"an interview I did for them telling my story about my (first) experience with cervical cancer. Check it out, and remember, educate yourselves and get tested!
Gymed with shuwei. She loves to lift weights, so if you've any heavy stuff that you're not interested in carrying, pass it to her please(:
Horrible sore throat+cough today. I better hope i recover my monday. And all thanks to this, i lost 1.5 kg since yesterday. Only ate pandan cake and bread today. SIGH.
I should probably get back to work, if i find my normal distribution tutorial.
And stop allowing my mind to wander off into other stuff.
Say HELLO to rock/weird songs which are piao's fav.
TUTORIALS, HERE I COME(:
Photo of the month:
& shit, i look like a twit by trying to look up. All thanks to another big twit.
Late night chatting with the emo ween sure doesnt help me especially when im procrastinating about how i shouldnt go to school tomorrow. And there you go again, the usual emo me.
SIGH.
This song rocks.
Better Off Alone - Katharine Mcphee
Cause Baby I'm tired, tired of the fight I'm tired of the lonely days and the dark endless nights It's taken some time, cause I didn't know If I could ever let you go You helped me figure it out...I'm better off alone
But every now and then, my heart gives in To the hope that someday you'll change Then alone I'll wake, to my own mistake That it's just a foolish game
One thing before I go Something I've got to know Boy, did you ever love me?
( / 12:05 am)
OMG. i feel so weird.
I dont know why too.
And i only did my one and only poisson today, what a failure!
JAN tempted me not to go to school tomorrow, what a whore! LOL. gosh, i must not succumb to temptation.
POHWANTING, you can do this shit yo'. omg. im so not a nigga unlike the blowing ween.
Im reminded of this song,
but im a creep. im a weirdo. what the hell is wrong with me?
It takes so much out of me to pretend tell me now, tell me how to make amends
maybe, I need to see the daylight to leave behind this half-life don't you see I'm breaking down
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Haven’t been exercising again. Will try to get to the gym tmr before choir and sweat out those fats I’ve been accumulating these days.
Aye. Only did my poisson distribution today, and I fell asleep while reading up on Walmart for geog.
There’s econs test coming up.
I haven’t been doing any thing for h3.
So dead.
And I feel hungry.
Alright, yet another incoherent entry.
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Lately, something here don't feel right this is just a half-life is there really no escape? no escape from time of any kind
come on lets fall in love again'cause lately something here don't feel right this is just a half-life, without you I am breaking down
(Saturday, April 14, 2007 / 7:20 pm)
this is so saddening.
I deleted my private blog, which only has 2 pathetic long entries because huping was trying to find my blog through search engines desperately. sigh. and i just deleted the only place where i can view my past memories in jc of which some might be forgotten already, just like that.
sigh. i feel nostalgic all of a sudden.
I remember we were back from italy already. And i was procrastinating, thinking of going to china to help my dad with his work instead of schooling in singapore. LOL.
So naive. But then, its a good thing to be naive too. You wouldn't be thinking about complex stuff.
What a tiring day. I almost fell asleep while sims-ing after school. Could imagine myself waking up only now if i've slept back then.
Too tired to update about today, shall do so tomorrow.
SLEEP! main priority now. I must get at least 7 hours of sleep tonight, and hopefully allow my upper lip with a cut and my humongous ulcer in my lower lip to recuperate happily in the mean time.
SYF AUDITIONS TOMORROW. Good luck everyone(: I so need to revise my scores tmr morning.
Anyway, great job to all the music fest participants! woohoo.
OHMY. lack of sleep again. gonna sleep at 1+ for sure. SIGH. i've been getting less than 5hours of sleep everyday. I NEEEED SLEEEEP!
Anyway, today was kind of fruitful. I ran 4k at the gym today (all thanks to wh) ahha and i completed my 4.2 tutorial and assignment faithfully w/o sitting beside my laptop. Thankfully.
Gp essay sucks. sorry sj! chose such a hard-to-start-on-and-write topic. Now, we've gotta talk about worldly affairs like N Korea nuclear tryouts, oppositions to that, the world oil supply and even SARS! lol. I hope i didnt go out of point.
