When I look to the sky

(Monday, October 30, 2006 / 1:48 am)

Tagged by HuPing. here goes..

One. Think of 15 short bits of interesting stuff about yourself. And they've gotta be true.
Two. Come up with 5 false statements regarding yourself, but for fun's sake keep them in the threshold of believability.
Three. Jumble them all up together and list them in any order.
Four. Post them on your blog and let people guess which the five false ones are!
Five. Get 5 others to do the same.

1. I've undergone an operation once.
2. I dont have eye bags.
3. I wanted to be a carpenter when i was young.
4. I am in love with BEATLES.
5. The schools i've been in can be visited by one single bus ride.
6. I love to play tycoon games.
7. I love dogs.
8. I want to be an architect.
9. Interior designing is cool.
10. I love singing.
11. I have visible arm muscles.
12. I love my dimples.
13. I perspire easily.
14. I dont like pork, chicken, fish, beef, anything that has proteins.
15. I wanna be an alpha woman.
16. I love my ipod.
17. I like to design.
18. I want to be loved.
19. I want to visit Turkey.
20. I love BEJEWELED.

any 5 free people!

(Sunday, October 29, 2006 / 11:22 pm)

hello dear blog.

i get so frustrated sometimes.
with myself and probably others.

sometimes in life, u feel as if there's a whole list of stuff for u to worry about.

firstly it was getting into a jc, then it transformed to being contributary to the choir, which was followed by the time management for promos and finally it evolved to worrying about the musical.

ohno. am i worrying too much, or is just the norm for every other normal singaporean teenager.

maybe it would be good to embark on my fantasy - an escapade from our lives constricted by paranoia.

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many girls, i would suppose, would aspire to be the modern cinderella. who's being treated well by her prince, live the life of luxuries and gets blessed by her dearest fairy godmother.

as for me, i would rather lead the life of this modern alpha woman who has a hectic schedules and can have holidays whenever she wants. i saw this cool autumn outfit of a really cool business woman on a mannequin at one of the high end store in marina square today while shopping with may and huping for rayrin's gift. hmm. then sometimes i ponder over this question. can i ever lead? nah. im too indecisive. i cant make decisions as well as others. i wouldnt gain the respect of my subordinates due to the points raised. in short, im a fickle minded creature. but then again, im always fantasizing of living in my own world. get a high paying job, find someone u really want to be with and a happy ending, which all fairy tales end with.

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friends. u know, sometimes i really wish there was this somebody i could rely on. i dont mind not having tons of friends. i want a best friend. a friend, who is there for u 24/7, who empathizes with you, who knows u inside out, who takes your faults in her stride, whom u can rely on in bad times, who chats with u on the phone for hours so that u wont feel bored, who treats you as important as how she treats herself, who is a part of your life, who enriches your life with her experiences and vice versa, who lends you a shoulder, who respects you, who allows you to feel free whenever you're with her, who you can tell her about everything thats going on in your life, who basically knows all your deepest and darkest secret and brings it with her to her grave, whom u can really really really count on. my imaginary friend. the list goes on, but seriously, where are you.

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i've so many different types of friends, just like anyone of you who's reading my blog will definitely have.

1) A friend whom u had a connection with previously. but now the connection's lost.

2) A friend whom u really liked last time, but now, he/she is already, a changed person. and you know u'll never ever rediscover that lost feeling.

3) A friend whom u really like to have as a very very good friend, but there's always a dozen of other friends he/sheshe have on her list.

4) A friend whom u can pour your heart out to, who understands you, but you never know where u stand.

5) A friend whom u prefer to the rest, but he/she seems to shun you indirectly when time passes.

6) A friend whom you can only talk to regarding a certain aspect of life.

7) A friend whom u can click with 24/7, but it feels like u'll never know whats he/she thinking about and most importantly, does he/she treats you the way u treat him/her.

8) A friend whom u can only converse with with regards to superficial stuff.

9) A friend whom u really want to talk to, but he/she's never there for you as much as you would prefer.

10) A friend who is never a best friend.

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on a brighter note, i really had fun at dawn's today. thanks dawn most importantly, for allowing us to mess up your house and finish up your drinks + cookies.

the gang - me, huping, may, yuting, oliver, yizha and elroy went to dawn purple comfy hut today. we made apple crumble which was really quite good with choco chip icecream smeared on top and chocolate chip cookies which dawn's gonna bring tmr for us during choir.

so many fun things happened until i feel as if im lost when it comes to blogging about them.

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SCENE ONE

Huping's stuck in the toilet. he started panicking when he couldnt seem to unlock the door, so we the outsiders, could hear him frantically trying to turn the door knob with the irritating "krrkrrr" sound coming from the toilet. so we told dawn to assist the poor huping who's stuck in the toilet. thus, dawn hurried to the toilet door.

DAWN: huping, what are u trying to do?
(SO RETARDED. obviously, he's trying to unlock the door right as u can hear)

HUPING: oh, im trying to unlock the door.
(-_-)

DAWN: okay okay, make the lock horizontal then u can unlock the door.

HUPING: HUH! i make horizontal already, still cannot.

DAWN(repeated what she said earlier on) and finally, huping got out, with a puzzled look on his face.

HUPING(puts his 2 hands tgh in front of his chest in a vertical, praying position) and said himbotically: eh? i thought horizontal is like that??
(in simple terms, the great mathematician/scientist mr CHNG HUPING actually thought that horizontal was vertical!!?)

omg. new himbos.

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SCENE TWO

we were playing polar bear before dinner. so apparently, we, the normal civilians + detective + murderer/s get excited over choosing victims to kill. in the end, after much discussion(aggressive) we decided on oliver. haha, so he was trying to defend himself so that we wouldnt kill him. guess what he said?

