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i don't know for sure where this is going Amerlyn Camy Daniel Chew Huka Janice Jeremy Lay Hui Lyn May Novabelle Pauline Phebe Qian Wei Royston Shalynn Shi Xuan Yu Ting

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"Perhaps, after all, romance did not come into one's life with pomp and
blare, like a gay knight riding down;

Perhaps it crept to one's side like an old friend through quiet ways;

Perhaps it revealed itself in seeming prose, until some sudden shaft of
illumination flung athwart its pages betrayed the rhythm and the music;

Perhaps...perhaps...love unfolded naturally out of a beautiful friendship,
as a golden-hearted rose slipping from its grean sheath."

Yeah. perhaps.
got this beautiful poem from pauline's blog(:

lit students are just so interesting. i can never do such a thing.):

Sometimes I feel
Like I don't have a partner
Sometimes I feel
Like my only friend
Is the city I live in
The city of angels
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I drive on her streets
'Cause she's my companion
I walk through her hills
'Cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds
And she kisses me windy
I never worry
Now that is a lie

I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way

It's hard to believe
That there's nobody out there
It's hard to believe
That I'm all alone
At least I have her love
The city she loves me
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all that way

Under the bridge downtown
Is where I drew some blood
Under the bridge downtown
I could not get enough
Under the bridge downtown
Forgot about my love
Under the bridge downtown
I gave my life away

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suddenly, this song sounds so nice. fyi, its under the bridge by red hot chilli peppers(;

Today is day filled with mixed emotions i guess. Dont really feel like blogging, ah well, but just decided to put down the happenings of the eventful day.

Went with johnnie to shop for his wig at bugis street. aliwal street to be exact. visited the no.1 costume shop there.

Found two wigs that could suit the mdm thenardier role.

Here you go(:

In the end, we will most probably settle for a mop since the rental cost is 30 bucks for the former and 40 for the latter.

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Then, johnnie and i met zha at bugis cold storage. Gotta admit that i really love shopping for groceries and cooking them, although i didnt really cook that much at dawn's house except for being the "spaghetti chef" for a while. lol. my first time cooking spag!(:

After preparing the spag and applecrumble which was prepared by rayrin and hp, johnnie embarked on the prawn cooking session. Got miss poor pignose into a fury cos he dirtied the floor once, no twice? no, more than that. that clusmy fella. i wonder how he actually cooks at his house. so rough with the stuff. how to be chef! ahha. but the food's not bad except for the fact that the food today wasnt really that spicy except for that hidden small chilli in the spaghetti sauce. lol.

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Played some dumb games like concentration for like half an hour before we cut kenny's ice cream cake! aw, he must be SO TOUCHED! haha. wayne even videoed our song!

Some pictures for viewing PLEASURE.

That stupid kenny, bobo, wasnt allowed to use fork to eat, so his face was smeared with cake thereafter. in the end, he smashed the whole plate of cake on my face. rah, even got on to my fringe. damn, did u know that my fringe's the most, let me repeat, MOST IMPORTANT part of my whole face. LOL!

luckily i dont have that photo of my poor smeared-with-ice-cream-cake face.

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mr johnnie was supposed to be nice and he help me kept my pouch and my wallet in his bag throughout the whole trip to dawn's house. however, as he had to left dawn's house earlier, before he left, i asked him if my pouch was with him. then he said, its already is dawn's house already. so i asked for my wallet, and luckily, he remembered to pass me before actually leaving.

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GUESS WHAT.

ten minutes later, he called me and told me that my pouch was with him. and my pouch contained my IPOD))))))): could u imagine how upset i was!? the trip home from potong pasir to bayshore without MUSIC! rah. hahaha. then worst of all...

MY HOUSE KEYS ARE INSIDE THE FREAKING POUCH.

so i couldnt go back to my old house and collect the prostitutes heels. which is not very prostitutish by the way. lol. and by the time i hurried home, which was about 1030, my sis wasnt home yet! so i was stranded outside house for 10mins.): haha.

but thanks anyway johnnie. for keeping my pouch and stuff. i might have lost it if u didnt keep it!

Wasnt really in the mood to blog. Then, i saw someone's blog, found it quite amusing and here i am!

Ha. too tired to blog about yesterday's happening. Just felt that i was so drained physically and mentally that i had no energy to blog when i got home last night. We actually walked around for 4 hours without sitting down. gosh, and played brainy intellectual games that squeezed ur brain juice until there's none left at rayrin's house ytd. by the time i got home, i felt so sick. Throat was hurting like mad after all the incessant screaming while playing those dumb card games; felt as if i was running a fever cos my body felt flushed and hot all night long(that when i stepped into the warm bath, i felt chills running down my spine), my elbow injury(which was inflicted by sindhu during tea party) was aching, my kneecap felt like its gonna be dislocated and finally, my neck and shoulders were so strained that my back was as tough as some huge rock(implying that all my nerves are overlapping each other that i needed my mom to massage to loosen up my shoulders).

Gosh! today i feeeeel so much better.

Anyway, i exercised quite a fair bit today considering that the only sport i do these days is to swim 10laps and full stop. So i played badminton and bball! waha. even attempted running around the bball court until yizha ran behind me which forced me to stop running. cos he'll be overtaking me in no time. rah. broke my momentum. i so wanna train for next yr's 2.4!

Mahjong-ed as usual at rayrin's and had a sumptuous curry dinner at his house. even though im not really a curry fan. haha, and surprisingly, i ate 2 chicken wings which is WOW WOW WOW since i dont eat chicken normally.

Went to starbucks to chill with chng ah hu. Felt quite emo after that, and guess what? When i was running for the train at tampines since the train's arriving in one min, i actually almost ran up the escalator which was coming down instead of going up. furthermore, there were people behind me! super paiseh. Then, i got down at tanah merah, walked down the stairs instead of going down the escalator, cos i couldnt see which escalator was the going down esc and i didnt wanna maloo myself my going down the wrong escalator. Since there were only a few souls on a late sunday night at tanah merah station, when i reached ground level, i headed for the wall at the back instead of the control station where im supposed to tap my ezlink card! RAH. dont know if the girl at my back saw my gugu action. haha, dont care.

See! the harmful effects of emoing.

In a kind of identity crisis mode now. Sometimes, i feel so sorry for myself. Pondering over my absurd behaviour and thinkings and... probably everything else. Gah. i need a break.

When is it gonna happen?

So depressed when i saw the results of the REAL ME. gosh, didnt want to put that up. omg. am i really like that deep down. i never knew that was the case); drats.


What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

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What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:

Kind and Gentle.
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

HAHA EXACTLY!

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What does being a friend really mean to you?
You value your friendships: 85%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

This explains my prev post regarding friendship(;

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

YAY. i knew it(: haha. alright. thats quite true about the conflict part and me being really really sweet! i know i know!

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The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

SEE wee yuting & may loo. told u im not SUPERFICIAL(:

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Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

Mmhmm. my favourite r/s is always having the guy as my best friend before i'll take the next step i suppose.

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The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

I have always been searching for the perfect one, didnt u know that?(:

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Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

Yup, but this sort of contradicts the next point. hmm.
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The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

The last statement is dubious. im not too sure about that.

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How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

Somewhat true. aye.

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What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Sigh. i really need to do so. This quiz really discovers your inner self!

