I'M NOT LOST, I'M NOT LOST
JUST UNDISCOVERED
suddenly i'm famous
and people know my name

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i don't know for sure
where this is going

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wonderful. simply wonderful :)) (Sunday, July 31, 2005 / 9:05 pm)

wee. wee.

guess what. i found kelly's blog yesterday.


haha. dam bai chi. now then find out. anyways. she has a group fan club too.


Kelly's Blog

KFC (kelly's fan club)


WEE. tmr got chem. and i haven study finish. ahhaahha. i dowanna die. and now i motivated le. aft the talk from my tutor. i will work hard towards VJ de :))


qing duo duo zhi chi wo he KELLY! yay!

damn me. (Saturday, July 30, 2005 / 9:28 pm)

woah. been using to comp for 3 hr +. working on the green day lay i initially din want to do. (seen in my prev post).

and sighsigh. i actually did it. cos i din go with faith to shop at tm. sigh. wasted 3hrs. DAMN.



ARGH. i need a bath. followed by chem mugging period, finish homework period, and calling rong to ask her about all the answers period. hopefully i can touch some geog ltr tonight.


best of luck to me :)

a two day journal entry ( / 3:51 pm)

this is a 2-day journal entry. because i din have time to blog yesterday. and i realise that there's pretty much to blog abt yest :))

yesterday, i managed to purchase AMERICAN IDIOT special edition CD in popular's CDRAMA. suprisingly.

and well. the CD is AWESOME. the lyrics are all handwritten by billie except for 2 where tre and mike wrote it.

oh. and there was talent search yesterday. whereby 3 groups sang greenday's songs.

i. Wake me up when September Ends
ii. Holiday
iii. Boulevard of Broken Dreams

well. as u can see. green day is pretty popular eh.

wanted to make a green day lay. but i figure out that i should probably do it after my prelims yeh.

so when i reached home at about 6 yesterday. i realised that the sun was pretty hot. nice weather to tan. and it was quite pathetic to cycle alone so i went to SWIM.

oh gosh. so by the time i packed the swimming stuff. at ard 630. the sun seemed to vanish. nonetheless, i decided to walk to bedok swimming complex to swim.

initially, it was just a lil cramped with abt 2 classes of kiddies taking up around half of the medium pool. (oh i din want to go to the deep pool. just in case i cant make it there) haha. and then i swam for a few laps.

thereafter, around 720. a few more classes came. and me and some guys and girls. had to swim about 1/8 of the pool. it was dam cramped and our feet were like hitting each other. i think i look the dumbest there. everyone was in pairs or groups except for one pathetic soul. worse still, i din bring goggles as i thought my orange one lookes pretty obiang =X

haha. so by the time i swam finish, my eyes were red.

haha. oh well. wad a day.







Today, after chem ended, spent some time in bugis looking for rong's present. yeah we bought a leaveland wallet from The Wallet Shop. ooh. hope she likes it :)

anyways. im sposed to study chem. oh well oh well. so i hope i can finish it in 2 hrs. thou its pretty impossible. =X. BUT I WANNA GO SHOPPING AT TM with faith. sigh sigh sigh. i wanna get the BILLABONG belt or the BLACK one with silver studs.


AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
SHOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPINGGGGGGGGGG!

i guess that the BM, our slow benchmark, TAN YI LIN, will be pretty glad to see this :)

ciao.

(Thursday, July 28, 2005 / 7:09 pm)

hey ho.

yeah. here im again. same time every day.

got really bored of my old lay. i guess the same goes for u too?

anyways. later got SUPERSTAR!!!

and i think im gonna vote for kelly later. woot. cos she's really good.

cant believe i will actually start to vote too. and more surprisingly, for a chinese singer. haha. normally i would only do so for some englishs stuff.

lets hope she did a great show and i am eagerly anticipating for the clock to tick until it strikes 2030.

yeahhhh. way to go KELLY!

im going off to mug, once again

(Wednesday, July 27, 2005 / 6:47 pm)

DAMDAMDAM.



FREAKING SHIT HELL.

went to parkway's Sembawang Music Junction today.
saw the Green Day special edition CD.


then i contemplated to buy. cos it cost $20.90.
and i was afraid i wouldnt have money for sakae.

and thereafter, it was just like FUCKFUCKFUCK.

cos when i returned to Sembawang an hr and half later, the shop guy told me that ...