OLIVER(before we flipped open his card and expose his identity): OMG. dont kill me, im the FREAKING DETECTIVE. PLS DONT KILL ME!!!

in the end, he opened his card and it seemed that he was just another normal innocent civilian. dot dot dot. and he retaliated until he was really wronged for 256,890 years and he really really needed to clear his name with the super shocked expression imprinted on his face.

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SCENE THREE

nature's call caused me to seek solace at dawn's toilet. didnt want to go initially cos im afraid i would get stuck in there like our great mathematician/scientist - mr chng. but couldnt take it anymore and so i hurried to the toilet.

the door was closed so i opened it, only to my HORROR. lucky i only pushed the door slightly, and saw elroy sitting on the toilet bowl with his pants already down but lucky his shirt was covering anything that shouldnt be seen by me.

haha, so i had this OH MY GOD look and from which, i quickly closed the toilet door and rushed out to tell the rest about the toilet encounter. fortunately, he wasnt standing while peeing and the angle at which i opened the door only allowed me to see a portion of his thighs. lol. but that was already bad enough. cos the main reason i exclaimed was the fact that i havent entered the toilet when someone else, esp of the opp sex, is in there. OMG. hahaha elroy was laughing at my look la. cos he said he wasnt so bothered initially until he saw my super shock expression.

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SCENE FOUR(Funniest of all)

yuting had to do a video which had an aim of showing that we are getting promiscuous after watching nelly's MTV. so the main cast was basically me, oliver, dawn and elroy with may and huping acting as the backstage crew, yizha as lighting manager and yuting as director.

BASIC PLOT:

the four of us were sitting on dawn's purple gay couch acting as if we were watching the video and then starting to get horny or promiscuous.

ELROY(with the really sick face): mm, nelly.

DAWN(gets irritated, her usual piggy look basically, so she turns to elroy): HMPH! you want nelly or me!? (in her piggy voice)
(then she turns around and starts complaining to me about elroy)

ME(realises that theres something sticking out from the towel that was placed above oliver's lap. it was suppose to be an erection. haha we passed him this talcum powder bottle which is really long and in the shape of a cylinder): mm, so HARD but.. i like(:

OLIVER(turns to me): noo la, (then he takes out the bottle under the towel)

and finally, huping and may releases the curtain on the sides of the couch which made the whole scene look as if we're hanky-pankying behind the curtains. LOL. then yizha starts to dim the lights and stuff and make the whole scene pitch black.

SO RETARDED RIGHT. but we had about 7 takes for this simple video. ahhaa, unfortunately, this video will only be circulated within the gang who went to dawn's today. lol, i dont wanna lose my reputation of being innocent, lovely, decent and most importantly, reputable!!

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okay. enough scenes. tired already. haha.

i feel much better.

hmm.

sometimes, its better when you're ignorant of certain stuff.

i dont wanna know, actually.

(Saturday, October 28, 2006 / 10:03 pm)

sometimes.

its just paranoia.

u get stressed and upset about every single little thing.

my body fluid must have over exceed its current capacity.

so they chose the route out - my eyes.

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every little thing that u do, baby im amazed by u.

(Friday, October 27, 2006 / 10:11 pm)

Today is a SUPER BAD LUCK day alright. let me substantiate my claim.

1st case:
Woke up at 9 in the morning. felt that it was kind of late so i went spend 4 bucks and took a cab to school. then when i reached, although i know thats it CT lesson, i still wanted to be punctual. in the end, i realised i wasted these 4 bucks cos we just slacked for half an hour in the classroom.

2nd case:
Suppose to meet josef tan at 2 after OP. in the end, i forgot all about it and was walking out of sch already w the girls to have lunch. so i had to cook up and excuse. and so, tmr i need to meet him at 8! which is freaking early rah.

3rd case:
amer, qianwei and i went to jan's house to play mahjong. in the end, we couldnt find the hidden mahjong set, so qian suggested playing monopoly. lol. jan as usual, owned us all, by earning more than 20k which is a lot. considering we only played monopoly for one hr plus. lol. her hotels and stuff. qianwei was the biggest loser of us all. she owed jan up to 1800 bucks. haha. and as for me, im never lucky. only left with 475bucks inclusive of property. lol.

4th case:
took 76 from hougang to bedok. suppose to meet jer at bedok at 730 right. so by the time i reached paya lebar, it was already 705. then, i felt quite lazy so i decided to take 76 all the way until vj before i change to 197 and take to bedok int. unfortunately, i missed the stop aft vj bus stop, so for the 2nd time, the bus turned into VS, (p/s; this happened when i took bus w shuwei prev too), and then the driver stopped at the back of vs, where they will slack there for a while. so he slacked for about 5 mins. dont know what he doing. and i was SUPER PAISEH, cos he asked me why i havent got down. rah rah.

5th case:
so after getting down at the vs bus stop, it was already 740. shit. late for 10mins already. then, i hurried to the opp bus stop to take bus to bedok int. then when i was at the traffic light, 197/196/31 passed. which are coincidentally the buses that go to bedok int. RAH. so i finally reached bedok at i tink 755. so late la. argh.

6th case:
i saw a white cloth hanging on the tall tall tree at my house just now. super scary la. luckily i wasnt alone. otherwise, i think i would just run home. lol.

ook. watching ghost whisperer now, i think it has some elements of JU-ON. lol.
seeyou guys tmr for the University panel discussion thing. rah, stupid iqbal, who wants to get a scholarship and go yale to study. smartass. i dont have the brains + the money. darn...