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Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Yeah. okay, this quiz is heavenly. omg.

my sis just brought out a pair of havaianas from the nice new urban male paper bag.

im like, sigh. i really wanna have a pair of my own too!): then i saw the cute design she bought, its the havaianas cartunistas. the cute cute pattern kind.

so she asked me, hey do u think that this design is nice? im like.. okay la. although i admit i also want a pair of that too.

then, she suddenly passed me the slippers!

"na, heres ur bday present, from me and pohmingjia(sis, as u know we call each other by our full names sometimes. lol)"

WAHSEH. unexpected wor.




hmm. its red. really red. i know, not a ME ME or a WAN TING slipper i guess? more of a bambi wee yuting kind. or may loo eeting kind. LOL.

Honey why you calling me so late?

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just read a book called the emotional toolkit at mph just now. saw a line which i thought was pretty true.

'People who write more about their feelings are usually more positive than those who write about trivial things in their life.'

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Kind of true right? hmm. its been a few months since i encountered the same predicament. They say, 'The saddest thing is knowing that the person is just next to you, but u cant have him/her with you.' Guess i gotta admit thats true but then again, its heartbreaking enough to know that the person is not gonna be with you. You'll still sustain this short period of super traumatic surge of emotions flowing through you. Then, its as if ure devoid of everything or anything else thats happening around u. Just then, you pick up the handiest tool/device ever invented, the IPOD NANO. Blasting the music into your ear drums, thats the only moment whereby its possible to seek solace. You hear the lyrics, feel them, and its always different everytime you listen to it. There are possibly a million kind of emotions; guess im far from experiencing all the possible emotions.

I dont want to feel this way. Yet, i question myself. Am i born like this? I cant believe this has happened so many times throughout my course of life! When will this addiction ever be curbed. Never. I've got sick and tired enough to feel such strong emotions every time i encounter the same issue. Time will heal, thats true.. but, its too tiring for my soul to bear i guess. I put all my emotions into song lyrics. Here you go.

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I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I’d thought it’d be easy
But no on believes me
I meant all the things that I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy that nothing could save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

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Yet another great track from sum41. My thoughts are so tempting. I fully agree. gah. I tried to be perfect. Failed terribly i guess. Sometimes, its as if your heart and soul broken into a million pieces, you try so hard to piece them up into a big jigsaw again. You know u'll never succeed, but u just gotta try. aw man. I guess its really pain, when your heart bleeds for someone. And the someone will just probably take it as an everyday life encounter. NO! i dont do that.

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But, you'll never know. Tempting thoughts. i dont wanna associate myself with this. I feel as if im inflicting injuries on myself voluntarily. Time and time again, i dont give up. Its like moments ago, you have just faced this crossroads, and when u decided already, you tell yourself to choose the "right" path. Period.

nono, reality check. remove the period. After choosing that path, u continue walking on a bumpy slope, putting your heart and soul at the ultimate risk. Allowing for the penetration of emotions to occur within you and someone else. You walked for a little while more, and then finally realised... is it dejavu? or are u really experiencing the cross roads situation again? You question and hound yourself, hoping to give a truthful and honest answer. But thats never the case, you follow society and its values, and then you tell yourself to get onto the "right" path. Then again, what defines right? what defines wrong? Nah. you dont have an answer.

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I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

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I always wanted a reason. Behind everything i commit. But the world is black, and theres no hope, thats what we're told. And we cant go back, it wont be the same, forever changed, but the things we said...

Lyrics crazy already i suppose. LIBERAL. i want our society to have more of this word. ah damn. Okay, just gorged myself with huge chunks of spicy cuttlefish for goodness know what reason. Guess i'll probably have the chocolate muffin for supper later(: thanks again.

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There's no hope, thats what we're told.

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ENOUGH of emo stuff. met up with fee fee and ali just now. guess FATE brought us together. cos i couldnt contact them and we just happen to see each other at the bubble tea shop. Ali's freaking fair. wait till she send me the sexy pictures, shall post it up and prove to u that im actually pretty tanned!(; Hung around parkway the ultimate boring place for about half an hour. Then, i realised that fee is flying off today! transit dubai, to turkey and back to dubai. Imagine if she stays in the 7star new hotel in dubai. freaking cool alright(: I seriously hope she doesnt get me a magnet from turkey, what about one of those Turkanlicious Turkey they sell in turkey?! that sounds great(: okay. just kidding.

Take a look at kaka.

Rongy's in china, beijing, shanghai now.
Michelle's in Australia now. Going to Korea next month.
Fee's flying to turkey for 2weeks(YEAH, what the hell will u do in middle east for 2 weeks? sorry for being such a racist) and shes going to australia and probably bangkok in december.
Yilin's going to Australia, Bangkok(probably) and Korea this hols!
Ali just got back from Australia and shes staying here till feb. wondaaful.
Mini's busy schooling.
For me, im just busy with the hectic choir schedule and maybe try to slot myself in for a week of holiday at china during christmas season. Hmm.

Funny how all of us leading different lives now. Its gonna be so much different within the next few years. I love kaka(:

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There's always something in the way,
there's always something getting through.
It's not me..
It's you.
It's you.

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Ah. i feel so much better bearing my soul over here. Wanted to turn to private blog actually. But then again, its okay too. I find peace when im confused. I find hope when im let down.

Thats true. isnt it?

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&Finally, something cheery for the emo/sad post from miss siaozabor - jan.


TWO NUNS

There were two nuns...
One of them was known as Sister Mathematical (SM),
and the other one was known as Sister Logical (SL).
It is getting dark and they are still far away from the convent.

SM: Have you noticed that a man has been following us for the past thirty-eight and a half minutes? I wonder what he wants.
SL: It's logical. He wants to rape us.

SM: Oh, no! At this rate he will reach us in 15 minutes at the most! What can we do?
SL: The only logical thing to do of course is to walk faster.

SM: It's not working.
SL: Of course it's not working. The man did the only logical thing. He started to walk faster, too.

SM: So, what shall we do? At this rate he will reach us in one minute.
SL: The only logical thing we can do is split. You go that way and I'll go this way. He cannot follow us both.

So the man decided to follow Sister Logical.

SM: arrives at the convent and is worried about what has happened to Sister Logical.

Then Sister Logical arrives.

SM: Sister Logical ! Thank God you are here! Tell me what happened!
SL: The only logical thing happened. The man couldn't follow us both,so he followed me

SM: Yes, yes! But what happened then?
SL: The only logical thing happened. I started to run as fast as I could and he started to run as fast as he could.

SM: And?
SL: The only logical thing happened. He reached me.

SM: Oh, dear! What did you do?
SL : The only logical thing to do. I lifted my dress up.

SM : Oh, Sister! What did the man do?
SL: The only logical thing to do. He pulled down his pants.


SM: Oh, no! What happened then?
SL: Isn't it logical, Sister?


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A nun with her dress up can run faster than man with his pants down.

And for those of you who thought it would be

dirty,

I'll pray for you!

See faith and ali, i dont usually post horny stuff on my pure blog okay(:
Have a blessed day!

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And we're all to blame.
We've gone too far,
from pride to shame.

Today is yet another tiring day. but im gonna go into the obese zone very soon!

