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and finally. i've watched the show.


tiger told me that this was gonna be a tear-jerker at the back. and the front is absolutely sweet. i must say that i agree with this for the second part.


surprisingly, the crybaby here din cry. she had tears at the 2nd part of the movie, which was sposed to be very sad, but the tears were formed by yawns.


hmm, i guess the cycling trip did tire me out.


and oh gosh. the first half of the movie, is probably the sweetest thing i've ever seen.


the cast is also amazing. suave and mesmerizing. u get it :)


woo sung jung, the male lead, is like a WOW-WOW with his cool moustache and his tall and strong build.


needless to say about ye jin sohn, who also starred in summer scent. although i din really watch much of summer scent, she's just perfect. pretty, cute, innocent. whatever. all the outstanding qualities of a girl can be found on her. ahha. indeed mesmerizing. wait, let me source for one of her pic.









her dress sense is pretty cool too!




this is her best shot so far..
















quite some pics eh?

i hope that is sufficient to interest u.

dudes and dudettes. and dudies.


i went cycling today.


fun but not exactly what i wanted.


not much sun. we got some rain though. but the fun part was that me and lilian were singing like no one's business at bedok jetty for probably 2 hours?


haha. i will miss lilian.


cos i noe i cant do that with anyone else.


sob.

cmon. i did this fuckingly great piece of work.



all those freaking prestigious artist. did their master pieces when they were pretty old, heading for the death bed. yeah. not all did when they were living through their midlife. and so. the same goes for me too.



i know that i be dieing soon.



with prelims just a few tweeny puny days away. and here i am.


damn. damn damn.


i better get back to studying.


u too. dumbass big piece of motherfucking shit.


darn.

finally.. i finished watching the last episode.


episode 20.


i cant really put my emotions and thoughts into words now.
my head is sort of spinning right now. in addition, u get a pair of puffy eyes and red nose. my limbs seem to be weak and fragile. movements are slowed down.


for a moment, i must say that this is one of the shows where i could cry my hearts out. mostly because i normally watch the series in the middle of the night. sometimes i cant bear to spoil the silence and tranquility of the night with a sniff.


two lovers walking on the beach. not just any simple ordinary couple. but a couple.. who has went through many obstacles. and yet. through true love, they're reunited in the end. nonetheless, however deep their love may be.. they still have to be separated. or maybe u can say that this is the beginning to their love story. for they promised one another.. that they are going to meet one another in Heaven..


a place where there is no sufferings, no sadness and no separation.



the girl will be heading for the stairway to heaven soon as she walked on the beach with her love. she has been in love with this guy throughout her entire life. it seemed as if it was destined for them to meet one another when they were born and thereafter, knowing each other and then the love develops..


on the beach. the girl tells the guy,


"lets hold hands and take a walk... what do u think there will be at the other end?"

"it doesnt matter. i'll follow u wherever you may go. Be it Heaven."

"Now, im not afraid anymore. for i know that wherever i go, you will always be by my side."




"thats right, however far apart we may be.. we will not let go of each other. we will be with each other."

"hmmm.. now we climb the stairways to heaven one step by one step and when we ascend, we will live."



"Alright. Let's decide by scissors paper stone. The winner gets one point and each point is like moving one step towards the great place, Heaven"

"I will win then. Let's play." (the girl has cancer cells that has spread to her brain and she's dying soon...)


"Alright."

"Since i win again and again, the more steps i will be ascending on the stairway to Heaven."


"Even if you go first, you will wait for me, right?"



"Hmmm...."(hmm doesnt represent thinking here. its because the girl is too weak to talk and can only reply with hmm)



the guy starts thinking about the past.. the days when he thought that his one and only love throughout his entire life have died. the five years he had to spend alone. without the love of his life. his childhood love. yet throughout this five years. he had never stopped thinking about her. her smile. her words. her every action. her everything..

and then..



"I have waited for you so much, this time it is your turn to wait."

"I will."



the couple seemed to have walked eternally and then they sat on the beach..

the girl smiles weakly.


"even if I will be in Heaven, I will always love you! Because only love exists in this place, we will truly have beautiful love from now on."