(Thursday, October 26, 2006 / 9:51 pm)

YOU
>1.What Time is it now?
2145

>2.What is your full name?
Poh Wan Ting

>3.Single or taken?
Single(:

>4.What does your name mean?
admirable, agreeable, amiable, approved, attractive, becoming, charming, commendable, considerate, copacetic, cordial, courteous, cultured, decorous, delightful, ducky, favorable, friendly, gasser, genial, gentle, good, gracious, groovy, helpful, hunky-dory, ingratiating, inviting, kind, kindly, lovely, neato, nifty*, obliging, peachy*, phat, pleasant, pleasurable, polite, prepossessing, seemly, simpatico, superior, swell, unpresumptuous, welcome, well-mannered...

>5.Who picked out your name?
i think my mom went to the fortune teller.

>6.What's your nickname?
Pt, fatty, chubbie, chubb.

>7.What colour are your eyes?
black on the outer rim and brown in the middle.

>8 Do you have an innie or an outie?
it depends on how in/out the groups are.

>9.What size are your shoes?
eh, converse i wear size 7 or 8.

>10.How tall (or short) are you?
Tall's the word. 163.5cm to be precise, and in the context of qianwei, im 2m. since she always prefer to round up her height to one significant figure.

>11.Honestly what do you like about yourself?
Dimples. didnt like it that much until people started complimenting them. muaha(:

>12.What do you always get complimented on???
wah. such a coincidence. was just mentioning that my dimples often get complimented. but u know, u can always compliment every little thing about me. they're just so... PERFECT!

>13.What is your worst quality?
WORST QUALITY? since when did those 2 words existed in my dictionary!?

>15.Do you think you're cute?
Um. i dont know. the more i look into my mirror, the more the word "UGLY" appears, instead of adorable): (p/s: cute=ugly but adorable)

>16.Hair colour?
Black.

>17.Do you wear contacts?
Unfortunately, yeah. i want to have perfect eyesight. and no wait, yuting and pignose, im not jealous of you guys ok. haha.

>18.Living Arrangements?
i normally stay with my 2 sisters with my mom popping around the old and new house while my dad's overseas most of the time.

FAVOURITES
>19.Favourite drink?
Sprite Ice, rootbeer, coke. uhh, mostly gasy drinks.

>20.Favourite alcholic Drink?
not very alcoholic by nature. but i dont mind low content alcoholic drinks.

>21.Favourite Month?
December. season of holidays and the first of dec is the best(:

>22.Favourite Food?
Mac, Fishball soup(YUM!)

>23.Favourite Board Game?
Game of life? haha, i love those games regarding our lives.

>24.Favourite Web Site?
Hmm. do i have any? dont suppose so. i rather i create them.

>25.Favourite Clothing Brand?
Levis' kind of cool. but i dont own any levis. the brand doesnt matter that much i guess, its the design dudey.

>26.Favourite day of the Year?
1st Dec. although i normally spend them alone):

>27.Favourite colour?
A lot! Red, Black, yellow, blue, GREEN, ORANGE. eh everything(; except for grey.

>28.Favourite Animal?
im STRICTLY not an animal lover.

>29.Do you have more girl or boy friends?
Before entering VJ, girl friends were definitely more. After entering vj, i guess they sort of balance out. WAIT WAIT, hold on, since the choir's filled with girls and no guys, i guess girl friends still outnumber guys.

>30.Who's your bestfriend?
It will be awesome to have one.

>31.Are your parents together?
Mmhmm.

>32.How often do you get together with the family?
Im not very family orientated?

>33.Do you tell your parents or your friends more?
Friends definitely.

>34.Anything special about your parents?
I love my father's brain and the fact that my mom's meticulous.

YES OR NO!?
>35.You're a flirt?
Nope. not good enough to be one.

>36.You're slutty?
Same as the previous ans.

>37.You're mean?
Depending on the person im being mean too. haha but basically, i'll not be THAT mean.

>38.You like someone?
i like everyone! okay, maybe i dislike a handful.

>39.You can keep secrets?
Depending on the content.

>40.You dance in front of the mirror?
HOLD ON. im not WEE YU TING or no wait, im not DAWN ANG XI!!!

>41.You smart?
Definitely not in the area of studies. im still finding the aspect im smart at.

>42.You sing in the shower?
YEAH(:

>43.You liked Britney Spears?
take not, likeD. previously i guess.

>44.You've liked a cousin?
Nope.

>45.You've been in the opposite sexes bathroom?
Almost entered before. but nah.

>46.You've seriously hurt someone close to you emotionally?
Er, im not very sure. i hope i havent.

>47.You swear?
Dont swear unless im really nervous before promos and stuff.

>48.You get your way?
50-50.

>49.You're willing to try new things?
Not really. not a very adventurous person i guess.

>50.You've cheated on a test?
Mmhmm.

>51.You've smoked?
Nope!

>52.What are you wearing?
my HUMONGOUS obs tee shirt and shorts. uhh. u know. what else. lol.

>53.What colour are your pants?
Grey+blue.

>54.What are you listening to?
Nothing, surprisingly!

>55.How are you feeling?
Quite tired. i hate waking up early these days to go for PW.

>56.What are you doing?
Doing this, OBVIOUSLY.

>57.What are you eating?
just cooked a sumptuous meal for myself, tomyam maggi + prawns + crabmeat + sotong cheeseballs + meatballs, and this ended with a yummylicious icecream. im getting SO FAT.

>58.How many people are online?
Quite a lot. people are free these days except for yr2s.

>59.How's the weather?
COOL. it rained earlier on.

>60.What's on your mouse pad?
Dont use.

>61.what are you reading?
Nothing.

GIRLS ONLY.

>62.What perfume do you use?
I dont normally use perfume. dove deodorant unless im going out.

63.What's in your purse?
Cash. Pathetic cards like the PASSION card, ezlink and bayshore card.