Met up with the dawn and huping at bugis to buy the teaparty stuff tmr. the unexpected visitor miss maymay was spotted too, so we went tgh to have lunch and buy stuff.

thereafter, we contacted yizha cos he wanna buy his mom bday present. the rest also ask him if he wanna go to dawn's house. then, we met kenny the bimbim at marina and in the end, yuting, may, yizha, huping and the bimbim went to dawn's house! which is like almost everybody!!! haha. brownies brownies. my dear old pignose, ure gonna be as fat as me!!(:

Met up with oliver and went to catch casino royale at marina! not that fantastic but still an alright show. filled with lots of actions(: mm. the girl's really pretty! EVA GREEN. why are all the evas so pretty like eva longoria also! haha. plus, she really looks like nicole kidman, just not as fair. omg. nicole kidman's one of my all time fav actress okay!!

After the movie, i finally got to NEWYORKNEWYORK. the alfredo's really pretty good. just that the half roasted chicken's really toooo big for my mini stomach. filled up at least 85% of my stomach.


Looks yummilicious right. but too creamy at the end already.

still didnt finish the meal though. had to leave some space for Max Brenner's choco dessert at the Esplanade!

Closeup! with all the hot chocolate smeared on the choco cake, vanilla ice cream and fruits! yumyum right(:

Felt duper duper duper full after this.

Lucky we didnt had haegen das in the end, otherwise i'll be obese by now.

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Thanks for everything tonight(:

the 'first-times' were wonderful. muaha. gugu also. hoho. haha. okay. shant blog about it too much. its better to think about it then to put it down here i suppose(:

IM FAT. on my diet scheme from tmr onwards, i swear! by the moon and the stars(:

hello. suddenly, i realised how fortunate i am. surrounded by a nice circle of friends whom i can lean on to in times of trouble. im really thankful for that, since im not family orientated at all. friends are still the ultimate people u can count on. thanks people. i appreciate this a lot(;

special thanks to miss shuwei, who chatted with me willingly/reluctantly for almost an hour.
to revilo, johnnie & iqbal. for talking to me online(;

goodnight people. i've gotta go.

u know. sometimes ure so near, yet so far. whenever u get closer to me, i get so nervous. then i just try to be calm and stuff. gosh, i dont even think u'll notice that. sigh. hopped onto the wrong path. i should just stop this random behaviour. its hard, guess i just have to try.

random entry.

no hidden meaning.

u know, i was letting yuting hear my current fav song, introed by miss suizabor, janice.

Then yuting suddenly asked me, whats the lyrics about?

It suddenly struck me that i fell in love with the tune of the song before the lyrics. quite surprised with myself cos its the first time this ever happened. so i spent a min or so examining the lyrics, and find out whats its all about(;

Hinder - Lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you crying
is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice
saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I don't never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice
saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

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so yuting, do u understand the lyrics now? thats so sweet la. still thinking about each other after breaking up and getting together with new mates. they must really love each other i guess, and thats hard to find. awww(;

freaking angry. what the hell.

RAH.

i never knew that people could be so irritating. damnit.

hooha. choir ended surprisingly early today. went to chilled at escape throughout the remaining day! So here i am, giving u a detailed lookup on the rides escape offers(;

Firstly, went for this new ride called FLIPPER.
tada..

Its not as scary as it looks.
Scary Factor: 1.5/5

You just spin round and round, look at the nice clouds and before u know it, ure back to the ground!

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Then, we popped by the HAUNTED. hoping to get some shock. in the end, the queue was so freaking long and it was hot and stuffy inside the waiting area. furthermore, we waited for 20mins already and we're still in the middle of the queue ONLY. we couldnt take it so we left halfway.

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Thirdly, we queued up for the VIKING. waha. so it was gg to be our turn soon, everybody left the viking already, while we were anxiously hoping to hop onto it anytime. Then, the guy suddenly brought out a mop and pail (-_-), i know, then he put the sign: RIDE'S BEING CLEANED.. SIAN. so we queued for about 15mins for nothing!

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Couldnt take anymore disappointments and our stomachs were grumbling. so we headed to BK. it was TMD PACKED. freaking lots of people queueing up. and there are no set meals. its ALACARTE menu. what a smart way to do business. and the drinks only come in large size. in the super hot, humid, dehydrating weather, its impossible for u to not grab a drink at BK or ORANGEJULIUS. rah.

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After lunch, we headed for the carnival games. didnt win anything. lol. thereafter, we exchanged our coupons for free icecream. theres also coupon for free snack(popcorn)! haha. not bad la. six bucks for all this shit including entrance fee!

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while eating icecream, we tried the best ride!

FERRIS WHEEL. woohoo.
i think the ferris wheel's so romantic. not the escape one obviously. it looks freaking pathetic, like some ride in kiddoland aka yuting/maymay land. come, i show u the picture.

As i was saying, the ferris wheel's so romantic. did u watch the OC? its the place where marissa and ryan kissed! aw. those american ferris wheel, i swear, is at least 10 times the size of the escape's one! RAH.

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Then, we headed back to the trail. Tried another new addition, RAINBOW! it really looks scary feel somewhat like a freefall launcher. but a super mild one if u compare it to the genting's ride.

Scary factor: 2/5

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Anyway, we decided to go for the VIKING again. tried curbing my fear of the VIKING, which was not that successful cos i didnt scream and kept everything in me): ahhaha. therefore..

scary factor: 3/5

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Then, we headed down to the logflume. where we waited for about 40mins! super long. got tired and dehydrated due to the scorching sun!!! but its quite good i guess. except the water's dirty and stinky.



Scary factor: 3/5

for the first time, i actually smiled to the camera when i was coming down the slide! yay, i feel so accomplished. must have got ten thousand times more courageous than before!! wehee.

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After the log flume, we tried one of the best nauseous rides in escape.. REVOLUTION!

its kind of fun. the scary's part is about the turning shit. cos, ur seat can actually rotate about 180deg, but guess what. mr smart jeremy decided to be more adventurous as usual and normally, the seats only 180 deg, but for us, it actually went 360deg TWICE. OMG RIGHT! 720deg! wahseh. no wonder i got so scared that i was clinging on to the grip for my poor dear life!

scary factor: 3.5/5, if u dont rotate as much, probably 3/5.

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Then the scariest ride of my life emerged! we headed to the ADVANCED gokarts. omg, its super freaking scary. haha i only tried beginner twice. u have to go up a spiral carpark for the advanced one, and theres this long stretch of slope where u come down. repeat this 3 times. thats about it. and we waited for a WHOOOOOPING hour just to do so. it was filled with malays and indians, by the time its our turn, fortunately, there were 2 other chinese girls, otherwise looking back at the queue, u dont see no freaking chinese. darn. so scary. i started last, and ended last. LOL. the malay woman gave me no leeway to overtake at all. and i didnt want to crash or bump into the side tyres obviously.



scary factor: 4/5!!!

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HAHA. after that, i was so delighted. the scary's part over. i went to find my fav ride, the FAMILY COASTER. lol, not fav la. but its not scary at all. hahaha. and its fun and the queue only took abt 5 mins or so.



scary factor: 0/5


In the end, we ended off with another ride of RAINBOW. hahaa. not bad, and the queue's quick too(:

wanted to try the CHOOCHOOTRAIN ride, as the name suggests, its this dumb ride whereby the choochootrain circles a small patch of greenery. about the size of, lets say 1/4 of a classroom? AHHAHA. the best thing about it is... THERE ISNT ANY QUEUE for this super fun ride! LOL.




Scary factor: -5/5(:

Went to gelare and pigged out as usual.