BOTH THE AMERICAN IDIOT CDS ARE GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





















AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH












and the world crashed on me at that instance when i found out that MPH was also out of stock.

(Tuesday, July 26, 2005 / 9:38 pm)

din get the papers today. so no concordance for u guys, thou i doubt no one sees it.
haha.

anyways. im so dead. if my life goes on like this everyday till prelims.

but the fone call i get from rong every night is pretty helpful in motivating in my studies. yay.

so i will be gg soon. aft i make a successful recording of holiday. wee.

cya.

Myriad Of Colours (Monday, July 25, 2005 / 11:30 pm)

wow. cant believe im sortof getting tired of this simplicity after less than 3 days. well. simplicity as in referring to my blog lay? ahha. been using goth punk or some cool brushes lay. well. maybe i more to those lays. cos gettin a lil lil bit bored of this simple simple lay.

anyways. yeah. today din go school. and i went to the Myriad of Colours isit? or something like that. the SYF Choral Ceremony. hmm. hell yes. it was good. not the Sec school part. but the JC part.

i think that the first song HC did.. um wait i go get the booklet and check the title. gimme a sec...

back. alright well. this is wad the cover says:

Singapore Youth Festival 1st-29th July 2005.

Myriad of colours.

a fanciful cover featuring purple as main colour.

flipping the cover, they show a list of SYF stuff. eg. Choir, Concert Bands< CO, Instrumental Ensembles..

then yep to the choral presentation page. um wheres the song...

Oh yes got it. Mata Del Anima Sola. i must say that the soloists are good. the guy's voice is pretty husky. which din really suit his looks. ahha. and the alto's voice is good man. its like WOW. so aft she sang her solo part. i suddenly remembered abt my mp3. so i took it out and recorded it. so if u wanna hear it, msg me alright?

anyways. then aft tt, vj came out. once again. with the impressing look. and they sang Pamugun. woah. Indeed very stirring. ahha. and when they ended. the audience were shouting ENCORE. as usual for a power choir. well oh well.

and guess wad. i actually spotted WAN DING! haha. we were at the same row. and yuting was initially sitting nxt to her. so aft intermission, i went to sit with WD instead. cool har. haha. yep. and here im. HOME.

The cool thing is: i haven done zuo wen. FOR HELL'S SAKE. darn.
i don feel like staying up though. bored bored and simple bored.

hm. this is it.

cya tmr.

LONDON STRIKE 2 ( / 11:47 am)

London: Strike 2

But the govt must brace itself for a bigger wave of attacks
By Jonathan Eyal
Straits Times Europe Bureau In London

I found this article particularly interesting among all the rest of the London strike articles I read this morning. So, to improve my English and yours, I decided to post this up. Happy reading. BTW, this is extracted. I don't have the capability of having the patience to sit here all day to type this lengthy article.

Oh, and there's a concordance at the bottom, so I bold all the more difficult words, (in my opinion). And used the Macmillan English Dictionary, for advanced learners. [international student edition] so I reckoned that the stuff in the concordance should be right x).



LONDON was spared a second wave of death and destruction by what appears to have been a 1.botched operation by four terrorists seeking to spread fear and 2.mayhem in the city.

As news about the second terror attack in the British capital in two weeks sank in, it came with an ironic sense that London had been "lucky" to have escaped so lightly this time.

Signs are emerging that another massive 3.atrocity was averted only because of the terrorists' sheer incompetence. The question as to why the bombs failed to explode remains crucial to the future of the police investigation.

A particularly interesting indicator may be the fact that in at least some of the attacks, only one 4.detonator was used. Typically, bombers --- and especially suicide bombers --- insert two or three detonators into the explosives, precisely in order to compensate for the possibility that one may fail to trigger off the bomb.

But, whichever explanation turns out to be correct, it is clear the the terrorists were poorly prepared and lacked some of the resources which the previous gang enjoyed when they blew themselves up two weeks ago.

5.Paradoxically, this failure meant that, at least in the immediate aftermath of the attacks, the British security services had to take more, rather than fewer, precautionary measures.

All in all, London was lucky: a new massacre was prevented more by accident that design.

Although the British security services have moved in quickly to hunt down the bombers, there is a barely concealed frustration at the fact that a second series of attacks took place while London remained on its highest possible alert.