AHH. music fest and collection of pw results tomorrow. Ah, we were in ITALY one year ago. And we just won the GRAND PRIZE as well as the BEST AUDIENCE AWARD. What wonderful memories. Sigh oh sigh. Dont feel like waking up for school tomorrow as usual, and my ulcer isnt subsiding. ROAR. Auditions on SATURDAY. Double roar!
and now i've to face the wind all by myself, feeling so er xiang by her disgusting pornographic r21 content.
No mood to emo already.Im tired.
Twits are disgusting, i conclude, after what chaolianlian showed me.
(Wednesday, April 11, 2007 / 11:01 pm)
IM SAD.
because
i dont know why im sad.
and i think thats because of the interplay of approximately a gazillion factors which ultimately shaped and distorted the mugger me into a sad one, tonight.
IM A SAD GIRL.
( / 9:16 am)
Listen I am alone at a crossroads I'm not at home in my own home And I've tried and tried To say whats on my mind You should have known Now I'm done believing you You don't know what I'm feeling I'm more than what You've made of me I followed the voice, you gave to me But now I've gotta find my own You should have listened.
( / 12:34 am)
ZOMG! i wasted spent 1hr and 50mins talking to my yan tang on the phone. When i was suppose to research for gp, revise my lines tutorial and what have you. OH MY OH MY. i need to curb those distractions! STUDDDDYYYYYY! yes!
meanwhile. i think im gonna fall sick soon, my throat feels sore, i've got ulcers, but im drinking a lot of water these days, and im trying to get enough sleep, which is apparently insufficient since i sleep an average of 4 hours daily recently.
RAH.
I need to get back to planning agendas and fulfilling them and enjoy the satisfaction i derive from doing the above.
Anyway it was great having a chat with yantang since she fantasizes about me so much in every math and physics and oh yes econs lecture. Oho, with the disruption of the blowing ween who claims that we're ostracizing her. EW. the ween blows. EW. sounds disgustingly wrong. sounds sherwin-ly wrong. EW!
I just realised that im really hungry, mainly because my last proper meal was prawn mee(as usual) at 11am. And i havent had anything other than 5 danish cookies at 9pm.
And now, im craving for fishball noodles with ALOT of chilli and 1.45 am. gosh!
HUNGRRRRYYYYYYY!
yay. my sister's coming back tmr, finally from her more than 2 weeks cip sort of trip at Laos. Feels weird to welcome her arrival into my hermit society that i've build up when she was gone. But i feel kind of empty surprisingly, whenever im at home alone, and maybe thats how the only kiddos felt. Ahh, my mom just got out of the bed after sleeping for a few hours already, and she just nagged. Roar.
Interesting snippets of VJC i found from jixian's blog.
Chiobus and Yandaos: Very subjective. Mostly normal lookers, yet a few are more extraordinary than others. Generally the Arts students look better than the rest, although the Biology students are not too bad either.
Teachers: The economics teachers are competent. One British expatriate Econs teacher likes to gulp down large quantities of Diet Coke and tell stories about his native country during his lectures instead of, erm, lecturing.
The whole Chemistry department is extremely naggy, and would have been considered as witches a few centuries earlier.
Canteen: The Chicken chop stall serves great fare at great value, and is manned by a petite chinese woman with a mega memory for one's orders, complete with a voice with the pitch of a screeching Mariah Carey, the huskiness of a Marge Simpson, and the volume of a Pavarotti, which ensures that customers don't dally around for long.
Uniform: Perverts rejoice! For the milky-beige uniform becomes translucent once it is seasoned enough, making the panty line much visible.
On a whole: On a lighter note, members of the public and the student body have frequently complained about Victorians making out in public and in the school compound. It may be interesting to note that Cleo magazine has in the past rated the new VJC classrooms as one of the best places for such activities.
Facilities: Performance theatre - The new auditorium speaks of grandeur but is a bit compressed, giving those on the top levels a sense of vertigo. Many dark corners exist in this new complex, ensuring VJC a place in the CLEO "best places in the east to make out" awards for some time to come.
