I'M NOT LOST, I'M NOT LOST
JUST UNDISCOVERED
suddenly i'm famous
and people know my name

Synonyms: Chubs, Wanderlust, Backpacking, James Morrison, Train, Jogging, Muay Thai, Dexter, Greys Anatomy, Tumblr

my heart has been captured
by your funny little smile


i don't know for sure
where this is going

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don't promise me forever
just love me day by day

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(Tuesday, September 27, 2005 / 7:21 pm)

im gg GAGA ovr her.














OOOOOH!



GAGA









WO DE MA YA!



















COOOOOOOOL!



dont u think she resembles tyra?












wa. her foundation must be thick. thats why she can cover all her pimples. x)



oosh




a night to remember x) ( / 6:20 pm)

oh my oh my.

what a day. what a day.

still cant believe the long aniticipated day is gone;..

just like that.


hais.

firstly, we went to michelle house at ard 12+. so we went to did some nail-polishing.

umm. i gotta add. it wasn very successful for me. and i just put some glitter.
worse, my finger nails became v sticky. and when i changed, all the black thread stuck to my nails. and done!

i had black nails the whole night

oh well.

let move on to the jean yip part.

we went to ps at abt 3. i also dono why gugu michelle kp on "cuiing" us when we were only supposed to reach at four.


so the four of the kaka sissies, me, mini, mich, fifi, ali and yilin went ard with our black clothings. somemore is lk those kinda gown stuff. and we saw aloysius too.
guess he could recognise us. and its lk. ARGH PAISEH.

cos we were stiting outside starbucks. sipping away. then got one grp of guys passed by. and said.

"eh, got one grp of models there ar"

hahaha. fortunately, we werent being mocked. at least we were properly, reasonbly dressed.


so at ard 350pm we wentta JeanYip.

and fifi and yilin went to makeover first.


GOSH. SImply ASTONISHING.


yilin was like dam high class model those kind. cos she did smoky eyes. and fifi was lk very pretty too.

show u the pics when i get it.

they were lk from some plain jane to OOOOOOOOOOOMG!


arh. can imagine? cnt then wait.

so nxt up on the list was michelle and mini.

mini became v high class. the person did her hair until so prettiful. for once, she can stop being a kid

and michelle damn foxy.
ahahahahhahahaha. must see pic then noe.


and FINALLY. the long awaited time arrived.
i was NEXT!

gott pretty excited. and the person started plucking my eyebrows, trimming, drawing. then she put on fake eyelashes for me too.
ooh. and i had smoky eyes. cos she said it suited me.

so i was alright with my new make up look initially.

and okok. the TERRIFYING part is here.
she asked me whether i wanted to spike my hair.

so i was lk hmm. i thought abt naima. then hey ITS COOL.

so i said alright. but i told her to cover my forehead. otherwise my big goldfish head will be popping out.

and it was a series of shocks.

my hair turned out to be LK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the most omg among all.


ALL AS IN ReFERRING TO ALL THE sec4 TK GIRLS.

u'll noe it ltr. when u hear the other part of the story.


i must comment that many were thinking that prom was such a boring activity, cos wad we did was mainly to chi-cha(*once again, it means tking pics). but it was pretty "exciting" for me.


cos firstly, i had to go up to the stage and collect our table lucky draw.
and the gugu emcee was like

"LA MEI LA MEI!"
and i was pretty embarrassed.
then ltr he say i big shot.
cos nv go and "cai" him...


and so that was encounter #1.


alrighty. after that. i thought to myself...

hmmm.. paisehpaiseh.




and so. i was lk. shit. worse moment ever. nvm. don think abt it.


never did i expect something worse thereafter.

so i happily had my dinner. feasting on some appetising stuff.

and THEN.

gugu emcee once again said that, hey. theres a game now.

i want to look for pple who can DANCE. really dance. no sabotage.


so there i was innocently eating.

and he picked a few guys and florence to go up stage. hahahaa.


i was still mocking at the rest. how dumb it looked like.


