travel snacks are always dried. As in not just dried plums, dried ginger, and beef/pork jerky, but dried cuttlefish (SQUID). Your parents vehemently refuse the sack of gold coin oranges that their guests just brought just to be courteous. Your dad thinks he can fix everything himself. You majored in something practical like engineering, medicine or law. When you go to a dance party, there are a wall of guys surrounding the dance floor trying to look cool. You live with your parents and you are 30 years old (and they prefer it that way). Or if you're married and 30 years old, you live in the apartment next door to your parents, or at least in the same neighborhood. You don't use measuring cups. You feel like you've gotten a good deal if you didn't pay tax. You beat eggs with chopsticks. Your parents' house is always cold. You have a teacup with a cover on it. You reuse teabags. Your mom drives her Mercedes to the Price Club. You tip Chinese delivery guys / waiters more.
You're a wok user. You like Chinese films in their original undubbed versions. You have acquired a taste for bittermelon. You like congee with thousand year old eggs. You prefer your shrimp with the heads and legs still attached -- it means they're fresh. You never call your parents just to say hi. You always cook too much. If you don't live at home, when your parents call, they ask if you've eaten rice, even if it's midnight. Your parents tell you to boil herbs and stay inside when you get sick. They also tell you not to eat fried foods or baked goods because they produce hot air. Your parents never go to the movies. Your parents send money to their relatives in China. You use a face cloth. Your parents use a clothes line. You eat every last grain of rice in your bowl, but don't eat the last piece of food on the table. You starve yourself before going to all you can eat sushi. You've joined a CD club at least once. You know someone who can get you a good deal on jewelry or electronics. You never discuss your love life with your parents. Your parents are never happy with your grades. You keep most of your money in a savings account. You've been on the Love Boat or know someone who has. Your toothpaste tubes are all squeezed paper-thin. You love Chinese Martial Arts films. You have Tupperware in your fridge with three bites of rice or one leftover chicken wing. Shao Lin and Wu Tang actually mean something to you. You love to go to $1.75 movies. You love to go to $1.50 movies even more. You never order sweet-n-sour pork, egg foo young, or chop suey at a Chinese restaurant. You hate to spend more than $5 for lunch. Someone in your family drives a Honda... with custom rims. You have a Chinese knick-knack hanging from your rear-view mirror. You like to eat chicken feet. You suck on fish heads and fish fins. You turn bright red after drinking two tablespoons of beer. You can get a buzz on Coors O'Douls or Miller Sharps. You look like you are eighteen. You only buy used cars. You have more than five remotes in your house.
You leave the plastic on the lampshade for ten years or more. You can't bear to throw things away. Your dad washes his hair four times a day, or never at all. Your unassisted vision is worse than 20/500. You've worn glasses at least since the fifth grade. Your parents (or some other close relative) own a grocery store or restaurant. You drive around looking for the cheapest gas. You add twice the amount of water recommended when making orange juice from concentrate. You've never seen your parents hug. Your grandmother lives with you and your family.
You never order desserts at restaurants. You always have water when dining out. You say "aiya!" and "wah!" frequently. You love Las Vegas, slot machines, and blackjack. You love to play mah jong. You have to read all your parents' mail written in English. You are constantly being set up with uninteresting (and usually ugly) people by your parents. You hate eating cheese.
You have a big aquarium filled with colorful fish somewhere in your house. Your mother is strangely obsessed with plants. White people look at you strangely if you tell them you are Buddhist. You notice the main topic at family get-togethers is food.
You seldom ever owned new clothes if you were a second child.
Your folks never speak under 10 decibels at family gatherings.
You never made the school football or basketball team.
You have two middle initials instead of one.
You grow your own bean sprouts in the kitchen.
Your mother made you peel water chestnuts and snow peas.
You have an lonely unmarried relative who frequently drops by during dinner time.
You received little red envelopes containing money on special occasions.
You use the underside of a porcelain bowl to sharpen your knives.
You cut your own hair… or had someone in your family do it.
Your grandmother has a lot of gold teeth… especially in front.
You keep fresh garlic and ginger in the kitchen at all times.
You know what the term "lemon" or a "banana" means.
You only have to shave every other day (maybe).
You wash and reuse ziplock bags.
You know at least three people named Alan Wong.
You never drank milk after eating cherries.
Your parents collect jade jewelry.
You always drink tea after a meal.
Your dad owns at least one bird.
Your parents grow vegetables in a garden.
You use doilies to decorate your furniture.
Your grandmother rapped your knuckles with her chopsticks while reaching food with your fingers.
You're proud to be Chinese - and you pass these jokes on to all your Chinese friends!


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( / 4:39 pm)

Pieces of Me by Ashlee Simpson
"Fall, with you I fall so fastI can hardly catch my breathI hope it lasts"
In 2004 you fell in love. Let's hope it lasts.