2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me, Threatening the life it belongs to And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud And I know that you'll use them, however you want to
(Monday, April 09, 2007 / 10:21 pm)
Ohno. i've recently fallen in love with people like Coldplay, Corrine Bailey Rae (especially), Jack Johnson, KT tunstall and last but not least, RACHAEL YAMAGATA. see i can even get the spelling right now!
Such songs put me in this really laidback mood, like there's no tomorrow.
Ohmy. Why does detoxifying pills remind you of slimming pills? Do they? The pig just messaged me and thought i was going on a serious diet. lmao.
Anyway, here's a nice Corrine Bailey Rae song for you. I like the lyrics.
Breathless - Corrine Bailey Rae
Seems like everyone else has a love just for them, I don't mind, we have such a good time, My best friend, but sometimes, well, I wish we could be more than friends, Tell me do you know? Tell me do you know? Oh..
I get so breathless, when you call my name, I've often wondered, do you feel the same? There's a chemistry, energy, a synchronicity When we're all alone, So don't tell me You can't see What I'm thinking of.
I can understand that you don't want to cross the line, And you know i can't promise you things, Will turn out fine, But i have to be honest, I want you to be mine Tell me do you know? Tell me do you know? Oh...
I get so breathless, when you call my name, I've often wondered, do you feel the same? There's a chemistry, energy, a synchronicity When we're all alone, So don't tell me You can't see Oh!
'Cause I've tried to do this right in your own time I've been telling with my eyes, my heart's on fire, Why don't you realise? Tell me do you know? Tell me do you know? I get so breathless...
I died another 2,592,395,439,234,681 times in the toilet today.
So bad to the extent that i couldnt crawl out of the toilet as usual. And i could only tell jerrold abt it at 6+pm. AHHHHHHHHH. when is the detoxifying effect ever gonna end!!!
I've to post 6 weird/interesting things about myself. (Actually, as you know i got tons of interesting, not weird, stuff to post about myself. HEH.)
Here goes..
#1. I break out into cold sweat very easily. If you havent realise, i have sweaty palms 50% of the time. Like im having sweaty palms while typing this entry, i've no idea why too.
#2. The amount of perspiration i have after running/ or even walking home is easily more than thrice that of a normal person. lol. Lucky thing is, i dont have BO(:
#3. There are always ants crawling over my limbs when im sitting at home in my study. I've no idea why that happens but i came to a conclusion: Im too sweet for my own good.
#4. The most important part of my body is my -- hair. As in, hair thats found on my head. I cannot go out of house without "styling" it in front of the mirror for at least 2 mins.
#5. I hate all kinds of meat. Except for seafood like crabs & prawns. Im trying to like eating sotong and lala again. I used to like a lot more varieties of food when im young. And i LOVE veggies except for cabbage/lettuce/CELERY. oh and i love frog legs!
#6. Chilli is an essential in every meal that i consume. Simply put, i can't eat food without chilli.
Thats about it. cant believe i actually have to rack my brains a wee bit to think of interesting stuff about myself. Gosh!
Oh just before i forgot, 6 lucky dudes who shall get tagged and do this quiz.
1. Charlotte 2. Chingchieh 3. Michelle 4. Oliver 5. Sherwin 6. Shixuan
OHMY. vector 4 sucks big time okay. I cant believe i could actually do friggin' binomial distribution but get stuck at a few questions for 2 hours in vectors. ROAR. & i still need a good physics tutor. Any recommendations?
Hello world, sunshine, moonlight, infrastructure, people and more people. I thought i could never see what i had just listed above a few hours ago after my pathetic 2.2km run at ecp.
Feeling dejected and breathless after the short run i had, i headed home. And then, it was the beginning of it all. Suddenly, there were sharp acute pains in my stomach. I thought it was menstrual cramps initially. But we dont have diarrhoea when that happens right? So i pondered for a while more while struggling sitting on the toilet bowl properly when the pain was making all my limbs move in all directions.
The Simpang supper? I almost went to that conclusion since oliver said he shitted a few times ytd and today.
AND THEN. it dawned upon me that i ate those 2 harmless looking white pills my mom gave me last night before i slept. Those were the DETOXIFYING PILLS that put me in hell for about 2.5 hours.
I messaged her and asked, hey will the detoxifying pills give u diarrhoea?
She replied, MAYBE.