EVIDENCE:

Thats all for today. im tired. shall exercise tmr. and i just did 50situps!(:

HELLO again! top model finale was absolutely fantastic!

it was exhilarating watching jade getting kicked out! wooohoo. and joanie's like SUPER DUPER UBER CUBER PUPER MUPER NUPER GUPER GOOOOOOOOOOOD. seriously. and she hasnt been in the bottom top for a single freaking time in the whole cycle! OMG.

"Despite the glowing reports, she was also criticized by the panel for her in-person presence. However, Joanie Dodds has set two records in America's Next Top Model history - she managed to make it to the Top Two Models without a single appearance in the bottom two, and received the highest number of first call-outs."

With courtesy of wikipedia(;

SO FRIGGIN' COOL. waha.



JOANIE DODDS!<3

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Alright. i seriously hate my internet connection. RAH. no one's talking to me on msn now.must be due to my stupid connection.

anyway, had choir as usual today. lets hope we can make our musical a good one. hmm. so after that, we went to siglap starbucks. the others(dawn, sindhu, yuting and may) were bitching away while sx me and shuwei were having intellectual conversation about studying and stuff. so in the end, we decided to play POOL instead of studying hahaha. so long didnt play already! played for about 2+hrs. with kenny(the ULTIMATE bimbo/bitch/whore), oliver, huping, johnnie, may & yizha joining us.

haha. seriously, you shouldnt play pool with kenny. he is SUCH a BITCH. HAHA.

check out my yummylicious dinner(:

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another random picture. to make yizha feel a HELL LOT better. haha, i shant remove his picture though. anyway, after seeing the following pic, u must have thought i went for some EXTREME makeover. seriously. i swear!



...


*DRUMROLL


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...


...


...


BEFORE(13yearsold)

SPOTTED ME?



...

AFTER. (17yearsold)

i swear i look damn good now compared to my young horrifying picture of me smeared with SUPER DUPER red lipstick. obviously, i didnt know how to do make up then. secone only lei! gosh, yizha's gonna laugh at me after seeing this. wait, maybe not yizha only. HAHA. its kind of extreme i guess. cos normally people are fat initially. mine is different, im ugly initially, i just got fuglier as the years pass(:

No matter how long you wait, I can’t go.
To be by you, crying like a fool.
Why do you still wait for me
and not see that I’m only scaring you?

I’m telling you to leave me.
I want to see you.
I really want to see you.
So much that you would hate to see me like this.

I want to cry and get on my knees.
If only it would make everything never to have happened.
The memory of the love that drove me crazy…
Though all the memories are looking for you…
I won’t use the excuse called love anymore…
To keep you locked away.

I shouldn’t be doing this but…
I want to see you so much I would die.
I want to forget you so much I would die.

ahh. this is so emo. its getting on my nerves.

Tried to camwhore with my lousy phone just now. apparently, i failed. cant capture the cool tan well. gave up.

ahh. classs 95 is really emo. the songs are making me more emo than ever.

sigh. if we hold on together, i know our dreams will never die.

another emo song. gosh.. valley mountains, there is a fountain, washes our tears all the way.

OHNOO. maybe i should just sleep earlier. and probably do 50 situps before that. then i would have done 100 situps only while oliver would be gloating about his 200situps and probably pushups crunches and goodness know what. LOL.

A PICTURE that never fails to make u laugh once u look at yizha. HAHA(;

And its another fruitful day again!(;

supposed to meet up with may and huping to swim at my mini pool this morning at 11. once again, miss poh here, woke up after the incessant ringing of my noisy shusshy phone! huping and may gave me 6 missed calls as they were waiting impatiently downstairs. so i hurried down and omg, the sun's beautiful! huping and i tanned from 11+ to about 1. and.. the results are FANTABULOUS for me not huping. got a tinge of red which will probably fade after tmr while mr chng is as RED as a freaking lobster. and his tan lines are so obvious that u can never miss them.

HAHA. too bad.

so they chilled at my house after swimming. may, the perverted sicko kid who's only 15 played sims for the sex scenes AS USUAL while huping read mitch albom's newest book -- for one more day, which he didnt think was good. Meanwhile, the greatest chef of all time was cooking for the two kiddos chilling in my study. and they even said it was good! HA. i knew it. i always had some hidden talent in the area of cooking unlike miss weeyuting.

thereafter, oliver joined us and we watched JUST FRIENDS which is coming to theatres soon as i heard from bambi wee. another sicko flick cos the 2 guys couldnt appreciate in her shoes as much as i did!);

Then, shuwei joined us for dinner at marina. We went to every single restaurant that could be found there such as billy bombers, swensens, changing appetite, yukinyaki, sakae, hans, spageddies, thai express, pariss, asian kitchen... and finally decided on CAVANAS which i have never heard before. had black pepper chicken hot plate there. the food's alright and its pretty cheap. like the price of a fast food restaurant. then, the other two pigs, huping and oliver brought us to swensens for yummylicious ice cream. RAH. shared frosted chocolate malt with huping while oliver binged on banana split.

Interesting facts of the day: I just realised from the trio that i got a pretty amazing long tongue! Oliver on the other hand has a super duper wide tongue like the shape of a bowl. Shu wei has this spastic tongue that can never seem to exceed 2 cm from her mouth while huping claims he got the normal tongue. YUCK!

then they tried acting as pigs in front of the mirror,(too bad dawn's not there) checking out one another lips sizes,(yizha and may's not there too!) spotting cuties sitting with us in swensens and definitely, bingeing on the icecream! OMG. and my tan's so pretty today! stupid wee yu ting who's playing sims at her house. otherwise, we would have gotten wonderful pictures!!!

then, we(me, oliver, huping) decided to go to raffles place for coffee bean cos i wanted to try the tiramisu there. in the end, we got tricked by oliver and there wasnt any coffeebean at the basement. so, we went home!

Another interesting fact of the day: the guys went to the toilet twice today la!(before and after icecream) so gay! normally, its the girls who do so right? huping even wanted to go to the toilet for the third time!!

LOL. alright. thats all. im gonna prepare myself for the whole chionging week of choir practice cos theres choir practice everyday next week except for sunday. SUUUPERB!

AH. what a tiring tiring day. feel drained and super full now.

Well, as usual had choir practice today. fortunately, there wasnt musical practice. phew(; we just had sectionals for syf songs and carolling since there wasnt any alto appeals or dsas): After choir, gan told us to change into our costumes for the musical cos lian he zhao bao wanted a picture of us for goodness know what. LOL.

anyway, went to pp to lunch w the choir people. and guess what? they came my house again today. omg, im like bringing friends over to my house everyday! ah! we watched wedding crashers.. AGAIN. yuup. i have successively watched 3 times in a row for three consecutive days. OMG. what an idiot. thats rule #5. i remember(; apparently, didnt finish the movie this time round cos i dont really like the draggy ending. thereafter, we played polar bear and i ended up like mr gayboy(jerrold).. EVERYONE WANTED TO KILL ME AFTER THE FIRST ROUND. like.. WHAT THE HELL? im a normal civilian la.

wanted to stay at home and probably save up on some cash by not having dinner with the rest. apparently, i succumbed to temptation and followed huping, shuwei and xianyong to tm. RAH. i wasnt hungry SERIOUSLY. guess what? we went to the foodcourt and i shared fishball soup w shuwei. almost wanted dessert too. then, after dinner, shuwei discovered her wallet went missing. immediately, we hurried to the bus interchange and checked out with the bus people to see if anyone has returned her wallet since it contained quite a sum of money. NOPE was the ans. feeling dejected, we hopped onto the only 10 that was at the interchange. as we were in a hurry to find out if her wallet was on the 10 we wanted to board at the interchange, we cut the queue and i got confronted by this middle age woman.