ALRIGHT! i LEARNT MY Lessssson!

cos i heard mich saying chub. then i saw gugu yilin pointing towards me.

then i was like. hey don sprout rubbish.

i couldnt expect the emcee to be in front of our table!


then with 2 big wide eyes, i stared at him in horror.

OH NO! he;s not gonna ask me to up stage right.


alright. nightmare has came true.


Oh! La Mei, go up the stage.

err. dowan la. i dono how to dance.


nevertheless, in the end, i still had to went up.

worse still, the 3 other girls there were all dancers!!

and me.. errr. outofplace.








DIAO.


nvm. lets contd.



but i got pretty happy. cos he said that eh. this one look like the american Top Model winner.. OOOOOOOOOH! isnt that NAIMA

haha. although i must admit that im poles apart from her.

but its still great to receive such a compliment.


but right. it wasnt so, when i was being called "ATOMIC BOMB".

my bombastic hair did wonders.



i really seriously thought that i looked lk.

#Option 1: mamasan

#Option 2: those girls gg for beauty paegants in the 70s.


sigh. then the horrific part of the night.

we were told to blindfold ourselves and dance to the music.


its like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!


hellshit!

how the fuck do i noe how to dance.


and in the end, i danced some a gogo shit.


it turned out to be horrible.


sigh.

no mockings pls.


so thereafter, v paiseh the thing ended.

everyone thought the night ended. but no.


we were pleading with the guys to lend us $$. cos we were terribly Broke after we had to pay $106 for the make up. arghh. so ex.


then the nice 4d guys, specifically, eugene, johan and hmm. ya penghan. they decided to treat us 5 girls.


so yay. got very excited we wanted to watch DARK WATERS.

so we walked from hyatt to cine. which was very far. somemore with our high heeled shoes.
then mich and ali couldnt stand the pain. and they walked barefooted on the streets of ORCHARD>


hahahhaha. me and yilin were fortunately, still going strong.


so we went to cine. but in the end, the show started. so they suggested playing pool.

unfortunately, me and mini werent 16.

and yilin lost her card.

so couldnt play pool.


then we decided to roam ard the streets of orchard.


cos ze peng was 18, so he bot some liquor. a few bottles. and as u noe, i cant hold my liquor.



TERRIBLE.


after a few sips. i became quite high.


then also dono y.


went to catwalk with yilin on the streets of orchard.


hahahhaa. quite fun though.


then after that, we stayed at orchard until abt 1am.


decided to go home. michelle's house.



hahaha. then we screamed , took out our beautiful make up and finally, the most sadd part. went to bathe and destroyed our hair for the night.


whew. wad a night to remember.

i must say tt i looked pretty different from my normal tootie pie look. haha.



then made some noise and finally went to slp at 3+am. hahaha

in the end, this morning we woke up at 11am. hahahaha.


then ard 2, we went to cycle and had some fun with ali, fifi and mini.


yay!


lil bit tanned now. red bits ard.


haha so COOL!.


yay. but v smelly. so aft this long post which took me abt half an hr. yeah. i gootttta bathe soon!



GULULUGU!!!!!!!!!!!


tata. byebye.

im a lil happy woman. (Sunday, September 25, 2005 / 11:02 pm)

HEYHEY!!!!!!!!!


cmon ATTENTION!!!!!


EVERYONE!! CAN U FEEL THE HEAT!!!


OOsh. everybody's favourite day originates from this date, 26th September 2005.

but of course, its TK 2005 GRAD NIGHT.

not to leave myself out, im chaojiwudisuperduper EXCITED TOO!

we will be posing, flashing, chi-chaaing. the whole night.

oops. did u understand chi-chaaing? it was spose to be the clicking sound of the camera.


hahahahhaha. ooh. and esp to my dear friend, stella, who will be having her treacherous timetable, boring lifestyle in her pretty, little school tmr. AWWW.
don wry. graduation LUNCH is around the corner.



hahaha. did i sound sarcastic?