"so.. Our love is just the beginning then?"



"Hmmm..."

"Since I've always waited for you, this time around will you wait for me?"



tears start welling up the guy's eyes.



".........hmmmmm" (the girl leans on his shoulder)

"You will wait, right?"

"...........hmmmm"



"I am sorry not being able to leave with you now..."

".....hmmm...." the girl shuts her eyelids slowly, carefully.



"Don't forget me..."

".....................hmmm...." (the girl hands start to slide off slowly from the grip of her love)



"I love you."

"...........................................................hmmmm..."

" Han Jeong Seo(the name of the girl), I love you...."
the guy tightens his grip, trying to feel his love for the very last time..



"............................"( her arms dropped lightly)



with tears flowing down his cheeks, he muttered "Han Jeong Seo.....I love you..."



"............................"

painfully, with a smile on his crestfallen face.. "Jeong Seo........bye...."



and that was the time. he know that she was gone. though she couldnt be with him anymore, he knows that she will be in his heart forever and ever. the same for the girl too.



heard of the cliche phrase, "till death do us part"? the love between the couple far exceeds this. for he knows that she will be waiting for him in Heaven, the place where there will be no more sufferings, no more sadness and no more separation. the place where their love shall begin. an everlasting love, a love that can withstand all hardships. a love.. which belongs to solely the both of them..



Stairway to Heaven
some excerpts from here


this post actually took me 45 minutes.

i've lied to myself umpteen times.


and i hope this time i'll be able to make my wish come true.



i just did the chem test in school. indeed horrible.


cos i wasnt focus? day dreaming? what the hell.


i contemplated to drop to combine chem.


hmm. and rong sortof consoled me. cos i realised i've been going through too many ups and downs in chem. sigh.


really very demoralised just then.



but now im much better. and im gonna buck up. next friday is english prelim.



goodness.



off to slp now. i be studying all the way throughout the night.


pop me a msg if u cant get to slp x)

well. its sunday. and u may have realised that i hadnt been online on saturday?


that if ure observant. but who cares?


anyways. im hooked up on Stairway To Heaven.


borrowed from via on saturday. :))


me mini and rong went BK on sat aft our chem and phy. yeah. and we studied geog and chem. interesting mini. haha.


hmm. then i reach home at 6+. hitching a ride from rong's car.


then it was just telly time all the way. from 6+ to 12+am.


i think i watched about 5 discs.


marvellously, i only ate my dinner at 1+ which was the BK upsized chicken sandwich meal. and 4 durians at the evening.


with my eyes fixed on the screen, i din have time to grumble that im hungry.


fortunately, my mom reutrned at 11+. thereafter she hurried me to bathe.


oh well. then aft my bath, i went to do one geog qns. too bad, i had the fan blowing strongly at me. and poof. i went to slp. ignoring my intelligent idea of staying throughout the night and mug for geog. but the good thing is that my eye bags won be that obvious.


good for rong. i think she managed to stay up throughout the night.



heh. so i woke up at 9+ this morn. studied weathering and watched Stairway TO Heaven again. brilliant. im at the part where i be hitting the climax soon.


being a damn nice sis, i decided to let my sis watch the earlier episodes first and so i took out my chem book. trying to study electroylsis. haha.


wellwell. i WANNA GET A1!..





but i guess its not that possible.












sigh. and now im listening to the ost of stairway. and it just suddenly leads me to think about my life.



the friends i have.


most of them will be gone in probably 2 months time. after our prelims, after our prom, after o lvl. will we still meet?


thats maybe why i wanna go to Australia with them. if my mom allows.


actually, i don feel lk going to KL with the choir. wheres the fun when ure all alone. being the only sec4 girl who will go to KL. and hang out with the juniors.


i cant do it.


sadly.


sigh.



















alright. back to mugging.


i'll try not to think of such stuff in the mean time..




cya.

yeah. i just caught the maid at princess with ali and mini.


haha.



a lot of damn funny incidents.



but i don feel lk bloggin now.