What 2004 Hit Song Are You?


( / 11:54 am)

Broken, this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you, so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go, so dishonestly
Leave a note for you, my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

( / 11:50 am)

hello. i decided.


if u wanna let others noe abt ur bdae? tag on my board k. i post it at the calendar.





so i can remind others when the time comes.



and thats my bdae pressie for u!

( / 11:41 am)

hmm. i guess i m trying to be political now. if u don understand what i mean, just scroll down...












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no i mean right down all the way. haha


alright. enough of this. anyways just in case u din noe, pls ON YOUR SPEAKER NOW!

YES NOW!
did u hear that.
yellow card - only one.
omgg. i guess thats one of the best song of the decade. i m listening to it for a billionth time now. trying to get bored of it. so no more yellowcard for me.


but i guess this is just simply IMPOSSIBLE.








its so terrifically sang. gosh.






i've fallen in lurve with only one.














sighs. alright. everyweek is just simply filled with tests. 5, 6 or 7 tests a week take ur pick x(((
boo. i don like my life now. y must we undergo O lvls. can i just pay attentn to lessons and forgo nono. i mean ABOLISH it.









don feel lk studying for chem tmr. i looked at the notes.







zzzzzzzzz.







zzzzzz

i will just be bored. sians.




alright. heres only one for u ... nono i put a new post so it be right at the top and u can sing it together with








me!










cya x))

(Saturday, January 29, 2005 / 10:56 pm)

i was just wondering...
if wishes do come true.
answer this question for me,
will you?











lol. what am i trying to do.
don ask me.
i dono too.
















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car accident. (Saturday, January 22, 2005 / 9:51 pm)

hey. just witnessed a car accident. haha guess its all thanks to shu'en. cos i was msging her on the way home, then i was walking dam slowly. like 1 step 1 second sorta thingy. so i walk walk walk, den cos i on my mp3 full blast. din pay attentn to the surroundings. until i heard a BANG! ooh. so i looked up and saw a white car, smashing into another car, den nv stop, continue to pass the grass, den to the zebra crossing. and stopped. lucky it stopped. ahha cos i was jus behind there. imagine i was like walking 1m more b4 the accident happened, guess i would be suffering a breakdown or shock now. haha. or maybe the car even banged into me! lol. think i was like 0.3 m away from it. phew. but m i sposed to be happy or sad. happy that i wasnt banged or sad that i wasnt banged. hmm, if i was banged, i guess i would be living a simple life now. up there. carefree and happy. enjoying the life there. yes, there.
i was the only passerby lei! so maybe need eye witness can find me. haha but luckily no one was involved in e accident. imagine i saw someone being ran over, oops. guess nightmares is my only thought then. xC

(Saturday, January 15, 2005 / 7:21 pm)

today wasnt a nice day. no mood to blog on it. so i wont remember. xC

except for.. the movie i watched today - Hotel Rwanda

its a real touching movie, hm the touchin standard was probably not as close to that of moulin rouge but its really close to heart. all those stuff that could happen in a conflict/ war. so if u love ss a lot, can give it a try or must give it a try, features the superpowers and United Nations. lol. but no kidd, its good.

it gives us a hell lot of details and it provides us with countless complications, the tears that flow out is also warm. simply because u r touched by the movie, and this story is real.

Let me ask you this qns, would u sacrifice ur life for 1000+ more lives? probably u say yes, but when u actually meet the horrid situation:

- groups of men on trucks attacking you in the day
- ambushes carried out in the night
- causing u to have tough nights
- u cant rest well
- u must be flexible and react to fatal questions asked by the evil side
- all in all, its just a torment and terror to live such lives
- kins will be dead
- neighbours dead
- almost a million in your country dead
- can u bear to see this
- are u courageous enough to be the only one... who stretches out ur hand, to help those in need, even though it may cost ur life.

nah. i guess u wont. we singaporeans are just too timid nowadays. nah nah. but this is a real and true life story of a guy.

Hotel Rwanda is his story.

its a little bit like the sights when Jap occupied Singapore. the diff is just that maybe tens of thousands died in sg, but almost a million died there. and the only man who could actually go to the evil side, persevered and hang on to the last minute, giving his best to help the good side. if u have a chance to live a stable life, would u forgo it and sacrifice ur life instead?

think about that. how noble a man could be.

but this doesnt happen everywhere, anywhere.

a real genocide, that happened in rwanda, a decade ago. u shud probably still be a baby or someone schooling back then. those carefree lives... but have u ever thought that when u were playing at the beach, messing with those sand, building a sandcastle, looking at ur parents, those smiles on ur faces... a million people on the other side of the world. was actually suffering. dying. tormented. tortured. feared. terror. all these words came to their mind.