WAHLAO. i almost fainted okay. So in the midst of struggling to keep myself alive in the toilet while simultaneously, i was trying to pluck out my hair and scratch myself continuously to inflict pain on the other parts of my body, i SWORE NOT TO EAT THEM AGAIN!
Lets see. Will u eat pills that removes toxic from your body but you have to endure 2.5hrs of the fierce battle with the diarrhoea demon? Plus at the same time, i wanted to puke. The feeling was like moving up and down in my chest. Can u imagine puking and having diarrhoea at the same time. Total madness!
And after lying on bed for 1hr or so, the pain finally subsided. Im back in paradise. And i just updated my ipod. They're all filled with paradise sounding songs like the look of love by dusty springfield, jack johnson, corrine bailey rae, kt tunstall and the latest edition which oliver just send me. HELLO RACHEL YAMAHAHAHAHA! woots.
yay. hopefully the run and diarrhoea made me lose 0.5kg permanently. hoha. im running with the pig tomorrow. Hope i wont die out like what i did today!
HELLO. im such a fat dude. despite of the 10 laps i swam today, i just suppered with the choir people at simpang! Had stingray (the stupid kaobei guy cheat our money,$10 for such a pathetically small stingray), milo dinosaur (bimbo cherissa suggested adding icecream to it and surprisingly it tasted good, but that means more FATS) and chicken satay! AHHHH.
so i've decided. Im FINALLY going to run. i hope i actually have to motivation to do so. since i realise that swimming is really not as good as running. See, running firstly allows you to burn off more calories, perspire more = feeling better after a run, and swimming causes one to have BROAD shoulders. NAH. i dont want broad shoulders. lol.
Alright, just googled earth and drew up my running route. Hopefully about 3.4 km or so. I hope i can actually have the motivation to runnn. zzz. and then overcome my 2.4 fear. grrz.
Does anyone have the pieces dont fit anymore (other than sherwin, lol, SEND ME). and the rachel yamaha song. i couldnt find the download. ( so weeyuting, pls send me!) Yay. emo songs rock. Especially voices belonging to anna nalick, kt tunstall and something along those lines.
1. I spent close to 5 hours doing binomial distribution tutorial + assignment. Got uber distracted by fiddling with Google Earth such as checking the Golden Gate bridge in SF one moment, flying over to Reykjavik, Iceland the next moment. Visiting New Zealand which is so isolated and flew back to NY looking at the congested manhattan district. FUN(:
2. I realise that n73 is really quite LAG. zzz. Michelle, all thanks to your holy words of enlightment when i just got my phone! lol.
3. I played sims for 7 hours yesterday. The father died in a fire. Because i called for a taxi so that the dad and mom can go for a public woohoo, but when the mom with super high cooking levels, started grilling hot dogs, she caused a fire. And that stupid taxi blocked the pathway of the fire engine. So the guy died. DAMNIT. i cant move objects. HELP!
4. I swam a total of 50laps within this week. To think of it, its only 50x57=2850m. A wee bit more than 2.4km only. Grr.
5. I only did econs case study, math bino tutorial assignment, dc tutorial, geog assignment yesterday and today!):
6. I got a new found addiction for nescafe, mints and sims again!
7. SBT sherwin is my secret admirer for saturday, 7th April, only. She likes to say FUCK. weird.
8. I am cool. not self proclaimed okay, chingchieh.
HELLO? Does anyone know of a GOOD PHYSICS TUTOR!? I SWEAR I WAS ON THE VERGE OF PULLING MY HAIR OUT WHILE DOING THE DC TUTORIAL FOR THE 2ND TIME. ROARRRR.
By the way, if you havent realise, i've changed my phone including my number. Take out your phone and save it alright. 92303965 (thats provided i didnt remember wrongly).
HELLO? Does anyone know of a GOOD PHYSICS TUTOR!? I SWEAR I WAS ON THE VERGE OF PULLING MY HAIR OUT WHILE DOING THE DC TUTORIAL FOR THE 2ND TIME. ROARRRR.
By the way, if you havent realise, i've changed my phone including my number. Take out your phone and save it alright. 92303965 (thats provided i didnt remember wrongly).