NOOOO!!!!!!!!!


haiyo. don get too evill.

wait tmr something happen to me. then die...

so.. haha. this post is specially for u, haha. OOSH. feel the joy?


felt ur exhaustion?!



YIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!


yeahh. im still not too excited.




ooh.
i forgot to blog abt my prom clothing.


i guess i be clad in a witch-like clothing tmr.
but of course, im sure that 70% of the girls would be adopting the same colour scheme as me.

so its still cool, ha?



i so cant wait for RUTH to appear at hyatt tmr.

and she be our cameralday for the night.

lets see who will be flashing pics with her?
haha.




oooooooooh.!


my top is from perfect in black. ($109)
so i bot a cheaper bottom. ($30) only! from a shop at far east.


coolie COOL!





HAH!.
tata
ciao ((:

(Friday, September 23, 2005 / 10:13 pm)

hoho.
19 hrs ltr. i finally saw ur post.


shitties.
today's chinese was crap.
10 han zi with han yu pin yin and 10 without.


guess what?!


i think i know about only 2-3 words?

hah. incredible.


anyways. its time to

WORRY!


cos i neeeeeeeeeeda buy the prom stuff by tmr.

tmr means tmr.
no leeway.


cos on sun i have tuition. which is totally OMG

since my prelims just ended today.
and..

i gotta celebrate my mom's bdae at night.


so that leaves me with saturday and monday.
its also impossible to use monday..
sigh.


maybe i gotta borrow from nicey pie hanna

haha. gaga.

sigh.
tmr will be a hectic day full with shoppinnnng.


ooooh.

im so excited.
not abt the shopping.
but about PSing.

hahaha.
finally.
i can rest for a few days.


and wednesday will be a total DISASTER

since we'll be getting back all our maths and sciences.

esp when the first period is ENGLISH
and 1/2 of our class has failed


omigoshh.






ciao x)

( / 1:13 am)

hee.
just saw ur entry!
okies.
i'll pray hard for u tonight!!
i mean later this morning..
its 1.14am x=
JIAYOU AH PO!!
haha by the time u see this, prelims are already over for u..
so..
CONGRATS!!
rest till weds and we shall go study at ecp coffee bean.
(:

(Thursday, September 22, 2005 / 8:41 pm)

ooh lala.

long awaited day.

actually, i wasnt planning on studying anything at all.



sigh.
but come to think of it.

ive sortof crash my geog p2. with my unlimited carelessness.

and so.
i sorted out my thinking.


i gotta study, my fren.

esp when i have been touching mapwork stuff for ages and ages

so. yes. i GOTTA GO.


mug the last time.
ah. not really.

i forgot abt Os.

hoho.

alrighty. some lame useless post ure seeing now.






tatawu. ciao.

( / 12:13 am)

Organic Chemistry!

Here, i come!

and there u go. ahha.

i haven started on organic at this pt of time.


basically, my daily grumbles come in place again.

and hmm. i must say i slacked until 3pm today when i reached home at 11am.
finished watching the taped emmy awards.
not that nice afterall.
for what i could only recognise there was donald trump, who won the emmy idol thingy, and lost and Desperate Housewives crew.


hahahaa. so after slacking, i went for tuition.

blehblehbleh.
reach home at 6+.

still,
wasnt v motivated to study.

sleep here sleep there.
about 8.
decided to make INTENSE for myself again.


so now im pretty wide awake.
haha.


oot. poof.


good luck man.
lets hope chemistry can be a success.


prayprayprayprayPRAY

HARD FOR ME.
alrighty?

thanks.
esp ure one of those who have finished ur prelims. xD



GOGOGO!