64.Thong or regular panties?
I dont mind. lol.

65.Tall or short boys?
Tall(: no la, 175 and above can already. thats not very demanding right.

66.Blonde or brunette guys
Brunette. blonde a bit gay, but once again, the face really matters.

67.Good or bad boy?
Good with a tiny tinge of bad. mmhmm(;

68.Boxers showing?
Nope. so ACT cool.

69.Long hair or short hair on boys?
Short hair preferably. unless ure as cool as jonathan leong!!!

70.What do you find annoying in a guy?
Petty. Stingy. AP. MCP(male chauvinistic pigs). Dirty(unhygenic).

71.What's the first thing you notice about guys?
Looks. like the face and body i guess.

GUYS ONLY
>72.What kind of cologne do you use?
>73.What's in your pockets?
>74.Boxers or briefs?
>75.Blonde or brunette girls?
>76.Tall or short girls?
>77.Piercings on girls?
>78.Long or short hair on girls?
>79.Good or bad girl?
>80.What do you find annoying in girls?
>81.What 's the first thing you notice about girls?

OTHER QNS.
>82.What was the last movie you saw in the cinema?
The Prestige.

>83.What did you have for dinner?
Eh, i just elaborated on my sumptuous dinner that i've cooked for my sis and i.

>84.What are you hoping for?
A fun dec hols which is quite impossible. A trip to china during the holidays which is even more impossible. Good grades. Consistent work. uhh, my wish list is horrifyingly long. men are insatiable, i totally agree with that!

85.Have you ever fallen asleep in school?
UHDUH. who doesnt. okay, huping and jerrold dont. HAHA. okok, kidding la.

>86.What movie do you really want to see?
The guardian. KEVIN COSTNER lei. sexy mature man. haha. dont really really wanna see that. but i wanna watch I AM SAM. havent catch that show.

>87.Tell us about those scars?
My scars used to cover my thighs and calves when i was in pri sch. the older i grew the less obvious they are, luckily. the most recent and biggest one was blessed on me when i did a shuttle run in sec4. rah, now my left kneecap so fugly.

>88.What is your locker combo?
Dont own one.

>89.Where is your favourite place to travel?
Europe for sightseeing.
Aussie for tanning and relaxation.
omg, u make me feel like travelling.

>90.You last dream about?
cant remember la. dreams are not meant to be remembered anyway.

>91.What was the last thing you ate?
my AWESOME dinner. ok, this is the THIRD time im repeating it on this survey.

>92. If you were a crayon what colour would you be?
ORANGE/GREEN.

>93. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Hongsheng. was asking him about the recording.

>95.Ever had a crush on a teacher?
Um, cant remember.

>96.Are you too shy to ask someone out?
Nope. if i know that person well enough.

>97.Scary movies or happy ending?
Happy endings of course. im such a dreamy dudetto.

>98.Summer or winter?
Summer. i love the sun. winter's good. but they often get too cold, and i dont get to cuddle anyone): AWW. haha.

>99.Relationships or one night stands?
the latter sounds fun. but im not promiscous. lol. of course, the former!

>100.Chocolate or Vanilla?
Mac vanilla ice cream cone is good. but otherwise, vanilla might be too boring. choco(;

>104.What did you do last night?
i SLEPT. duh. okay, i watched runway, ate. bla bla bla.

(Sunday, October 22, 2006 / 10:24 pm)

There are days when you feel totally disorientated. I guess today's one of them.

( / 11:29 am)

THIS PICTURE OF YILIN IS JUST FREAKING HILARIOUS!

(Saturday, October 21, 2006 / 11:32 pm)

HAPPY DEEPAVALI people! hahaha.

today was amazing. alright, maybe only towards the later part of the day. okay, as usual the beautiful saturday morning began with choir practice. haha, anyway this part is just for the benefit of shuwei since she wanted to know what happened during choir today(:

a lot of people/soloists were missing today. right, 6 people in total. sounds like a few only but for our choir, its like 6/35 which is almost one seventh of the choir people were missing! attendance's been horrible these days. so dont say i didnt warn u but i guess we're gonna get back to fining system very soon since we havent been chasing people for MCs recently.

so we learnt the choreography for scene 1 and 4 today, which is look down and lovely ladies respectively. quite fun la. just that it gets a bit boring repeating all the steps 3 times consecutively. and that means, those steps are quite drilled in our minds already. which also indirectly means that u guys shouldnt be missing choir practices! imagine not knowing the steps for those scenes and when u return to the next pract, u'll be standing at the side looking at the rest and not knowing what to do. plus, we have to reteach and show others whats the actual steps. not very good right. muaha, so PLSPLS do come for choir practices. its tiring, but definitely fun alright(:

muaha. and i must thank mr chng huhu. he's practically my LES MIS partner okay. for scene one, he's in my worker's group tgh with yizha & martin. then for scene 2, he's my bitching partner. oh yeah, im super super sick of pointing and bitching about yizha now. lol. for scene 4, he's my "customer" or jie mei (not xiong di okay!). cos im supposed to be one of those wandering prostitutes looking for customers to hook up with. hahaha.

we were released for lunch and luckily the gate was opened. so we didnt have to climb out of the sch gate. so we zoomed to thaipan for lunch. havent been there for a month or so. butter squid rocked as usual although enjoy squids except for fish&co calamari in the seafood platter. spent another 6bucks eating lunch. was really full though.

so we chionged back to sch after lunch. then the fun part came! we had to climb over the side gate. so cool alright. the brave me managed to climb over the gate swiftly without much hiccups. then the funny part came, all the girls plus guys climbed over the gate successfully, except for the last WHORE - mr kennny cheok. HAHAHA. he was so funny. let me re-enact the scene. cant really remember what he said but its something like that.