a decade later, 2005.. such situations still occured at some parts of the world. countries u never heard of, places u may never imagined of, amount of dead bodies u never thought about. all these could be happening now. when u r reading this. this day, this hour, this minute, this second. yes. but what can we do? is there any thing we could do to help them?

can u imagine that it isnt a war its just a conflict in a country itself. but no ones want to help u. the superpowers only care about their citizens in that country. if u do not belong to that. its just - too bad. wad u could do is probably to pray that u wont die so fast.

but there is this guy, among so many, who believes that he could do something for everyone. and thats how he saved about 1,200 peoples lives. can u do it?

living such a tortorous life for over 100 days. can u withstand such terror or pressure?

others just take this as another a "third world incident", nothing much, not worthy of their attention. but have u paid attention to what the people there might have felt?

i give him, Paul Rusesabagina, my utmost respect.

fri (Friday, January 14, 2005 / 11:30 pm)

today was pretty alright cos there wasnt any audition for me x). yays!

cos mr kwei wanted to audit the tneors+basses. yay and we were freed at 2pm. butgot sectionals till 3+ i think. yep.

then realised all my frens hui jia le. so i had to go with louis, sx + glenn to makan. not bad la. cos i wanted to eat ice cream cone, den the cashier said the machine spoil so no ice cream so i was like okay la.. den louis ar, i want a coke float lor. den he was like, the machine spoil la. ahha den i remembered that oh ya! coke float also got ice cream on top. haha so i was like, okok i want mc flurry den, ahhahaha den he was like, MAChinE spoil LA! hahahahha. din noe that i could be so ingenious at times x)

anyways, then faith wanted to watch movie, so i was like sian la, i gg home le, ask me go out again. den in the end, she also din go. so i tried to be nice, invited her for dinner. den she sae go pp. den i ok lor anything, den tmd. the taxi driver tot i only going telok kurau, so he stoped the meter at faiths house, den in the end had to pay extra $2.40 cos he had to restart the meter again to go parkway. so tmd. pais $7 to go pp. arghs.

den after that we eat finish le, we go sit at outside mac the playgrd there, den chatted for a while, litstened to my mp3. den after some time, like 10 le, den something flew towards faith. at 1st she tot someone throw something on her. and in the end guess wad? its a FLYING COCKROACH! wah kao. its tmd gross. den in the end i lost the thingy behind my earring, so sad. have to get another one.

p/s: faith ar if u see this rite, is not i dowan lend u but the prob is if i lend something to someone, den i will start to miss that something a lot. thats how thing works for me. even if its lending something to someone for lets say 5 minutes. somore the thing u want to borrow is the music of my life. so once again, sorry.


HAPPY FLYING COCKROACH DAY!

(Thursday, January 13, 2005 / 10:40 pm)

i lurve this song so muchh']
cmon lets sing along with ryan cabrera! - TRUE

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm
I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster
[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true
[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

yay ( / 10:08 pm)

whew. 2005 le. my first post here. yep. to the anonymous tristan, haha u r weird.
anyways, hope u will think this new blog lay is cool. cos i dam bored, den i dowan spend too much time on it, cos i wanna iron shirt do wk and stuffs. which i think i will forgo. ahha cos now tired le. anyways, did this lay cos got motivated by ahmah lay. the luminous blue reminds me that i can use lotsa bright colors with black and the effect maybe not bad. den i was thinking maybe i could showcase my fonts, since i got some cool ones with me.
so if u got any fonts that u wanna know, ask me. provided that i know la. don maloo me.
ooh. yep. as u can c on my lay. i cant understand y i m leading such a stressful, tormenting, make-me-get-big-black-eye-bags kind of life. wa every day stay back for remedials. isnt this crazy. by the time i reach home, den tmd de sian le. btw tmd=tamade. oh yep, thats true for most i guess, except for workaholics lk rong xin. ahha exceptional cases. =X haha. alright la.
pretty scared. like 10% only. cos tmr got audition. den i dam scared choir 1 e singers tmd good. like sx, wxin, flor bleahs and blahs. yep its gonna be tmd e stressful tmr man! GOSH! sighs. lets hope that all goes well in 3/4 days time. if not i cry to my blog tmr, i promise.
still remember sec2 got audition, den like the week the audition, everyday singing to myself. haha. fond memories. aiya. wanna study more often. but time waits for no man.
TIME CAN U DENG DENG WO!!!? sighs. thats chinese btw.
trying to look for some nice songs now haha. aiya. but this is our last year. thats gonna be lil sad. sighs. dont think abt this le. pray that i can get thru the audition tmr! our last try le!
WE GONNA GET GOLD WITH HONEST FOR SYF THIS YEAR!
whether or not i will be in syf la... xP