1) there are 3 funerals held ard the blocks that are just beside me.
2) my sis is gg to camp and won be back tonight.
3) i gotta wait for my mom to come home b4 someone ever talks to me. and that is around 11+pm?
4) i have to slp alone tonight x(
5) i have to wake up at around 645am tmr.


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!



no more scaring myself.


okok. today we chatted with mr tan. (kee hoe) ha not vincent.


oh wait. speaking about vincent! he went to a young female doc and had an injection on his butt!


can u imagine that!!?


oh well. lets not digress.


i was speaking about mr tan kee hoe. we just now chatted with him..


and heh. it was quite motivating. among the girls there, he was like.. oh actually all of u can make it for chem de la. then he pointed to me...


hmm.. yar u need to work a little harder and then u can make it.


well. motivating. i love such motivation x)



good luck for my chem!



gosh. my sis just went out. okok. lets countdown for mom to come back.


argh. so eerie. dark dark.


creepy..






ON THE LIGHTS!!!!!!!!!

wei lian is in.


indeed SURPRISINGLY SURPRISING!


but well. i rather him in. so kelly has a greater chance of being the SUPERSTAR.



yay.



and i still think sin huey is damn cool. a lot better den jun yang.




impressive.

cmon people!



LETS REJOICE



kelly is in!!!!!



felt quite sad for sin huey though. esp when she told kelly not to cry. and when she sang with kelly.


but fortunately, i din produce any tears. partly cos my mom was there.



haha. alrighty. im sure that wei lian is out. hehe.



yay kelly and jun yang. the perfect match.



i still SUPPORT KELLY!

aloha. here i am again. despite of the fact that the eng prelims are in 2 weeks time.


and theres chem and geog test on mon and tues.


ahha. wonderful. brilliant. im still sitting here in front of the comp. enjoying the breeze (fan) and viewing a video on pompeii. u noe about the buried city? which was the work of the volcano. i cant rmb the name of the volcano.(oh checked it up. its Mt Vesuvius) but it was a great historical event. because i think its either the ashes or lava flooded and BURIED the whole city.




Astonishing eh? yeah. so i clicked on the video. 10 minutes 20 seconds. seemed interesting. what do i get?


some ancient historical kind of music. with some pictures of i dono wad? some nicely refurbished houses.. OH! now they're showing the part when pompeii was buried. cool. lemme take a lOOk.

Streets of Pompeii







ahh. not the real one though. just some fake images describing the flood. but the title is The House of Julius Polybius. interesting.



guess that he should be the leader of pompeii at that time?


the forum



pompeian villas



the brothel in pompeii




Click HERE if ure interested in viewing the amazing video of how pompeii was buried!


hmm. well. enough of the historical stuff. well, but i must admit im kind of into these archaeology stuff. and that explains why i wanted to be an archaeologist a few years back. hehe.


okok. just now was pretty fun. alicia, fifi went to my house. we had a feast of char kuay teow, drinks, chicken wings that were pretty much burnt, and $20 worth of durians! haha. but of course, im leaving those durians for my mom and sis x))


hmm. caring and kind har. yay!


alrighty. i promised myself that i will do my geog revision today. since i be spending sat and sun on chem. although sundays are normally filled with my maths tuition. x(


nvtheless. gd luck for ur prelims.


oh a great piece of news for ME!



yilin is gonna lend me her Stairway to Heaven VCD!!!! if she has it.. haha. and hanna actually trusted my taste and is gonna buy the VCD! wee. i din noe i look so trustworthy! :))


yay. theres LOST today! complimenting it would be the OC! hehe. and ONE TREE HILL. hmm. i hope i be able to stay up and catch OTH.


but hmm. today's the battle of both lingo.


SUPERSTAR, SHI WAN DUN QING YUAN (10pm Ch U) VS LOST, OC, OTH!


... hmm..... okok. lets see what fate does to me x)





"its possible that person might have loved her more than i did, but im not saying that i loved her less than that person did."