kenny(hugging the pillar sitting on top of the gate): so high, i dont dare to jump down.

the other girls were like: just jump down la, then yuting stretched out her hands trying to help him climb down.

in the end, oliver just "carried" him down. like kenny's a girl. HAHA. ok, i mean kenny's a girl, a WHORE. yes. hahahhaa. the scene was like ying1 xiong2 jiu4 mei3. hero saving the beauty kind of thingy. muaha, cat high GIRLS.

thereafter, we practised those musical songs until 4. then had exco meeting till 5+. after that, i got so bored, cos we were waiting for the choreo comm meeting to end, in the end it ended at 6. or somewhere around there. luckily, we didnt go home str away. cos i waited for them for about an hr. cannot be so boliao to wait already then go home right. actually its just me procrastinating again. cos go home and do pw or mug probability tutorial is so sian. lol. speaking of the latter, i wanted to go airport mug with mr chng probability lei! hahahaha. but come to think of it, huping will be so irritated with me if he was to teach me probability cos i wouldnt know anything about it. he could have finished the whole tutorial in half an hr, but if he was to teach me, i think it would take up 2 hours. haha.

so after the meetings, me, yuting, jerrold, oliver and EE Zha went to parkway. okay, speaking of zha, he's so funny la. his classmates think he like a choir girl and the choir people think he like his classmates. HAHA.

so after we just reached parkway, i saw xinying and wanxin! omg. so long never see them already. and guess what, xinying was like complimenting me saying that i bian4 shou4 le. (became thinner) HAHAHA. so happy la. but i think i got thinner in the beginning of the yr then i BALLOONED again. then promoted LES MIS to them. haha, we have to sell 20 tics each la. each vj choir member. so prepare ur list of ppl to sell tickets to SOON. cos the tics are already out!!!(:

okay, let me do an official ad for our PCC:

LES MISERABLES
VJ PERFORMANCE THEATRE
1st DECEMBER 2006(my bday & josef tan's if he wasnt kidding)
$12 only!
7.30pm

so if u wanna get the tics, get from me pretty pls, just in case i cant sell. haha.

okay, so after that, oliver had to go home since his mom forgot to bring the keys. zha followed him so it was down to a chat between me jerrold and yuting. we chatted bitched and gossiped as usual haha for about 45 minutes? not too sure. then jerrold had to meet his (AHEM) guy friend so he left first. then yuting and i continued chatting for a while before we decided to find some coffee club and sit down to chill and hang out. we roamed around parkway for quite some time trying to decide on PCC, starbucks or coffee bean.

IN THE END..

we decided to go to siglap's starbucks since yuting said there was a starbucks with comfy couches there. ahha, so we went off to siglap. the couch there super comfy. and yuting's such a BINGER. influence me badly okay. we spent 10bucks each for our "dinner" at starbucks. so extravagant la. i ordered java chips and we shared a chocolaty danish and an uglier curry chicken puff. so FAT RIGHT. haha but i dont care la. fat then fat lor. hahaha, tmr i'll regret what i say. but i've been bingeing these days. im gonna burst some time soon.

so yuting and i chatted from say 7+ to 1020. hahaha, talked about almost everything thats happened to us recently. quite fun la, i've been wanting for such bitching cum pouring out sessions. called shuwei to join us la, in the end she chose mugging for her theory exams which occurs nxt saturday over us! so horrible right. its really nice to talk to friends sometimes since im not really a family oriented person. hoha. then everything just pours out smoothly. the feeling's as comfy as not wearing a bra when u sleep. hahaha. okay, obscene.

so about 930 yuting's mom called my phone cos as usual, yuting didnt ans her phone calls and msges her mom has been frantically trying to send to her. so we wanted to leave at 945. it was pushed to 1020 cos i had no curfews and i wanted to just chill in starbucks la. so comfy the cushion and sofa. muaha. went back with yuting to vj bus stop although i could take 10 home. see, i was REALLY BORED.

when i got to vj bus stop, i saw 3 buses pass me by although i could take them. then, i saw yuting hopped onto a bus on the other side, so i decided to go home and hopped onto the next bus. then, yuting called me. HAHA. u shud read her blog for more details la. but what basically happened was that an unshaven indian guy(something like that, couldnt hear that properly over the phone) went to ka jiao her. it was something like that...

yuting reading her book happily at the bus stop.

indian man: hey, how can u read in the dark?
*it wasnt that dark la, bus stop got light one right.

dont know what did yuting said la.

indian man: so can u share with me what you're reading?

yuting(got a bit scared and closed her book): er, nothing

so she saw bus 76 although she couldnt take it, but she was quite scared of the guy since she was alone with him at the bus stop.

GUESS WHAT. the guy followed her onto 76 so she was super scared and she called me and told me all about it. LOL. i hope shes safely at home now la.

hahaha. okay la, this is such a LONG LONG ENTRY. okay, i spent 40 minutes doing this entry! so long neh blog for such a long time already!!! so tired already. umm, let me go find the link for those choir photos we took yesterday in the PT. guess everyone's waiting to see those pics.

full choir pic.

full choir pic again!

this pic damn gugu. last row ppl cant really see la, but can see my face. thats what matter the most, RIGHT(:

mmhmm.

BIMBO SOPS! look at kenny's gay smile! its surprising he didnt cross his legs like the other sops.

gugu tenors acting cooool! haha.

informal shot.

FLOWER POWER BASSES!

YES the best section of vj choir. ALTOS!(: at least we have one DECENT pic.

doing our KILLER MOVES pic!

okay, it wasnt supposed to turn out like this. i dont know what happened. lol.

sops acting sosphisicated. trying to meddle with the lighting effects.