(Wednesday, September 21, 2005 / 1:27 pm)

fuck.


i cant believe this.
i cant access my blog.


darn.
ciao.

(Tuesday, September 20, 2005 / 10:33 pm)

tell me..

why the hell am i still lingering here..

when i know that i haven been preparing for amaths tmr.

im adopting this defeated attitude.

i dont understand why too.
today when i woke up.
i suddenly din felt like gg to sch.

goodness.
im actually developing disorders within my hormones even before chem

u cant find me after chem exam anymore then.

i be gone.

shit. shit shit.

im so scared now.

well. confidence.

im so gonna make myself, a nice warm cup of NESCAFE INTENSE during the cool night.


good luck, my friend

( / 9:12 pm)

ooh ((:

i so cant wait for tmr to arrive.
cos i'll be able to see who's gonna be the new lead of INXS.

cool.
alrighty.
its time to hop into the bathroom and shower myself with lots of amaths question thereafter.

cya.

*p/s. im just wondering. do pple view my blog. or does this turn out to be a private diary. hmm. anyways. please comment on the cool songs that i've added. thanks lots.

( / 9:01 pm)

and for today. let me ask u a simple question.

are nerds smart?
do nerds have to be smart?
are nerds supposed to be smart?
why are there nerds who aint smart?

oh well. pls ans the last qns for me.

i think it isnt in the genes. neither is it in the abilities.
needless to say. im referring to myself.

yep. am i considered to be a nerd?
hmm. i sort of consider myself to be one.

and wow. after viewing myself in such a perspective, i realise that i dont have the answer to the last question.

alright. controversial issues flash across my minds everyday.
but cool. i don share it on the net everyday.

and so well. this really sucks. esp today.
when i was preparing for my physics.

i realised i had to cramp 90% of the sec4 work into 3 hours just before the test.
and i noe it sounds pretty long.

but in fact.
its not.

and so. with a helpless mind, i went into the examination hall.
praying hard that everything would be fine.
boosting my self-confidence.

and i must say thats pretty important.

really.

so do that for ur next exam too x)

gotta go, the fone's ringing.

(Monday, September 19, 2005 / 10:55 pm)

hoha. im back again. after a few hours of mugging.

could u possibly call that mugging. just flipping, scanning through the textbooks.

thinking that u might possibly know everything when that isnt the truth?

hmm. lets see.

alrighty. im so tempted to turn the telly on. initially i thought that there was top model today. and hoot. a bigger surprise awaits me!

THE 2005 EMMY AWARDS


i so cant wait to see eva longoria and teri hatcher there. and ooh. the lost cast will be there too har. evangeline lilly and matthew fox.

OH MY OH MY!!!

i just went to yahoo and guess wad. right up there was

EMMY WINNER - FELICITY HUFFMAN!

uhh. oh well. i was hoping for teri hatcher instead. nvm, felicity is just as well. hmm..

alrighty. no more tellying stuff for me.

i gotta get back.

cant believe its 11pm now. and I HAVEN TOUCH THE FREAKING SEC4 STUFF AT ALL!!!!!!



save me..

marty ((: baby one more time. ( / 6:51 pm)

wth. up till now. im still here.

chatting pointlessly *winks to tyl, with slow yilin.

hai. wad on earth happened to me!?

help me.
save me.

anyways. i just did u guys a great favour by uploading a few of the hottest songs u can nv find so easily onto my blog! huge favour ha.

there u go. u see that cute lil thingy on top. play the music. i hope it works. hoot. i haven tried it out. it be fun ha. my first try.

yeh. and 3 of the songs are from marty casey. rockstar inxs. cool dude.

so enjoy the 3 songs by him. the other one SCARS is by paparoach.

equally outstanding. esp when u wait until the middle part. when he screams GO FIX YOURSELF. awesome. u can go my frenster and see that video where he screams. ha. alrighty.

mighty mighty GOGOGO!.

gosh. doesnt that sound like power rangers?