The clearly incompetent performance of this operation may provide additional evidence for the theory that it was a rush job, rather than part of a carefully planned campaign.

But the British govt must also be prepared for the other, grimmer possibility: that the two attacks are merely the start of a bigger wave, designed to last for a long period of time and aimed not only at killing, but also destroying the political resolve of the British people and govt.

But, for the moment, the spirit of ordinary Londoners remains unbroken.




I found this especially interesting among the whole article. Check this out.

"Good news, ladies and gentlemen," one Underground train driver cheerfully told his passengers on Thursday.

The Waterloo and City line is back open, so you'd better get on it before they close it again."

Few laughed, but many appreciated the black humour so characteristic of the British.


Jonathan.eyal@gmail.com


Concordance

1. Botched - adj; badly done or badly planned, and therefore unsuccessful: a botched assassination attempt

2. Mayhem - noun; a very confused situation; chaos; It was absolute mayhem on the first day of the sales

3. Atrocity - noun; a cruel and violent act; often in a war

4. Detonator - noun; a piece of equipment on a bomb that makes it explode

5. Paradoxically - adv; used for saying that something is strange because it is the opposite for what you expect: Paradoxically, it is their differences that bring them closer to each other




Well. This is what I discovered this morning by not going to school. tata. That's about it. I gotta do some mugging now. :))

P/S: Leave a comment if you think that such articles can enhance your vocab. Thanks :))



(Sunday, July 24, 2005 / 10:59 pm)

long day for me. today and tmr. did practically nothing much today. im banging on the nxt few hours to finish my emaths (which i most probably won touch at all), my chinese zuowen (that i also won touch) and to finish studing magnetism, electromagnetism, and last but not least effects of electromagnetism.

sighsighsigh. i moving back to Deception Point again.

the angel there seem to be my nightmare from hell. 2 horns and cloaked with a black robe. with a menacing smile, im seem to be hypnotized. moving a step closer to Deception Point each day.

time ticks away as quickly as i can even realise it. i dont know how many coffees could actually last me for a few more hours. woke up at 7 today. feeling lethargic. So? since i've been slacking all day long. this is what i get. 2 big fat eye bags tmr. and i really wanna tan to cover up.

a stack of notes infront of me. beckoning me to flip them. but no. i din do that.

sighsighsigh. this is it.

Deception Point (Saturday, July 23, 2005 / 8:39 pm)

I cant stand to fly, Im not that naive.
Im just out to find, the better part of me.

I wish that i could cry, fall up on my knees.
Find a way to lie, 'bout a home i'll never see.

Its not easy, to be me.

There you go, Superman (Its not easy), by five for fighting.

its been a while since i heard this song. i guess its the same for you too.
purchased the Hit Parade Volume 23 at Robert's Piano. i must say that im indeed quite fortunate to grab one of the remaining two. Cos this book is sold out at other places.

darn. but i still aint trying hard enough to land my fingers on the piano as harmioniously as i could. my fingers are totally poles apart from the computer keyboard fingers and the piano fingers. both are sort of keyboards stuff. but its just a total different feel when i touch them.

not to mention the pile of work accumulating at my desk. in addition, i shall mention the fact that there is this humongous pile of worksheets waiting for their mistress to sort out and dump them in 8 different subjects. undoubtedly, their mistress never tidies them. she doesnt bother about them. just waiting for some bugs to crawl around, before she actually notices the pile accumulating at her desk.

and so, on top of the lousy piano skills, (when my theory is supposedly a grade 7) but practical (grade 4!?), and the homework and that colossal pile of wasteppr (which i only find useful right b4 my prelims), i still haven done any REVISION.

gosh. im really a slacker. a good one at it.

what the hell. i have no sense of timing. nor do i have any organisation skills.
my life just revolves around surfing the net, getting home to sleep, and watching the dumb telly which occupies me every night, esp thurs night when there is superstar, lost, tan pan zhuan jia and The OC.

i have successfully arrived at the deception point. where a sign stuck there says, "Well done. Congratulations on arriving at the Deception Point. May all your horrifying nightmares come true. Have a nice and long stay here."

oh well, oh well..

july's ending. and what am i still doing?

not revising. not mugging. not even doing homework at the least?

ok. ok. u be bored at my incessant rambling about the freaking pile of stuff that i have to complain everyday. i only seem to think that im the unfortunate one eh?
however, this girl here doesnt know that if she decides to buck up. she'll fully concentrate. but one thing that thwarts her plan to do so. is the object right in front of your eyes now.

yes. u got it right.

its an invention in the 20th century called the COMPUTER.

well. i guess i need some help here. probably not some, but a massive amount to get rid of the sickening addiction. damn.

presposterous. ridiculous. absurd. abhorrent. loathsome. vile. eccentric. deranged.

its really time to buck up. but i just cant face reality.

this is it.