EEEE. haha.

(Friday, October 20, 2006 / 9:15 pm)

HELLOOOOOOO!

omg. finally, im in the mood to blog. connection's well, itunes blasting, fan blowing, just used my newly bought passion fruit body scrub! feel so clean and clear now. lol, quoting sj.

alright. so today was such a FULLL day. ate so much and spent so much today in like a gazillion years. umm, maybe not that much haha.

lets start off with the morning! the student + teachers arranged a farewell concert for mrs chan since she was leaving us today. aww): it means lesser/no more full/half days for all victorians!!! which is realllly bad. thats our super distinct vj culture. i hope the hwa chong principal wouldnt turn us into some cheenapok sch and destroy our tradition.

poor choir people had to squeeze at the sides of the stage of the PT so as to catch a glimpse of whats going on stage since we were backstage all the time. we ended the whole concert ecstatically with the victorian anthem and our all time fav - VJ CHEER.

thereafter, mr seet started to encourage the students to request/demand for a full/half day. haha, so we clap and did so. FULL DAY FULL DAY!!! we did that until mrs chan finally took the mike and smiled and told us that since this would be the last chance she could give us a full day, she agreed with our request and YAY FULL DAY!

then, i felt so alone after the whole concert. cos choir people were either busy with gp lessons, OP or gg out with their class. and half of our class didnt show up,(okay i wouldnt if there was no choir haha) so i couldnt go out with class people. they were either badmintoning or chatting or had trng. dejectedly i went home.

changed and hop onto a cab i was off to watching the prestige! there were so LITTLE people in the cinema okay. we reached the cinema and bought our tics at say, 12+ while the show beginned at 1240. i thought the seats would be limited la. in the end, we even got the last row seats and there were only about 10 people watching the show in the big big theatre. what a waste right!! hahaha. and jeremy kept saying that the glowing green exit sign was distracting. see, being 163.5 cm is advantageous too! haha.

oh, then we realised that the prestige must be too complicated for young teens of our age these days, cos we spotted a lot of vj kids at marina. they must be watching death note. so popular these days la, but being the mature and sophisicated lot, we chose the prestige instead. muaha. its really quite complicated, as in there would be a lot of doubts and queries in the midst of the show la. till now, i still dont understand why they showed the body of hugh jackman in the tank at the very last scene. hmm. but other than that, i guess the movie's really quite good. anyoways, i still prefer chick flicks or those kind of meaningful show. like, A good year by russell's coming up soon! i wanna catch it. but coming soon means dec or nxt year. sigh, maybe january cos its a good year. so i can have a good 2007. haha okay no link.

then we went to changing appetites to eat. wah, i cant believe i ordered meatballs attack w/o realising that the meatball is beef. luckily, jeremy ordered fish and chips so we exchanged. haha. see right, we should be quite full already. unfortunately, i told him about the cheesy fries i had in billy bombers with sj and vivo a few months back, so we went to billy bombers again after shopping around in marina for about an hr plus.

hahaha this time round, had cheesy fries and rootbeer float. SUPER FULL alright! haha my stomach's so freaking bloated now until i cant even do more than 15 consecutive crunches. so shi bai!!!); hmm shall try to wake up at 8 tmr to go swimming before choir pract at 10.

oh and i forgot to mention that the stupid mich and kokyilin came to ka jiao us at billy's for abt 5 minutes. cha si lang la! like my nanny and mommy like that. hahahahha.

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finally, got back all my promos grades today. let me do a mini report for myself.

Promos:
Physics - 59.2
Geog - 63.5
Math - 55
Econs - 56.25
GP - 57(w moderation of 6 marks)

not bad la. i realised i improved in every subject for one grade exactly except for gp); i got 54 last time la. now i only get 51 w/o mod.

so in all, for overall marks, i've got...

Physics - 56.56(D)
Geog - 63(C)
Math - 50(E)
Econs - 54.2(round up to D)
GP - 56.4(D)

so its CDDDE. as compared to DEEES i got for midyears. yay, at least i improved. alright, but this is not enough. the other happy thing is that i think i didnt put in all my effort this time round, it was a bit more illprepared as compared to midyears. guess i only dumped in 65% of my efforts? hmm.must mug for common test next year! not now of course. hahaha.

woohoo. so now its basically OP, MUSICAL, MALACCA, CAROLLING and new year again.

whoopiegoldberg. oh jan, we must play bishibashi someday. owned jeremy today! hahahahha. weehaaa(: what a long long entry.

(Tuesday, October 17, 2006 / 8:56 pm)

OMFG.

i once wondered if there would be cockroaches scrambling around in the rubbish chute, like u know those dustbins that linked your household to the big garbage dump on the first storey? only referring to condos or flats la. then right, just now while throwing something down, i opened the metallic chute, and tada, i saw this big cockroach inside. got dumbfounded momentarily, then immediately i blurted out AHHH and slammed the door of the metallic chute. YUCK. a big fat cockroach, lucky it wasnt on its way to fly out or something like that. i guess that if johnnie was there, he would have screamed and the cockroach would have flew into his mouth. lol.

okay, im on binge mode again. hate this.