A photo entry showcasing (mainly) the prowess of my n73 3.2 megapix phone(:
CHAO AH BENG and the so not chao ah lian. ew. my left profile looks surprisingly fugly here, but decided to put it up since i dont really see the CAB quite often. Yay. He's gonna be BALD again.
YEO and i! TK power ha(:
Alright, i didnt know there were 2 retards behind the two twits in the foreground. Introducing... YI HAO DE WEI QIAN QIAN AND LIU HAO DE ZHANG FAN! woohoo. hurm, they dont read blogs right. lmao. OOPS:X
Shuwei, the street fighter, may (with that pathetic i-die-die-also-must-squeeze-in-to-take-with-her-'boyfriend'-and-'husband'-small-girl-girl-face), and ME, the coolest one you should just remember(:
May and her so called husband. I didnt know when i became her husband though.
The PIG and i!
HOHA. thats for the choir people. And now, new names for the s51 dudettos!
Did you know she likes old loose panties(size: XXXXXL)? Please donate if you have any, preferably unwashed. And thats sarah-jane(:
the NIGGA who goes Yo-yo-yo. Amer the mild twit! Actually not that mild, but compared to the next person im gonna intro, yes, amer's just a MILD twit!
She's YANG GUO especially so in this picture! hahaha. Cant see her face clearly? There you go*points downwards.
MEGA-ULTIMATE-TWIT who tYpEs liiKe tHiS dE wOrXx^^ hEeZ=)
And the third dunman high, still twit, janice who looks like a fried sparrow with her new specs!
That's my nice h3 PIAO2 who says "Hey pal" to everyone and goes with me for a sumptuous frog leg porridge dinner at 9pm on a thursday night when there's school on friday. She insists i pronounced piao wrongly. LOL.
WENHUI! the girl who hates taking photo. This is totally CANDID as u can see.
CHAO MUGGER -- JESSICA. She's TWENTY!.. OOPS. Nineteen i meant. haha. One of the few elites in our class. lol.
I suddenly taken a liking to this photo especially after i set it as my phone wallpaper. HOHA.
ON MY WAY HOME TODAY ... (totally random)
See it? Bayshore PARK sidegate. woohoo. the starting of greenery.
I think the interior greenery reminds me of botanical gardens. HAHA.
This picture looks twit. For goodness-know-what reason. HAHA. And yes, the cool one here again!
I would like to thank a special someone who gave me the inspiration to type this entry! She's none other than the cool dudetto you see in the last picture(:
Recently, i realised that i dont find jokes funny anymore. Whenever someone cracks a dumb joke, i'll probably just let out a sarcastic "HAHAHURHUR" so funny kind of expression.
BUT i've gotta say that mr lee, our econs lecturer, really got me into the jokey spirit today with his AH LIAN & the lift joke together with this ultimate FUNNY video.
I want it that way by the two chinese boys.
LMAO. THIS IS FUNNY! Tong hua by the two chinese boys. Look at the eyes and the blood leaking from the nose. Oh and the guy walking in the background is really retarded. *featuring bo si mao by SHE at the end.
& IF YOU REALLY LIKE THEM, pls visit http://twochineseboys.blogspot.com/ for more vids(:
I've heard that my blog entries are getting way too long, so im gonna try to keep them SHORT, SHARP and SWEET from now on(:
The 10 nominees were announced today. Lets refresh our memories again(: 1. CHING CHIEH (ALTO!) 2. MARIANNE (ALTO!) 3. Sherwin 4. Jia Ling 5. Melodie 6. Anthony 7. Desmond 8. Xian Yong 9. Reuben 10. Pao
YAY! 6 girls chosen this round! Hopefully exco wont be male dominated like the current one. (3 males 2 females) uhduh, jerrold and i fall under the latter.
Right. SHORT SHARP SWEET. i remembered.
ohmy. i feel like ponning school tomorrow all thanks to jerrold. & the 15 laps i swam this afternoon has gone to waste after butter squiding and mee goreng-ing at ThaiPan.
Last but not least, if you still didnt know. I've changed my lousy not so good looking(only chingching think its quite pleasant looking) green LG phone to my cool sleek all black N73 Music edition(: YAY!