( / 8:09 pm)


(Thursday, July 21, 2005 / 9:59 pm)

ooh. surprisingly. i took a little peep at superstar today.

and guess what. i think that kelly is real gd.

yeah.

feel lk voting for her. ahhahaha.

first time sia. i am able to part with my $$ :))

ROCKK ON!

(Wednesday, July 20, 2005 / 7:25 pm)

oh. adding on to the prev post a min ago.

to make things clear to yilin..

yeah. i got a 2 day MC from the doc.

but because i noe that the peeps from sch will be missing me.

i shall return and hopefully, infect everyone if i have sore eyes.

First on list: TAN YI LIN.

tan isit?
haha. i forgot.

( / 7:20 pm)

ok. i din go to school today. =X

woke up at 12pm. really shittie, and i spent the whole day singing, until abt 4. when i decided to visit the doc.

so well. i probably may have sore eyes. not too sure. cos there aint any yellow discharge.

but hope i be fine tmr. i wanna go school.

there is a hell lot of test tmr.

1. SS essay (open book :)) all thanks to rong. ahha. wanna noe more abt it? ask me x)

2. AMaths Integration. sigh. my amaths is so sucky now. buck up man.

3. Eng P1 S2. hope i can get some ideas tmr.

alrighty. i gotta be going. needa mug mug and MUG.

(Tuesday, July 19, 2005 / 9:45 pm)

Hot Track : When I Come around by Green Day

they did this song in 1994. pretty cool esp when u sing it. bcos the range is pretty small. :))

u can go to http://greenday.com and catch the mtv.

today is such a bleah bleah day.
anyways to start off the day well..
miss koh din come.
this entitled 4d to 3 free periods while other classes were busy muggin..

then. i was with this cramp that accompanied me throughout the morn till recess.
till i got the PPP from yiwen. ahha. thanks

thereafter, had history and eng. nth much.
then another free ss period.

well, it was then time for the anticipated geog test.
whew. it was totally great.
i realised that i shouldnt study for ANY MORE TESTS.
WHY?

i studied for physics from the tys.
Not a similar qns came out :))

i studied so hard, nt that hard actually, but till quite late, for geog.
guess wad?

none of the formations came out which i was banging on.
so they came out the storm hydrograph and pretty much left me dumbfounded.

for once, i can safely say that im gonna fail this time round.

oh well. ms yap indirectly said that 4d was the class with the best attitude!
WOOT.
another big news.

ms yap actually mistook faith for rong xin.
which means that she called rong xin FAITH?
hahaha.

no wonder she has been singing praises abt faith, as in rong xin. ahah.

other than this big news, theres another one u shud noe!

Faith fell down from the overhead bridge today. ahha. fell down. yeah.
but just a few steps. 3-4.
with her bud landing on the floor.
and with her saying ..

FUCK LA

as she stood up. ahha.

she always does something wrong whenever im with her.
for eg; faith hiccuped so loudly in class until ms goh had to ask what had happened.
hahahaha. cos she was abt to laugh and there u hear a high pitch hiccup from faith.

okok. no more laughing.

today. pple have been telling me that there are red circles around my pupils.

im afraid that i be blind.
aww.
anyways.
if i don go to sch tmr.
not that i pon.
but maybe i need more rest.
aft studying for so much. which ended up in some failed tests.

anyways. tmr maybe getting back chem ppr.
so contradicting.
i dono whether i shud go bcos he's giving back or don go cos he's giving back.
gimme an ans pls.

tata.
see u ard someday.

(Sunday, July 17, 2005 / 8:23 pm)

what the fucking shit.

im still online.
my sis was right.
she said that i be using this for the whole night.

damn.
freak.
ass.

piece of shit.

my final msg is here.
MUG.

im off.
won be here hopefully.
for the following week or so.

i hate this fugly life.

ciao.