MAW: hey! can u all queue up?! there's a long queue at the back!
(with this super irritated face and a super kaobei tone)

ME: Um, we are trying to find a wallet for a friend cos she lost it on the bus.
(looks super innocent as usual.)

MAW(gave this very pissed off look.) WAH LAO LEI. TMD. KNNBCCB. okay, over reacting.. but she looked super kao bei alright. its not like i like to cut queues and stuff la. if i wasnt wearing house tee, would probably diao her and bombard her with vulgarities. like WHAT THE HELL right? we're just trying to find a wallet! cant she empathize with us?! then again, if i actually did so, i wouldnt be the nicey pie wan ting which all of u guys know! muaha.

in the end, to our disappointment, it wasnt the 10 we boarded on earlier. so we had to make a police report after that. it wasnt really required but since we already made our way there, shuwei just reported the case. and its so ironic! she said she wanted to become a policewoman earlier on during dinner and in the end, while she was lodging the report, she looked as if she was getting ready to register to go for the interview to be a police woman. we even saw the interview room! lol. its really fated, i guess.

In the end, since i was thrown at some ulu part of tampines with hell no idea how to get home, i almost contemplated cabbing home until nice chng hu ping walked with me a few bus stops to tampines mall. since mr mugger chng had no curfew, he even accompanied me to starbucks. and... i committed one of the seven deadly sins - GLUTTTTTTTON!

i ordered java chips with cost me $7 and a verona tiramisu that bit off another $5.90 from my small tiny puny pocket. woaho. and guess what? im SUPPOSED to be full. stupid chng didnt really shared the tiramisu with me. made me felt so fat cos its filled with cream and stuff. rah. i bet if gayboy was there, he would have finished it for me! muaha. im so evil to him, but u know.. he treats me worse than i treat him. so basically, i dont care!(;

For the whole time i spent with chng ah hu at starbucks, he ignored me half of the time and meddled with his handphone typing some msg to some ahem ahem ahem person. i felt SO NEGLECTED okay! sigh. that piece of shit. its been eleven months and eighteen days and COUNTING. he's only gonna spill the beans when he pass me his wedding invitation i guess. so no point bugging him. that emo shit from dhs. once again, DMRs. yuck!

so we chatted from 930 until 11. and fortunately, i didnt cab AT ALL. so accomplished(:

now u know why im full and tired. there u go(:

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I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.

Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so.
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

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was discussing with CHH just now. how the hell do u like someone forever. i mean if that doesnt exist, why would the word forever ever be created? hmm.

Hello hello!

its been such a long long long long (alright mutiply it by a million times) since i blogged. guess its due to my poor old boring layout i've been using before promos. i mean, who would actually want michelle in their layout!? LOL. alright, other than her dearest byron.

Okay. thats not the point. im back again(;

Time's running out so basically im gonna make this a short entry.

Went for a 45mins tanning session ytd before kaka came over to my house. and guess what, i actually bumped my head onto a cupboard. the impact was like 250%. felt as if the whole world was crashing upon me.): i guess the head's more sensitive cos i got 2 blueblacks, one on my kneecap and the other on my elbow. rah. whats wrong w me? getting as accident prone as miss artsy aka bambi wee yuting? YUCK!

So, kaka came over ytd leaving behind scraps of pizzahut goodies. had pizza and chicken wings as lunch and dinner. woohoo. and we caught WEDDING CRASHERS. super hilarious, pornified(to missmaymay's delight) and romantic. hmm, okay a small bit of romance.. but i like!

Then, i also borrowed the sims 2 from mich. oh gosh. played 9hrs of the sims last night! damnit. hahaha. but i havent touch it at all today. which is not that bad(: spent my time on this layout. darn, havent even revised my syf songs. what the hell.

so anyway, choir people (dawn, shuwei, may, jerrold, huping) came over to my little hut today. once again, we watched WEDDING CRASHERS! okay, this is only my second time, fyi miss michelle looi! haha, its... OOH LALA. oh, and its M18. apparently, may's only FIFTEEN and she was sooo excited about this show. sigh, all DMRs(demingren) are getting sex-driven. ohno.

i remembered a few rules.

RULE #1: Never leave a fellow crasher behind.
RULE #5: You're an idiot.
RULE #6: Never sit in a corner and sulk.
RULE #16: give me an up-to-date family tree.
RULE #76: No excuses. Play like a champion!
Rule #115: You're an asshole.

Read this. It's funny esp after watching the show.
[Kathleen Cleary (mother of the girl john likes) walks into John's bedroom, unbuttons her blouse, and shows John her boobs]
Kathleen Cleary: I just had my tits done. You like 'em?
John Beckwith: [shocked] Those... seem like lovely tits.
Kathleen Cleary: William(husband) doesn't give a shit about them.
John Beckwith: Darn him. But Mrs. Cleary, this is very sudden...
Kathleen Cleary: Oh, you been playing "Cat & Mouse" with me ever since you came here.
John Beckwith: Mrs. Cleary, I don't...
Kathleen Cleary: Call me Kat.
John Beckwith: Okay, Kat.
Kathleen Cleary: Call me "Kitty Kat."
[growls]
John Beckwith: Okay, Kitty Kat. This feels "borderline" inappropriate.


Kathleen Cleary: [Walks closer to John] Feel them.
John Beckwith: What?
Kathleen Cleary: I said feel them!
John Beckwith: Mrs. Cleary...
Kathleen Cleary: Kitty Kat.
John Beckwith: I'm sorry, Kitty Kat, but are you out of your fucking mind?
Kathleen Cleary: I'm not letting you out of this room until you feel them.
[Completely hesitant and nervous, John feels her boobs; Kathleen moans softly]
John Beckwith: Wow, they feel really nice. Real orb-like. It's amazing what they can do...
Kathleen Cleary: [shudders; puts her blouse back on] Pervert!

HA. like what the hell?

Interesting quote: True love is your soul's recognition of its counterpoint in another.

HAHAHA. sounds nice yeah, the movie(:

oook. there's practice at 9 tmr. and im still AWAKE. which isnt very goood. lets get to bed. seeyou.

Im tired now.

And my sis's about to take a cab to the airport. shes going china for a rugby game. ahh, so cool. national team. i'll never make it that far. its kind of glorious to represent your country for something i suppose? hmm.

watched step up just now. If u are prepared for a good storyline, say NO to step up. cos its just another cheesy cliche movie with scenes that are not interlinked. The only cool scene is the dance part which is right at the back and i guess it only lasts for say, 3-5 mins? haha.

YAWNING ALERT : 7.5 stars out of 10.

The plot's really old and stuff. nothing much thats new and surprising.

Plus, Duke from shes the man, isnt that hot in this show. he looks much better in the former. also, they were saying that he looked like the prison break guy. i initially thought they were referring to scofield. in the end, i think he looks more like lincoln aka dominic purcell. haha. kind of hot though. the female and male leads.

alright. i ate so much just now. im such a fat pig ass. hope i can wake up tmr morn to swim before choir. but i've got this feeling the plan's gonna be thwarted again. since, i didnt manage to do so this morning cos i grumbled to myself about the chilly weather and me feeling lethargic AS USUAL.

alrighty. seeyou(;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR KUNG FU KID AKA PANG SHANG YUNN.

so, thats it. happy birthday shang.

ure 17 years old.

stop the GUGU kungfu poses in class.

hahaha.

yay yay, first dec is coming up VERY soon.(;

My ulcer is just awfully inflicting pain onto the poor me.