(Sunday, October 15, 2006 / 9:43 pm)

oh my god. i havent been updating for a week. ahh, so many people miss my daily rantings and i already(; heh.

sigh. last week was wonderful. i cant put them down into words now. aye.

i dont know why but suddenly i just feel that emo emptiness sinking inside me again. not again! yes. aye. i realised that i fantasize a lot, really a lot. was talking to shuwei about it. she agreed with me. i think almost everyday, i would be fantasizing about working in NYC, being some alpha woman, something along that line. aye. i dont suppose u fantasize as much as i do right.

i dont know. there's only one week of school left. dont really feel like going back though. getting back the results and stuff. i know i didnt put in my best, yet i dont wanna get shitty results. sigh, im always that greedy. but i heard the results so far, there are people who are failing and also the other extreme where people are getting As or 90+. (ah hu.)

omg. i guess i can never be anymore smarter. i wanna find something im good at. so i can further improve in that aspect. i dont want to be a loser lei. sigh. see, this is such an emo entry. ohno. i feel like watching sleepless in seattle again. somehow, whenever i think of america, i dont think of american pie, american beauty, i'll think of sleepless in seattle. such a romantic sweet movie. ahha.

then again, i realised that i've always been wrong about you. the mind tells me to let it all out, while the heart somehow doesnt seem to listen to my mind. it says let it linger. but anyway, im glad its finally settled. i dont like it when i know that things are on my mind and i cant settle it. ah. im not making sense anymore. these few days, im constantly feeling tired. taking afternoon naps and stuff. Plus, i've been bingeing recently. i dont know why.

i like the feeling of feeling wanted. its great. yet its gone. guess it all just boils down to my name. sigh, want, wanting, wanted, wants, wanteroo, wantidoodoo, wanteroma, alright. i shall go now. sorry for such a boring entry.

(Friday, October 06, 2006 / 11:21 pm)

HELLLLO people. its absolutely fantastic to enjoy the post-promo period. i love this week but after this, life's gonna be hell with the upcoming PW stuff, super chiong choir practs for PCC, preparation for our malacca trip & last but not least, the final event of the year -- CAROLLING.

what a fun and exciting hols to look forward too. but im just disappointed with not being able to go to china and see my dad and his project. haha, speaking of that, i spent my past hr talking to him abt my future and stuff. like what im gonna do in U, and like talking about the salary people earn these days. i think its about 2+k for a normal average office worker right. thats quite little, considering the fact that we're are enjoying such a high standard of life these days. Cars, Aircons, laptops, tuitions and bla bla bla. the list just goes on.

as usual, i thought abt gg to help him out in china. if thats the case, i think he wont retire so soon la. but he's already 62 this year. i feel so bad to let him work even though he's so old already. but i think he has a mind of a shrewd businessman though. its cool la, cos i dont think i've such a brain. Plus, if u wanna work in china where corrupt officials are rampant, u just need to know how to deal with them.

In another five years or so, its bye bye to nice and simple end of year promos and hello TERRIFYING WORKING WORLD. omg. thats scary. i wanna be young forever haha. feel so intellectual now la. was talking about reality and how scary it is. cant imagine any one of us now becoming those businessman and stuff. haha cooool.

alright. for now, i'll just concentrate on doing a new blog lay, choir website, (oh if u got cool choir pics, send me okay.) Pw stuff(OOPS, havent touch it yet!), and the tons of choir practices we are gonna have. i reallly reallly hope i'll have the time and mood to study during the hols. cos if im going to JC2 with my current standard, i think im gonna die when As arrive. not mugger okay, this is called PLANNING for your future. cos if u cant make it to the U, its byebye to ur future for most people la. but actually did u realise that the U just give u a cert, i.e. BSc, (Hon) if u actually pursue ur honours degree. when u go to the working world, its just about how ure gonna apply what u've learn in schools and institutions to your work. even if ure a diehard mugger or super brainy person in school, if you cant do that in ur working life, ur future is still bleak. hmm. but i dont wanna be poor. so i better buckup and start training my left and right brains. haha.

ok.

thats all. shall go bathe and start on what im supposed to do. weehee. i love playing neopets w/o restrictions now. YAY! i love post promo life!(;

(Wednesday, October 04, 2006 / 12:22 pm)

Seriously speaking. i've never felt so screwed (not literally) for my geog paper before! yesterday, i spent my whole day neopetting or just doing random stuff. oh yeah, such as playing the piano! omfgg. can u believe how bored i was. cos i kept hallucinating about the amount of time i had for my geog rev cos ytd there wasnt papers at all. lol.

in the end, i almost considered not sleeping AT ALL. i even went to make coffee and suddenly it dawned upon me that not slping for 24 hours will just make me cranky which was similar to my airport mugging sessions. so i decided to sleep at 140am, (i was still playing neopets) and then wake up at 3 to mug! weehee. sounds great, cos i would have about 3 more hrs to study the unfinished business namely - hydro(not floods), litho, massmovement and population! alright. dont ask me what i did study ytd. i just revised urban and studied floods. damn screwed right.

so apparently, i took lets say 20mins to sleep which mean i actually fell aslp at 2 and in the end. to my horror of ALL HORRORS. i actually woke up at 5am. 4.59am to be exact. got a shock, sprang out of bed. cant believe i couldnt hear those 5 ear-drum piercing alarms on my handphone and i even slept through the DRRRRRRING alarm of my traditional looking clock. WHAT THE HELL.

so i sprinted to the bed room,(ok walked) and started mugging. flashes of training my neopet came through my mind but i put them aside knowing that i have to complete those horrifying geog topics within 1.5hrs.

By the time i went to sch, yes i always go to sch looking very calm, cos im like walking with an empty bag without notes and i'll be hearing my ipod. so yes, by the time i went to sch, i realised i only spent 15 mins scanning Massmovement, 45mins on ALL of litho, and 5 mins on popn. or even lesser. seriously, i felt so screwed. when i was listening to my ipod, songs like One last breath and Gone especially the latter, cos the lyrics was like

"Gone. You're Gone. Baby you're Gone. you're gone."
(LOOK AT THE TIME HE REPEATED GONE!)

omg. im like NO. so i decided to hear the song that BC wanted to send last night. Good Charlotte's Hold on. much better, here it goes..