( / 5:53 pm)

argh. bad bad day man.

went to tutor's house early in the morning. then aft that she went stressing abt the fact that i had to ask every single question while trying out CHS Amaths prelim ppr. that i needa buck up. prelims coming like nobody's business.

what the fucking hell. and i dont know how to study. save me man. stress building up when i came home from pasir ris. what the hell. damn sucky life. irritating shit. and i still have 5 chpts of physics. yet im still slacking. just blame this dumb irritating habit of me to sit infront of the computer. and record cool songs and sing along with it.

realised that Bon Jovi - Always v nice. so was singing along with it just now. then recording on my mp3. ahaha. and my sis said that i sound lower than in reality when she heard my voice on the speaker.

argh. what the freaking hell. im leading such a fugly life.

save me.

i hate this shit place.

kill me.

fuck the hell out of everyone.

(Saturday, July 16, 2005 / 11:23 am)

waking up early on a saturday morning is definitely great.

woke up at 8.

finished up the last part of chem. and did 3 geog mcqs.

woot. 2 more physics full to go.

and 5 chpts of physics.

plus 2 big geog chpts.

plus plus 2 sustainability essays to go. :)

(Friday, July 15, 2005 / 9:24 pm)

whee. finished touching up with the lay. COOL HA!

yeah. ure jealous. u nutass.

anyways. whoopie. LISTENING TODAY SUCKED. i heard it and its absolutely BORING.

but its like. who CARES?

haha. because i was hearing it on my MP3 in the canteen and not stoning in the class doing with the whole class of shitbags.

hahahhahhaha. yeps. so who cares whether it was boring? whatever :))

anyways. yay. ITS FRIDAY AGAIN?!

and. i was anticipating for my 2nd cycling expedition this sat, tmr. but well. dumb fifi said she would be too bothered by her new short hairstyle. and so she say not gg. mini say she miay feel tired. so 2 less companions in total. well. hope ali and yilin can make it. but i aint sure if they want to tour sg with me. i wanna look for lilian. but i hope her fever alright. sigh. WTH. my cool cycling expedition. is. .. um i don trust my classmates anymore. its so much better to trust my cool looking hawaiian proer - LILIAN. whee.

anyways, life still sucks as usual. check out my schedule. yeah. everything's just piling up and yet im still here. having the mood to chat with crappy adele and shuwei. sigh. WTH.

WTFWTFWTFWTFWTF.

dammit. hope everything goes well tmr. and i be able to TAN. ha.

Like my Skin.

Love my skin.

Whee.

oh the badnews for the day is that.

ruth put her hands ard my waist again. im starting to fear that woman. bcos she only touches me. =X. OH NO!!!!!!!!!!

(Monday, July 11, 2005 / 7:03 pm)

wee. for the greatest, most traumatic, most eventful event of my 16 years has arrived!!

today. once again dumbass yilin was blabbering abt great plans to go to south africa or some south continent thingy. well. she wanted to go for a backpacking tour yet she still wanted to shop? argh. nono. nvm. thats not the most exciting thing abt this whole thing.

well. so fortunately, i sortof entered her one person dream and we decided to go to Australia at the end of the year. a few of the girls. hopefully. praying that i can seek parental permission to go with a grp of irresponisble friends. but well. since im so responsible. its quite diff to look for someone more responsible or AS responsible as i am:))

so. we are most probably gg on a 1.5-2 weeks trip. and maybe spending half of the duration in the cities and the other half in some countryside. haha. cool eh? so i be able to tan there since its gonna be summer there. i personally prefer to go to those summer beach countries instead of those snowy countries where firstly, no shopping could be done since they are selling winter clothes. secondly, the thick winter coats is thick enough to fill up half a luggage. thirdly, the most fascinating thing that u will be seeing is just some mist coming out from ur mouth when u talk. which u will probably lose interest in that aft a few days.

so well. aft watching the cool OC. im terribly excited abt the trip to Aussie. although the OC setting is in California and we are hopefully heading to Australia.

oh well. theres this trivia u should noe if ure an OC fan. the oc setting was initially supposed to be at NEWPORT beach but however, as newport was ard 40m away from LA. and more production of filming would be higher outside LA. the crew has decided to do the OC beach setting at MANHATTAN beach. but well, they refer to that as NEWPORT anyways. aww. orange county is such a cool looking place. hope to be there one day man.:))

so well, gettin back to our idea of gg to australia. we're gg to do some serious research on it. and i really do hope that my mom and dad will allow me to go on this trip. so i gotta score well for prelims and Os:)!