I cant talk properly for nuts. I speak as though someone bit my tongue off and i sound somewhat like yuting when she put on her "retennas".(obviously i dont know how to spell this word)

RAH.

Then, i cant sneeze properly too. I once used to sneeze like some dignified elegant girl who uses 2 fingers to pinch her cute nose and then when i go "HACHOOOOO", the sound will be hidden.

Now, with the cool ulcer, which is right at the back of my tongue, making my tongue lobsided since its growing on the left back, i cant sneeze as dignified as before!): whenever i sneeze, i cant control my mouth and i really go "HACHOOO" and u can definitely hear me from a distance. also, since my tongue isnt working properly it doesnt stop the saliva from coming out. so its "HACHOOO" with some saliva coming out together. thereafter, my tongue will just hurt because the sneeze has just ignited my poor ulcer. RAH. okay, maybe not that exaggerating. otherwise, i can imagine everyone sprinting off whenever i feel like sneezing.

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I get so devoid of blogging about my emotions these days. everytime, when im on the way home, my mind will be full of stuff for me to blog about. those cranky emotions stuck up in my head and stuff, but when i get back. i stare at my blog. the inspiration doesnt come, the feeling isnt there. then, i dont blog. leaving my blog stagnant for another few days before my blogging mood returns. bad. im losing all my potential readers. this blog could jolly well be private before i know it. haha.

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alright. i feel tired, again.
thats all for now.

i dont talk as much these days.

it must be due to my painful ulcer thats growing right at the end of my tongue which is near my throat.

sorry, if i dont talk much to you these days.

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No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be faded to telling only lies

But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscious seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

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Suddenly, you get so sick of the world and all.

I feel like retreating.
retreating from the hustle and bustle of our daily lives.
take a break.
chill by the beach.
immersing in freedom and relaxation.

ahh.

gosh. i feel so really, tired.. all of a sudden.

Sometimes, i dont know what'll become of me without some friends. okay, thats not the pt of this entry.

--

Im gonna carry on with my intellectual reading of My Sister's Keeper now. so im gonna retreat to my comfy lil corner with cushions and aircon to read my book. till then, see you(; gonna be back by one probably. unless i get bored so quickly. lol

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goodbye my lover.
goodbye my friend.
you've been the one,
you've been the one for me.

Was browsing through the pictures i've taken this year as well as last year.

feeling nostalgic about the past, yet again.

like kaka outings, sentosa tanning sessions and italy especially.

gosh, i awfully miss my hair during italy);

The difference between liking and loving(:


In front of the person u love,ur heart beats faster.
But in front of the person u like,u get happy.
In front of a person u love,winter seems like a spring.
But in front of a person u like,winter is just a beautiful winter.


If u look into the eyes of the one u love,u blush.
But if u look into the eyes of the one u like,u smile.


In front of a person u love,u can't say anything on ur mind.
But in front of a person u like,u can.


In front of the one u love,u tend to get shy.
But in front of the one u like,u can show ur own self.


U can't look straight into the eyes of the one u love.
But u can always smile into the eyes of the one u like.


When the one u love is crying,u cry with him.
But when the one u like is crying,u end up comforting him.


The feeling of love starts from the eye.
But the feeling of liking starts from the ear.


So if u stop liking a person u used to like,all u
need to do is close ur ears.


But if u try to close ur eyes,love turns into a drop
of tear & remains in ur heart forever.......


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cheesy stuff.

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CUSTOMER CARE IN 2020

Operator : "Thank you for calling Pizza Hut . May I have your..."
Customer: "Heloo, can I order.."
Operator : "Can I have your multi purpose card number first, Sir?"

Customer: "It's eh..., hold on......6102049998-45-54610"

Operator : "OK... you're... Mr Singh and you're calling from 17 Jalan
Kayu.
Your home number is 40942366, your office 76452302 and your
mobile is 0142662566.
Which number are you calling from now Sir?"

Customer: "Home! How did you get all my phone numbers?"

Operator : "We are connected to the system Sir"

Customer: "May I order your Seafood Pizza..."

Operator : "That's not a good idea Sir"

Customer: "How come?"

Operator : "According to your medical records, you have high blood
pressure and even higher cholesterol level Sir"

Customer: "What?... What do you recommend then?"

Operator : "Try our Low Fat Hokkien Mee Pizza. You'll like it"

Customer: "How do you know for sure?"

Operator : "You borrowed a book entitled "Popular Hokkien Dishes"

from
the National Library last week Sir"

Customer: "OK I give up... Give me three family size ones then, how

much
will that cost?"

Operator : "That should be enough for your family of 10, Sir. The

total
is
$49.99"

Customer: "Can I pay by credit card?"

Operator : "I'm afraid you have to pay us cash,Sir. Your credit card

is
over the limit and you owe your bank $3,720.55 since October

last
year.
That's not including the late payment charges on your housing
loan,Sir."

Customer: "I guess I have to run to the neighbourhood ATM and

withdraw
some
cash before your guy arrives"

Operator : "You can't Sir. Based on the records,you've reached your
daily limit on machine withdrawal today"

Customer: "Never mind just send the pizzas, I'll have the cash

ready.How
long is it gonna take anyway?"

Operator : "About 45 minutes Sir, but if you can't wait you can always
come and collect it on your motorcycle ..."

Customer: " What!"

Operator : "According to the details in system ,you own a
Scooter,...registration number 1123..."

Customer: " ????"

Operator : "Is there anything else Sir?"

Customer: "Nothing... by the way... aren't you giving me that 3 free
bottles of cola as advertised?"

Operator : "We normally would Sir, but based on your records you're

also
diabetic....... "

Customer: " #$$^%&$@$% ^"

Operator "Better watch your language Sir. Remember on 15th July 1987
you were convicted of using abusive language on a

policeman...?"

Customer: [Speechless]

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haha. funny email received from dvd!

Im quite irritated with that particular person.

Been such a long time since this happened.

I mean, whats there to boast about? The more you boast, the more arrogant u get, the more warped are the facts gonna get. thats, if facts still come out from your mouth.

whatever.

nothing you say gets into my head anyway.

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i got so emo today! that i felt like i was being a burden to the choir people who i hung out with at dinnertime. thanks to jerrold, who tried to comfort me. anyway, i got so emo until every step i took made me felt like i was gonna tear anytime. what the hell. PMS-ing? crazy dude.

in the end, while the rest were pigging out at TREATS, i was spending some time alone at MPH. and to curb my emoness, i bought VANISHING ACTS by jodi picoult. yuting says that i'll get bored after reading too much of jodi's. but i dont care. since i've just read my sister's keeper. no wait, correction, im still reading. lol.

gosh. emoness just cost me 18bucks. i wonder how much its gonna cost next time.

i'll stop emoing now on. at least, in public. sometimes, its just nice to emo alone. at home. peace with yourself and your heart.

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Oh yeah I'll tell you something
I think you'll understand
Then I say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
Oh, please, say to me
You'll let me be your man
And please, say to me
You'll let me hold your hand
Now let me hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
And when I touch you feel happy, inside
It's such a feeling
That my love, I can't hide
I can't hide, I can't hide

She spends her days up in the north park,
watching the people as they pass.
And all she wants is just a little piece of this dream, is that too much to ask?
With a safe home, and a warm bed, on a quiet little street.
All she wants is just that something to hold onto, that's all she needs.