uhoh. braindead. bye.

no more daniel powter's bad day. ( / 5:11 pm)

argh. this sucks man.

initially, i was hopping home with a joyous mood. thinking, aspiring to complete all my physics chp (25units) with a go. then prolly i leave sometime to get to the telly or surf the net.

my lofty aspirations.

nahh. as u noe. i was once again just building piles of distorted, lumpy sandcastles in the air.

oh well. and that explains for my uninvited presence here.

what the HELL!

the pprs today were actually quite easy i thought. and yep. read it again.
i thought

uhhar. and who noes. i screwed it all up once again.

firstly, leaving the most horrifying mistakes would be the geog p2.

i actually mistook fold mt for block mt. and for goodness sake. fold mt is lk a billion crap fckinshit times more easier to write than that cracked up block mt. but guess wad. smartyass just din like to go the simple way.

and worse still, there is this freaking picture of a whoevernoeswad forest in the ppr. initially, like the majority, i tot it was the coniferous rf. but due to close inspection, i doubted myself and penned down deciduous.

hoho. that could jolly well cost me 12 marks.

lets move on to the worst freaking shit mistake u can ever know of a sec4.

after 4 yrs of emaths. yep. and well. there is still the smartyass here who did all the qns in p2. when we jolly we have to do ONE ONLY! damn. luckily, my first qns was better attempted than the second. and hopefully they will mark my first one.

and.. because of spending excess time on that dumb qns 12. i din realise i forgot to do a part of another question. UHH! FREAKING SHIT. and oh gosh.

something suddenly stumbled upon me. i din checked at all. hell SHIT. damn. freak.

ooh. and best of all. after school, sat rong's car and went my house. then i went with rong's fam to have lunch.

thereaft, when i arrived home. like 15 mins ago?. my back totally hurts. and so im momentarily paralysed here. sitting and enjoying the fan breeze with my massaging device. when everyone else's studying.

thats my bad day.

its no use listening to daniel powter's bad day anymore.

just frequent my blog will do

this life is a total shit. (Saturday, September 17, 2005 / 7:33 pm)

uhh.. this kind of life really sucks.


help me.


i hate the feeling of facing books books books and more BOOKS everyday.


bleah. there must be a hundred thousand out there complaining, grumbling too.


hell. why should we have prelims. argh. Os?


whatthehell


this shit life. uh. just another grumbling post.


but still. theres always something a glimmer of light even if ure at the bottom of this dark, hollow pit.


and thats MUSIC.


well done. i've just got hooked onto ROCKSTAR INXS. its ending pretty soon though.


ha. interesting i saw it when i opened windows media. and there it is. participants join the contest to be in the band --> INXS


and whew. i've seen talents u can nv nv, yes i mean NEVER find in sg. or maybe just for the moment. for i haven come across one yet.


and suzie mcneil is really DOWNRIGHT cool. awesome.


i loved her rendition of BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY. i think is far hotter than Queen's version. ha.


she's just so cool, hot full with style. a rocker's style.


but still, she's outta the competition.


sigh. nvm. marty's pretty gd too. i liked his Trees. hmm...


oh well. if ure free and wanna take a break. click this.


ROCKSTAR INXS


there u go for the moment.


till then;

brand new start! (Sunday, September 11, 2005 / 8:59 pm)

aloha. oh well oh well. its a new beginning for me.


my resolutions for my new beginning is that
#1 im not gonna break any chem apparatus. and most imptly. im not gonna break the burette. i dono why the hell im starting to wry that i would break the burette tmr. sigh. thats not an omen i guess.


oh well. i only have 1 resolution. i gotta take things slowly although prelims is just SO NEAR (a few hrs away). hah. interesting. and im still rotting here. terribly interesting. alrighty. u won see me for prolly a wk. miss me.


off to bathe. cya.

(Friday, September 09, 2005 / 6:24 pm)

shoo.