( / 6:52 pm)

you couldnt say that school was fun today.
not at the least.

well. starting the day well was crossing the road thrice and waiting the cab for 15 minutes.

then was to face the dumb cl teacher buay song expressions for 2 periods.

next was to have a piercing and sustaining pain in the thing which is sort of surrounded by intestines and stuff also commonly knows as the stomach that could still be felt right now.

aft that was to do the chem test with a lil stomachache and getting all stressed up and pressurised when mr tan came in at the last 10 minutes, sortof threatening that we better get 40/40 for chem. which is totally impossible for me when i had left 5 qns of chem mcq blank and the last 5 mins.

fortunately, rong dad offered to fetch me and fei home. so well. got home early. as i reckoned that i inhaled too much methane during the test, that led to my momentarily breathing difficulties on my journey home, i cooked 2 packets of instant noodle and also an egg that tasted real funny.

so now im practically bloated and a lot of food is clumping at my large intestines moving rapidly to my rectum.

hmm. and theres so much nonsense gg on every day. check it out at the extras.

(Saturday, July 09, 2005 / 6:40 pm)

whee. IM BACK FROM THE CYCLING EXPEDITION

ghaha. not really exp la.
but just that today damn fun.
lemme brief u on my routine.

met lilian at her hm.
then trespass st pats.
then went to ecp.
tanned at the jetty for half to an hr.
went to homevisit.
the lucky dude was dorea.
so we sat at the pavement outside her bungalow for 1hr chattin.
then returned home alone on my bike.
so fun first time seh.

funfunfun!

then its really fun playing with brakes.
yeahh:))

i love my cool new tan.
praying that it won fade that soon.:))

(Friday, July 08, 2005 / 9:28 pm)

great day today. watched FANTASTIC FOUR aft sch at princess with xiao fei.

gosh. i must say that not only are the effects great, the cast is a plusplus.

firstly, jessica alba is pretty hot in that movie. and well. did a further checkup on her. and realised that a movie, On the Blue, that looks pretty cool is coming up during September. aww. the prelim period. but that show looks cool. im so gonna catch it aft prelims. WHEE.

secondly, Chris Evans is very hot too. whee. cool guy and same age as jessica alba.

haha. yep. so catch it if u can.

ooh. im lovin this..:)

not chem lesson at 8am at sch tmr though. -_-

(Thursday, July 07, 2005 / 1:10 pm)

ooh lala. im actually trying to brainstorm 6 stories for the dumb ce thingy!

wee, are u excited. YAY

compassion. teamwork. social responsibility. honesty. dedication. leadership.

way to go!

POH WAN TING! wee.

xiao fei fei ni zai ma?

(Wednesday, July 06, 2005 / 11:16 pm)

whee lala. and im actually still here. =X

( / 8:46 pm)

and i still cant imagine... why i am still lingering here. -_____-

( / 7:12 pm)

AHHH!.

guess wad. 1hr passed.

im still here. GET LOST!

( / 6:08 pm)

whew. just got back..

haha.

theres just too much stuff going on nowadays.

guess i gonna put up a calendar at a section of my blog.

so maybe u can check it out if ure sec4 too:)

basically to remind u of some stuff la. haha.

hmm. alrightee. well. sch was practically quite alright today except for the part when i have to drag that pair of ULTRA BIG black shoes today..

and act lk a councillor for once. cos is like HELLo? m i still considered a councillor?!

haha. but well. the benefits arent that great actually. 1 cca point added? maybe.?? nt sure. and is not that u can minus of one pt of ur Olvl mark. is just 1 added to the list of pts u have accumulated from ur cca so that maybe u can achieve ur a2 or hopefully a1 for cca mark. but well. i don really give the mere 1 pt a great damn. cos is like if ure in choir. and u go for syf. um and as usual we get gold or gwh for this yr. u be able to get 2 pts? or maybe even more. nt too sure. but well. it really sucked trying to act like a councillor.