Yeah!

If I could be like that, I would give anything
Just to live one day, in those shoes.
If I could be like that, what would I do?
What would I do?

I'm falling into this, in dreams we run away.

I spent like 200bucks this week, which is OMGOMG for me. cos im not like that freaking rich kid miss looi. hahaha who goes to her guess, zara, and some high end jeans store which i cant even remember the name.

But i ought to say im quite satisfied with my purchases.

1. A bathing suit
2. 2 tops with captions
3. An outfitter black top
4. Acuvue contacts and solutions
5. A FOX pullover

then again, it isnt a lot right. but a quarter or one third of my money was spent on food! darn. such a glutton nowadays. im should just go and die since i committed one of the seven greatest sins -- gluttony. rahrah.

im a little afraid of OP tmr all of a sudden. wish me luck if u just read this. lol.

--

sometimes, i rather sit on the fence.
its so peaceful not taking sides.
serenity.

my shattered dreams and broken heart.
are mending on the shelf.

i saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else.

now i sleep, all alone
wishing all my feelings was gone.

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i wish.

Sometimes you cant help it, but you always wait for something that you know you shouldnt want. But then, temptations get you down and you succumb to it, unknowingly. You curse yourself every now and then, trying to get life back on track, but once its done, it can never be undone.

im so full now. why did i binge on cuttlefish and gulped down ribena a few minutes before sleeping!

From the producers of UNDERWORLD(feat my all time fav actress - KATE BECKINSALE!!!),

here comes..

THE COVENANT

Basically, u watch the covenant for TWO reasons.

They form up these 2 reasons(;

Firstly, Laura Ramsey who stars in Shes the Man previously! im sure u would recognise this hot babelicious girl(;

Next, its Steven Strait who stars in Sky High! he's only 20!!

The plot of the story its just fine. i would only give it 2 out of five stars because it has such an abrupt ending! im sure there'll be a sequel to this movie.

anyway, its only 1.5hrs long! and the marina square cinema was almost full. maybe its just because its a sat night, or the fact that so many hotties star in this show.

The first hour was spend on explaining the history of the cast background, the fighting scene on the other hand probably took up 20mins or so. Not that fascinating i guess, cos the evil guy disappeared really fast. probably come back in the sequel. anyway, u just watch this show for hot hunks and girls(: so, i guess i'll still give it 2.5 stars because of the excellent selection of cast! muaha.

cant believe this, im bingeing on cuttlefish, once again.

I am eating one of the worst kind of cuisine on earth which many people beg to differ.

it is...


CURRY CHICKEN.

seriously, i dont understand curry lovers. whats so good about that thick dry potato u find in the curry, it makes ur mouth so dry and thirsty. yuccck.

Then lets move on to the chicken, the gross filmsy flabby dotty chicken skin is like all around. EEEU. seriously, say NO to curry chicken!

then again, my mom's buying thai chilli crab back later.

thats what i called FANTABULOUS. one of the best food u can ever taste(:

im not being fussy, as what twist said, i just dont eat a lot of things.


haha.

ok.

catch you soon(:

sometimes, your mind wants this. but your heart says NO.

then u get stuck in this dilemna wondering YES or NO.

sigh.

i feel like a butterfly trying to get out of the cocoon now. blurgh.


HAHA first picture of the day. sj's retarded expression and lao za boh hair. i think she wants me to delete this. but WHO CARES. muaha.

Yes. im... wait what ami doing. are those cue cards? damn mugger. thats me(;


super outdated photo of yizha. hahaha his bday i think. which is like August, umm 3 months ago? haha.




mugging at the airport with michelle.

hs and i in the recordn studio.

super yummy triple layer choc.

yummy choco(:



my hair's like aerial roots. oh by the way, look at the way sj looks at me. i must be damn hot la. HAHA.

i seriously hope she doesnt visit my blog. lol. sorry, im just clearing+blogging all my handphone pictures.

2nd shot at studio.

HAHA. shuwei had to stand on 2 stacks of phone books cos she was too short (she standing beside hs) while recording. so maybe her voice couldnt be projected to the mic. super funny la, she had to stand on the books throughout the whole recordn.

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enough of photos. im really full now.

let me blog about my cooking session just now alright.

i saw the new oven smiling at me just now. feeling refreshed after mopping the floor and washing the tanning stuff, i decided to venture and placed the taiwanese sausage + pizzahut drumlet lookalike into the new oven. the toaster looked so clean. like perfect grey and no one seemed to use it before i did. so i happily spread the newly bought butter onto the aluminium foil. think i spread a bit too much, but who cares? thereafter, i closed the oven and went on to defrosting the other ingredients.

"hmm, why suddenly got weird smell? dont care la. must be the butter smell." i thought to myself.

alright, so i happily went to defrost the stuff, made my ice ribena and then SUDDENLY, at the corner of my eye, i caught side of a FLAME. what the hell! my oven's on fire! im like OH MY GAWD. what the freaking hell.

so i immediately open the oven and tried blowing the flames. it got BIGGER instead. feeling panicky all over, i took out the tray and tried blowing again. phew, the flame finally died but guess what.

that brand new toaster is now chaotah (burnt) already. with visible dirty black patches all over its nice cool grey exterior. ):

cooking process.

cooking process.

chao tah (burnt) oven. ):

i felt quite sad for a moment, for i've made this really long scratch mark on my glass which lies on my dining table. and that glass cost 150bucks. if u still remembered that incident that occurred like a few mths ago. then now, its the beautiful oven. sigh.

made a nice filling dinner though(:

MY DINNER(: yum.

YUMYUM(; maggi+taiwan sausage+sausage+drumlet+sotong ball+crab meat(;

dinner cooked by my mom. compare it to the one i cooked earlier on. lol.

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This morning, i woke up at like 9am. cos i was so prepared to go tanning!!! weehee.

here's what happened. met the girls clad in their VJ pe attire at 12+. went to sentosa.

check these muggers out. one mugging chinese one tamil. haha.

while we were rejoicing!

fidgeting unnecessarily.

wah seh. really constipated expression.

say JOY TO THE WORLD!(;

HELLO? my hair's really fugly but i DONT CARE. muaha. oh btw, thats the new bikini i just bought at sentosa!

check out the 3 hot babes playing with water at the kids corner. muaha.

dawn and i(:

the 4 of us. aww, didnt take a postcard shot this time round. weather wasnt so good); we only managed to tan for like 45mins - 1hour. then we swam in the sea for another half an hour. then it started drizzling.

drizzle finally evolved into a thunderstorm. we had to chill in an ice cream cafe and enjoyed yummylicious icecream! can u believe i had fishball mee and mango longan dessert b4 that!? rah. fat fat fat!
the triple scoop ice cream which cost 10.50! caramel + mint choc + tiramisu!

YUMMMMM(:

dawn's started breaking which wasnt v successful. ahha im so gonna learn how to break one of these days. who's willing to teach me? aha. we got so bored in the ice cream cafe and i spotted this pool table. so we decided to play pool during the rain to kill time. and speaking of that, u guys (sindhu, dawn, yt) havent pay me the pool money! treat me drink okay!!! hahaha. i partnered with newbie(sindhu) while dawn and yt were on the other team. can u believe this, sindhu's pro ok. this is the first time shes playing and we won the whole game! ahhaha. woohoo. by a close margin though.




on the way back(:

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was tuning in to 987fm just now while mopping. discovered this cool website.

http://www.beinggirl.com

A website for girls, by girls!

gots those super girly stuff. decided to show u some stuff. esp for dawn and elroy(: hahahaha.