********************************************************************



"was it around when i was 5 years old. the first time i ever rode this. as i go round i would see my mother then won't see her. my mother just stood in one place but i cried & cried looking for her." jung suh


"should i wait & go overseas together?" song ju


"no. just that if you go alone & get scared, what if i lose you?" jung suh

"i'll come back. i'm scared i'll lose you instead." song ju

"what if you can't find me?" jung suh


"i'll look til i found you then we will meet. ppl who like each other will always meet." song ju


"even though we're apart, you will come back? *nod song ju*" jung suh


"w/o me you can sleep right? *nod jung suh* w/o me you will smile right? *nod & both cry*" song ju


song ju puts a coat covering jung suh & his face.


"jung suh. when i return, i will draw a picture of here & give it to you. it has no worries, we didn't separate, & no pain. that kind of gift... heaven."


***************************************************************


touching eh? the show's much much better. oh and the young boy song ju is so CUTE. i bet u'll love him. esp when he smiles x)


song ju (kwon sang woo)





****************************************************************





Young Jung Suh
Daughter of a professor. Her mother died of cancer when she was young. Jung Suh is sweet, polite, and loves Song Joo (her best friend). She is afraid of her step-mother Tae Mira and step-sister Yuri. Tae Hwa (step brother) makes her feel uncomfortable with his physical affection towards her.


*****************************************************************



[i think she's pretty cute:))]


Jung Suh | Kim Ji Soo
Jung Suh suffers growing up with the cruelty from Yuri and pressure from Tae Hwa's non-brotherly love. Kim Ji Soo is vibrant, full of life, and has lots of charisma. As Jung Suh, she loves others too much, she always puts herself last. She truly loves Song Joo and loves Tae Hwa as her step brother.


******************************************************************



[the evil step sis]


Young Yuri
Daughter of Tae Mira. Yuri is very evil, manipulative, and conniving. She wants everything that Jung Suh has. She is a backstabber and a fake. She wants to marry someone rich like Song Joo.



BLEAH. i don like her


*******************************************************************


i must say she look quite gd when she grows up... hmm. but i still don lk her.






Yuri
She is manipulative and is in love with Song Joo. She will do anything to destroy Jung Suh, even if that means attempted murder. She hates the fact that the two men in her life (Tae Hwa and Song Joo) both love Jung Suh.


*******************************************************************





hmm. quite attractive when young..


Young Tae Hwa
Son of Tae Mira. He is neglected and hates his mother because she abandoned him and Yuri when they were young. He is a loner and he likes art. He loves Jung Suh because she is the first person who showed him kindness. Regardless of being his step-sister, Tae Hwa can't stop loving Jung Suh.


********************************************************************



quite ugly when old x(


Tae Hwa
He loves Jung Suh with all his heart. He hid Jung Suh away when she lost her memory because he wanted her so bad. After Jung Suh regained her memory, he went back to loving her from afar and in silence. He'd give up his life for Jung Suh... his only vision.


********************************************************************







HE IS JUST TOO CUTE TO BE TRUE!!!! AGREE?



Young Song Joo
Son of a wealthy family. He too lost his father when he was young. He is best friends with Jung Suh and loves her very much. He is sad when he departs to study abroad in America and promises to come back for Jung Suh.


*********************************************************************



yeah. he's handsome when he grows up!






Song Joo
After Jung Suh's tragic death, he can't forget about her. His heart is constantly aching because he is waiting for the day that he will reunite with his only true love. He will stop at nothing to find her.

**********************************************************************


so sweet!



ooh!

ok-ok day ( / 7:18 pm)

today was just an ok-ok day.

nothing serious happened. but well.


one interesting thing i needa blog about is about the career dialogue session we chose.
(or should i say i chose?)


initially, i signed up for myself, fifi, rong, yilin, ali, mich and mini.

den suay suay. they all pang seh. mini and mich and yilin go mass com. ali go some stupid stuff. and left me rong and fifi..


and the whole career dialogue session was quite a bore to me.


i was actually hoping for some graphics or designing stuff? and in the end. just programming programming and more programming..



but i must say that the pay sounds appealing. haha. because u get both basic pay and commission. hehe.



but but but. i dont think i'll step into the IT field. for programming doesnt sound fun at all to me.


and poor rong. she had to sit there for 2 periods cos i signed her up.