"HOLD ON, if u feel like letting go. Hold on, it gets better than you know."

ahh. inspirational enough. then i was like looking so emo on bus 43 la cos its normally deserted. only 3-4 passengers. then while i was looking emo twitching my face here and there having weird face expressions, and i was sitting at the 3rd row, it suddenly dawned upon me that the driver could possibly see what im doing! so paiseh. i so curbed my emotions.

then when i got down the bus, saw this ngee ann primary sch small small girl, she was like running all the way from vj, even before that, to ngee ann. thats freaking far la. i mean if u run. so i thought of the movie, PAO3 BA4 HAI2 ZI3, and then ehh maybe next time she will become some national runnnerr. hahaha.

yes, i was super random on the way to sch. cos i didnt wanna think about geog and how screwed i felt. and when the 51kids were discussing geog and case studies, i realised i didnt know a lot of stuff about urban too. darn, felt damn horrible. Worst of all, we were sitting right at the side of the hall where the aircon blast right into ur profile. omg.

so whenever i didnt know how to do the geog question, butterflies flew back into my stomach and i broke out in cold sweat. haha actually not to that extent. the former only probably. cos most of the time, i was figuring out skills that josef taught but the funny thing is that, i only apply the skills to human qn instead of phy. lol. anyway, i thought that we were allocated .5hr for one drq! in the end, wen hui told me we only had 22.5 mins for one drq. damnit no wonder i ran out of time to do the essays cos its supposed to be 45 qn for one while i only took 30mins to do one. lol.

alright la. im quite lucky i think. cos those infiltration stuff didnt come out which is a humongous part of hydro la. and obviously, i didnt really study that. haha. gonna screw up physical geog man but i hope all goes well. pls grant me a pass.

alright. what a long entry. my back hurts from the lousy posture and the strain i put on my shoulders when i write. sigh. oh yar and after the whole 3hr whoopie goldberg long geog ppr, u actually have to tie the string thingy right. its like, ur fingers no strength liao and its so cold, ur fingers get numb. u cant actually move that properly. hahaha, omg i can feel the strain in my palm while tapping on the keyboard now too. hahaha its that bad.

ONE MORE PAPER.

waha. tmr this time, damn song. but the funny thing is i dont derive a really great sense of satisfaction after i finish exams. must be due to the lack of sincere effort i put in. sigh. i cant seem to motivate myself and neopets is overpowering my weak determination to study and mug for promos. sigh.

i must study at 130. at least.

ok. seeyou.

(Monday, October 02, 2006 / 11:27 pm)

When you were standing next to Joanie as Tyra was about to announce the winner of “Top Model,” how did you feel?

Danielle Evans: I had so many nerves and emotions running through my body. I didn’t know which way it would go. I went into the competition with no expectations, so I had no clue. I was just thinking in my head, “If I see a lighter complexion on the screen, it’s Joanie; if I see a darker complexion, it’s me.

LMAO. this is damn funny la. she's good la, but i still prefer...

**DRUMROLL.

...

...

JOANIE(:

LOL. she looks like one of the actress in Desperate Housewives.
but no, JOANIE's WAY HOTTER. lol. i sound like im in love with her laa. but she's so cool. personality, looks, EVERYTHING. hahaha.

When I asked Joanie what was the best part of her Top Model experience, she said "The best part of the experience was probably getting my teeth fixed. It was painful, but I could never ever have afforded that. I could hardly afford braces...it was like winning the lottery, seriously!"

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then, check out Nnenna.

BET.com: Are you still with John?

Nnenna: Yes, we’re working things out. I regret some of the things I said and the way I spoke to him on the show and he regrets some things too. And my leaving had nothing to do with him. I’m responsible.

OMFG. how loser!

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Alright. physics kind of sucked today. gosh. i hope i at least scrap a pass laaa. i dont wanna work so hard for nothing. but come to think of it, for some chps, i deserved to die. lol. didnt really mug or chiong that hard la. sian. not motivated these days just like i didnt study geog yet. when im supposed to.

anyway i had like THREE CUPS of coffee, morning aft and night respectively. haha. ok shall chiong and finish urban ltr. HOPEFULLY. things dont seem to be very bright these days.

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im still to stuck to my laptop. perpetual habitual disgusting pastime of mine.

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anyway, let me blog abt the past few days other than me being emo! muaha. and i got emo because of exam stressss la. not what u think. muaha.

so yup, i went to the airport to mug on thursday! so long never go already la. the prev time, as i can distinctly recall is with hp, yt and yz. haha during start of june hols. i still remembered we were all so cranky in the morning and started blabbering nonsense due to the lack of sleep. hahahaa. fortunately, mr bodyclock is such a conducive study partner. at the very least, he didnt talk to me all the time to distract me unlike MICHEELLLLEEEE(elaborate ltr). hahaha, so we were studying at PCC in T2. then there got computers to use. apparently, someone with over 1m in her neopets acc didnt LOG OUT. omfg. so we sort of stole everything from her acc): feel so bad. but must teach her lesson. hahaha.

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so i went to the airport on fri, with mich to mug econs. lol. not THAT productive i must say. since we were either catching up on old times, eating, crapping or i dont know. hahaha.

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and then. okay i dont feel like blogging anymore. but i just wanna shout out to you ppl still suffering the same fate as me..

DONT GIVE UP. Its ONLY a few more days to go! I can do it so can u!(:

oh a favourite quote of mine that i like to tell ppl around me esp cai before entering exam halls.

YOU THINK YOU CAN. YOU CAN.

and ytd i saw rongxin's nick. which was v inspirational and also what miss koh told her last year.

DONT STOP BELIEVING IN YOURSELF.
wah. cool. alright. tata(;