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Subject: How can I tell if he likes me?

Feature: Are you just good friends or could it be something more? Use our checklist to suss if he's definitely got the hots for you...

HE FANCIES YOU IF...
He can't look you in the eye and stutters when he talks to you.
He makes a point of sitting next to you in maths class and oh-so-accidentally allows his leg to brush against yours underneath the table.
He's blushing when his leg brushes against yours.
He ignores you when his friends are around. But don't take it personally, it's because he doesn't want to let them know he likes you.
He's always cracking lame jokes, just to make you laugh.
He wears that lush green top that matches his eyes when he knows he'll be seeing you. When you compliment him, he shrugs and says 'What? This old thing?'
He asks for your number and SMSes/calls when he says he will.
He shares his iPod earphones with you on the way home from school.
And lets you skip Green Day to get to the mushy stuff he's secretly downloaded just for you...
He listens to what you have to say and isn't checking out other girls over your shoulder as you talk.
Look into his eyes. If his pupils are widening, he's definitely keen. Scientific fact!
He takes the mickey out of you or tries to wind you up. He's craving your attention - whatever it takes.

HE'S JUST A FRIEND IF...
He asks you for your best friend's number.
Stays in watching Friday night TV with you and turns up in his dodgiest tracksuit bottoms.
Makes a deal with you to be dates for the prom - if neither of you have a boyfriend or girlfriend at the time.
Asks for your opinion on other girls in class.
His eyes flit around the room when you chat.
He does the bunny ears sign behind your head when your friends take photos.
He talks sport with you.
You can't ever imagine kissing him.
He doesn't feel threatened by other guys in your life - he actually got on really well with your last boyfriend.
You don't care if he sees the mad frizz explosion that is your hair before you've straightened it.
You're genuinely happy for him when he meets the girl of his dreams. Even if you think she's hideous...

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How do I know he is right for me?
Check out whether you and your guy are right for each other by seeing how many of these points apply to you. Is he the one for you?

More than 12: It's a match made in heaven!
Between 6 and 12: You both need to work at this relationship!
Less than 6: Ditch him!

* He treats you with respect. This means he doesn’t ignore you in front of his mates, he doesn’t pressure you to do anything you don’t want to do and he certainly doesn’t think it’s OK to kiss and tell.

* You can be yourself with him. He totally embraces your silly side and loves you for it. In fact, he thinks your not-so-secret love of Scrabble and karaoke is actually kinda cool

* His hug makes you feel as if you’ve just come home, his kiss feels like heaven.

* He remembers your birthday, the first song you snogged to and all your major relationship anniversaries.

* He knows how important it is for you to still have time for your friends and doesn’t mind if you’d rather go out with the girls this Saturday night.

* When he says he’s going to call you, he calls.

* You unexpectedly turn up to a party he’s at to find him laughing in a corner with his friends - NOT eyeing up the cool girls from the year above.

* He doesn’t get jealous when you drool during Orlando Bloom films.

* It’s NEVER acceptable for a guy to get violent or verbally abuse you at any time. If he does, walk away now. You’re worth more than that.

* He gets on well with your best friend without you having to be suspicious that he actually fancies her.

* You can tell him anything and know that your secrets are safe with him.

* You still fancy him even when he’s wearing that nerdy sweater his Mum knitted for him last Christmas - in fact, you fancy him more than ever in it. What’s not to like about a guy that loves his Mum?

* When he suggests you go to the cinema this weekend, he doesn’t mean to go and see the latest fight fest. He also lets you chose the popcorn flavour...

* If you decide to move to a different school after exams, he doesn't pressure you to stay near to him - he knows how important your dreams and ambitions are and he loves you enough to want you to do well in your chosen field.

* A picture of you and him together is saved onto his phone.

* You both love Hoobastank. You both prefer strawberry to chocolate and you both think C.S.I. rocks. You've got loads in common however you love one another enough to respect each other's differences too.

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Flirting
If you are still confused about whether your future squeeze is flirting or serious, then take our test and find out if you are destined to be together:

Scoring
A's - 5
B's - 4
C's - 3
D's - 2
E's - 1

1: Is he around the same age as you?
a. Yes, We are less than a year apart.
b. Yes. He is only one year older.
c. Yes. He is only one year younger.
d. No, he is 2 or more years older than me.
e. No, he is about 2 or more years younger than me.

2: How many times do you two talk each day?
a. Quite a lot, whenever we can.
b. We talk about 5 times a day.
c. We talk only once or twice each day.
d. We rarely talk.
e. We've never spoken.

3: Have you ever told him that you like him?
a. Yes, I tell him every day
b. Yes, I remind him every once in a while.
c. Yes. I've told him once before.
d. No, I haven't told him yet, but I think he knows.
e. I will never tell him.

4: Do you both do anything together outside of school?
a. Yes, We hang out together everyday.
b. Yes, we hang out on the weekends
c. Yes, after school every school day.
d. Once in a while we get together
e. Never, except for school.

5. Does he flirt openly with you?
a. Yes, He always flirts with me.
b. Yes, he sometimes flirts with me.
c. Yes, he rarely flirts with me.
d. No, he doesn't flirt with me but I think he wants to
e. No, he never flirts with me.

6. Have you ever been on a date with him?
a. Yes, We go out every weekend
b. We often go out as a group
c. Once in a while we get together.
d. We go out, but just as friends.
e. No. We don't see each other outside school

7. What do you think is important in a boyfriend?
a. Love
b. Personality
c. Sense of Humor
d. Looks
e. Money

8. What do you like most about him?
a. his smile
b. his hair
c. his eyes
d. his face
e. his body

9. How many people know about your feelings for this guy?
a. ALL of my friends!
b. My closest friends and family
c. Just my best friend
d. Just my parents
e. I haven't told anyone yet.

10. What do you have in common?
a. You both like each other
b. You are both in the same classes at school
c. You both like the same music
d. You both like to party
e. You don't have much in common

You got 10-14 points.
This score is what's definitely known as a true crush. It's always nice to admire somebody from afar, but perhaps it's better to like somebody because of what youspecifically like about them, instead of what everyone else says. Try casting your net a little closer to home - who knows, Prince Charming may be sitting right next to you!

15-24
Hmm, it could be that you like him more you he likes you. But don't despair. There's always the possibility that he's shy. Try to get to know him better so that he feels comfortable with you. But don't be disappointed if you just end up friends.

25-34
This could go either way. Either he's a massive flirt and treats everyone the same, or he does really like you but is scared to take the next step. Don't put all your eggs into one basket, take a look around to see if there's anyone else you like and concentrate on both!

35-41
You both like each other, but need a little nudge. Don't play games, but don't throw yourself in front of him either. Just continue what you're doing and concentrate on becoming friends first by having great talks and doing things together you both enjoy.

42-50
Wooh! It looks like you've not only got an admirer, but also someone who's a good friend. Get to know each other slowly and be as honest as you can with each other. And have fun!

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HAHA ok enough of these girly stuff. otherwise guys wouldnt be reading my blogs anymore. lol. whoopie doopie. DONE(; seeyou!

my face feels flushed now! haha feel lk tanning tmr at my pool. weehheeeee.