hahahaha. alrighty. theres nothing much today. except for the fact that geog mock is up again. darn. on tues.


and chem's on monday. but im gonna place my stakes on chem. cos u get 3% more for prelims if u get a1. and nothing lk this for geog. so well. good luck for the idiot chem person.


yay! and we got wendy a BIRTHDAY PRESENT!!! a nike cap. i hope she doesnt have it and she will like it. netballers love caps? dont they?


umm. and anyways. i must say that STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN. the korean drama that u can catch on every mon and tues night (10pm) is really nice. i cried for the first half an hr on tues. until my sis came back. aww. really sad. and i wanna watch all of it before my prelims! will my wish be fulfilled?




ahh..tmr got amaths test. think i sing a few more songs and i get back to studying!


way to go! DUDEY!




oh.. just b4 i forgot. wanna check out ruth's lovey dovey messages for OUR SLOW BENCHMARK TAN YILIN?! here u go. check it out!

HERE!!!!!

im walking away. (Tuesday, August 16, 2005 / 7:17 pm)

I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day


I'm walking away

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day


ure right.
indeed i had a bad day.
a day of continuous flu.
in addition. to make matters worse.
i had my el olvl oral today.
i must said i fared badly.
my flu wasnt the only root cause of that.
what can u expect from a complacent ass. who wants to take her oral.


who couldnt prepare herself well in the 10 minutes she had.
who couldnt concentrate and focus for just ten minutes.
who forgot what mrs koh had been reminding incessantly.


who.
WHO.
WHO!


u got that right. thats me.


got a few nice songs to intro here.


craig david's: im walking away.


daniel powter: bad day. (although the bridge of this song sounds pretty weird)


and worse of the worst.
when i got home. i decided to find my flu medicine cos i was still down with it.
guess what.
i realised that it was in my bag all along.


the panadol tablets u can find from UK


what u find in australia



oh well.
im destined to suffer such a fate.
for all this bullshit and complacency.


thats wad u get by taking olvls lightly.
get it?


just now went to tm with mini and fifi to watch a show.
nice shows like land of the dead was M18.
wedding crashers was NC16.
i watched Bewitched already.
we watched Charlie long ago.
stealth and the island were unsuitable times.


so we caught Mob Sisters.
i anticipated it to be a nice show.
and indeed.
can i say that its nice?
cos the storyline wasnt really there.
its just quite a silly show with almost everyone dying at the end.
but well.
i must said i sortof enjoyed it.
everytime someone dies. i cry.


but i like her acting.

karena lam.


she always look fantastic.
just like how nicole kidman always look great in whichever movie she stars in.


one more.



pretty awesome eh?
i aint too sure when i became so sensitive and emotional.
so if ure catching a movie with me nxt time and we get to watch a tearjerker.
don peep at me.
i must be crying silently.


im hating myself even more now.
the oral conversation topic was so damn freakingly easy.
and i was stumped by it.


oh well. my flu has stopped.
is that good or bad?

18 days countdown (Monday, August 15, 2005 / 8:41 pm)

im on this 18 day countdown thingy.


oh well oh well..


time just passes so quickly. b4 u know it.
ITS THE START OF PRELIMS.


sigh. and right now im still working on my blogskin.
gosh. dont ask me why did i make a blogskin like this?
hmm. i dont know too :))


lol. the tinge of lameness is there again.
its just so tough to be serious and sit down and study.
i cant do it.
but who cares?


YOU MUST!


alrighty. i get the point.

mug mug MUG MUG MUG!!!

okok.


one last thing:

wish me luck for tmr OLVL ORAL!



ohnoohno. i hope i don screw everything up by rearing a few butterflies in my stomach x(


GOOD LUCK DUDEY! :))

fuck. (Tuesday, August 09, 2005 / 10:09 pm)

argh. this is so fucking irritating. i blog 2 long entries. and due to some makfunction with the keyboard. it actually sort of deleted the stuff i wrote infront. TWICE. dammit. freak. not blogging anymore.

billabong purchase (Saturday, August 06, 2005 / 11:14 pm)

wee, went to tm with rong and fei just now. and im glad abt my billabong purchase

1.cool striped billabong shirt
2.funky billabong belt

yay. yay.

and i heard jun yang liu shui nian hua and the original singer of that song, liu wen zhen. and i realise that jun yang sing until v nice :))

and i finally downloaded kelly's open your eyes.. ooh im so waiting for her ke ai de mei gui hua.


and all these songs are gonna be in my mp3 by tonight :))

alrighty. gotta do some maths stuff and physics stuff.

tata!