but the gd thing is well.. haha. at least when my name was read out and i was walking on the stage. whew. i heard some screams. fortunately the power sop-marie was there. and she was just sitting at the 2nd row i think. so i could hear her screams pretty distinctly. tgh with some muffled sec3s at the back. whee. so fun. cos i rmb when i was sec2 or 3. everytime my name was called. it will just be some pathetic claps. whoo. kudos to me. i made it :))

haha. yeah. and aft that. the vj tcher called. needa go to sign. so fortunately i met shu wei at mac. then also met up with kind soul ng sx. so he took a cabbie from sch and fetch us to vj. then aft that. kind kind soul ng sx took cabbie and fetch us hm too. well. and we werent really required to pay. haha but the integritious me shall fork out a few cents tmr to pay him? haha.

oh. and today so scary. is like the pple gg for eng prelim oral. and that gugu tiger actually said she din prepared!? WTH. i cant imagine myself gg in without doing so. and my palms will be clammy. with a few big fat butterflies flying within my small intestines and probably at the rectum part. thus sending me to the toilet to pee because of the sudden outbreak of nervousness.

PRELIM ORAL LEI!

and its like 20% or 30%?

and ENG is lk chao ji impt?

sighsigh. well fortunately i was among one of the 8 confirmed to go to vj. phew. imagine the embarrasment that i will face if i din get in?

and well. i certainly hope that rong rong will be able to get into tj. can see that she wasnt quite happy as she havent receive either a rejection or confirmation letter. but anyways. all the best for her.

ok. and tmr a great day. geog crustal qns. or shud i say test. nah. the word sort of freak me out. its always like that. so i don really prefer to get above average score for big exams. cos im afraid that if the nxt test i do real bad. well. pple will just say

hey. how much u got

ya and it will be me most probably saying. well i think i just passed?

then they will be like
oh gosh. last time so gd.. u sure u just pass? don fool la.

and fact is. i was just being tyco when i got the high marks.

cos the real proers are rong rong kc and xiao fei.

cant really stand them.. so. i shall just sit.

happy?
good.

yar thats about it. counting down if i wanna catch superstar at 8pm and the youfu and 9pm and the tan pan zhuan jia at 10pm. ahha 3 hrs straight. yar i being strict le. or i be watching 7pm show too. then i only have less than 2 hrs to study for crustal and weathering. sigh. and i haven bathe. so all in all. 1 hr to pract on geog and emaths. can i do it? hmm. maybe i shall skip a lil of superstar. if this ugly man steps out. i think i shall just shut the telly. simple? yeah.,. plan!

hahah. dumbo. ok i go update the calendar portion le. try finding it if ure feeling bored ok?

whhee...

(Tuesday, July 05, 2005 / 4:45 pm)

argh.

i wanted to like do a few more prelim papers today.
unfortunately.

fatigue got over me.

tried to do scgs prelim ppr 2 for 2 hrs straight.

under exam condt.

but well.

did until half and poof. i slept for i dono how long. but nt too long either..

less than .5 hr i guess.

but sigh.

i only did one ppr2.

and i got many mistakes.

argh.

POH WAN TING. when will u ever wake up?!



shittie ass.

and the gd news is that.

i heard from rong that geog test is POSTPONED.

haha.

tmr go sch. sure a lot of pple will say.

wa pon sch la. cos dowan go geog test right. but haha. huo gai.geog test postponed.

but well. i won give a heck to such comments. the mouth is urs. not mine. so i cant stop u frm saying wadever crap u wanna say.

so there i be tmr. noddin to all sarcastic comments that will be flung at me continuously. until the person finds that its not fun talking to me anymore :))

but well. the fact is that i actually thought i could do wk at home. so i din go sch.

i wanted to do the test. and well my wish is fulfilled. postponed :))great job!

alrigfhty. need to go to pract on piano le.

tcher coming later.

buhbyes. x))

( / 12:29 pm)

im a bad student..

):

sigh. i wanted to do a lot of things today if i pon.

so well.
im here again.

using the computer.

feeling quite weird abt poning the geog test.

and xiao fei also pon.

this worries me more.

wanted to go ltr to join the geog test.

but well..

since xiao fei nt gg.
then i also nt gg.

feeling quite guilty la.

imagine those peeps studying so hard for this test.

and im actually here.

wanted to mug thru a few sch prelim maths ppr today..

but well.
i do so. within 15 mins..

feeling queasy now.

xiao fei also said she felt pretty uneasy.

haha. contagious man.

sighs.

i will study hardd.

yepp. :))