KELLY HAS MADE IT! (Friday, August 05, 2005 / 1:03 am)

yay. kelly has made it once again. and this time round, i voted!

haha. and omgg. i hope u guys saw what silver at the end of the results show. poor candyce was like so sad. and there silver was, happy smiling away. and she din even consoled candyce. just pretending to be a lil sad. thereafter, there she was happily chatting to the other contestants.

and there was the nice kelly and surprisingly, xin huey, who went to console candyce. whew. she was really sad man. silver should be out. agree?

anyways. yay. thats about it. its gettin late. and i needa get more slp nowadays instead of slping at 2 and waking up at 545.


PIMPLES ARE POPPING OUT! darnn.

KELLY! (Tuesday, August 02, 2005 / 9:42 pm)

wa kao. heard from yan hong that wan lin actually went to watch KELLY perform today!

this is ultrally cool man. sigh. if i can go too. but i one person, damn sian. like bai chi.

anyways. kelly will be singing KE AI DE MEI GUI HUA!


yay. i've taken a liking to retro songs. esp chinese oldies. those common ones la. not some chinese bump singing those tribal stuff tt kind.

like tian mimi, gan lan shu bleablea.

haha. and faith loves to hear me sing!


hoot.



hehe. omgomg.. thurs!!! KUAI DIAN LAI!




weeeeeeee. alright. pretty excited, i must say. yeah.



anyways. tmr is OLDIES SPECIAL!


M1 Derrick-Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo De Xin
M2 Jason-Re Qing De Sha Mo
M3 Kelvin-Cao Yuan Zhi Ye
M4 Jun Yang-Liu Shui Nian Hua

F1 Sin Huey-Zhan Zai Gao Gang Shang
F2 Candyce-Wo Zhi Zai Hu Ni
F3 Kelly-Ke Ai De Mei Gui Hua
F4 Silver-Ai Shen



COOL EH! catch it tmr on CHANNEL U 830pm then!


zai jian le. you yi duo mei li de mei gui hua....

haha isit this song?

slack. slack. SLACK. ( / 9:35 pm)

wee. today im totally slack. slack until like nobody's business. wanted to blog a hell lot of crap stuff here but no mood le. cant do kelly's lay. sian. insufficient brushes.

gotta wait till the laptop comes so i can install adobe in it. hais. so needa ask xiao fei fei help me:))


thanks xiao feifei.!

what the fuck. (Monday, August 01, 2005 / 10:48 pm)

this totally sucks.


i heeded mini's advice which was to nap when she reached home, and then study thereafter. i thought that this would actually work. and i be able to stay up whole night w/o feeling a tinge of tiredness. this was so as i could actually stay up till 3am if i dont nap. UNFORTUNATELY, i was WRONG. TERRIBLY WRONG.



right now, the world seemed to have crashed upon me. my thinkings are distorted, facts are unclear, and my vision is blurred.



I AM ACTUALLY FEELING TIRED NOW!!!





darnnn. nvm. a cup of coffee is already placed at the right corner of my desk. waiting for me to sip it if i actually drop dead on my table.



and i only studied 2/3 of climate and vege. im still left with a third of climate and vege. and ONE FULL SETTLEMENT TOPIC.



WTF. WTH.

its all about napping and mugging. ( / 8:10 pm)

and there u go..

i have successfully woken up. after napping for approx 2 hours.


it wasnt sposed to be like this. i was sposed to bathe. and take an hr nap.


oh well oh well. now. i haven bathe. haven done anything constructive. damn..



But. at least i noe i can stay up later tonight. or nxt morning. and eyebags wouldnt be that obvious eh?


study hard, dudies and dudettes.