gummy+foodexpo = ultrafat (Sunday, May 27, 2007 / 10:28 pm)
I'll be sleeping/camwhoring/snoring/eatingsupper/chilling/gossiping-bitching on the plane tomorrow at this time. Suddenly, i feel so sad! I cant bear to leave you guys): HAHA kidding, i just dont feel like leaving singapore all of a sudden. Plus, this trip is gonna be 10 whooping long days. Its like ITALY, just on the different side of the globe. No more choir people to camwhore+bitch with, luckily i have class people and 2 choir friends to chill with cos i dont really know the rest of the people gg. Sigh.
Anyway, today is GLUTTON day. Did nothing productive like studying and i just ate throughout plus a weebit of camwhoring which i havent been doing in ages. The girls, namely yours truly, huping, oliver, yizha and jerrold got into action in the FOOD EXPO! woolala. Let the pictures do the talking(:
First dish of the day - Not-so-nice sharkfin.
Second dish of the day:
Third dish of the day: otah-seaweed balls that taste milky
Fourth dish of the day: Fried wan tan followed by unglam shots.
Fifth dish of the day: DODO's - everyone's favourite! I feel like eating them now. DAMN!
Sixth dish: Jerrold's chou tou fu.
Seventh dish: Taiwanese sausage! Damn good too.
Ninth dish: YUTING! oops i meant kong ba bao.
Tenth dish: ICECREAM
Eleventh dish: Japanese balls.
Twelveth dish: Snow ice from taiwan which is really good too.
Thirteenth dish and final one of the day: Taiwan honey pork chops.
Oh my so many taiwanese dishes!
Further camwhoring.
Brothers for life(:
Finally, im out! Argh, cant handle watching ANTM and blogging simultaneously.
i want to talk, but i dont know how. i want to break free, but i dont know whats right for me.
Byebye ulcers! (Friday, May 25, 2007 / 10:47 pm)
The splendor of Grand Cathay!
Doesnt B&J reminds you of NZ(:
Conducive slacking environment in Cathay's B&J.
I always knew that shuwei held a torch for me since a long time ago. The proof is her wallpaper! HAHAHA.
Lilirenren! After our haircut(:
Today is irritating alright. I bit my lower lip twice! And it was so painful the first time round that i could actually see blood. Total yuck right! Plus, there was already an existing ulcer at the spot where i bit myself twice today. GRR. I dont want ulcers in NZ!):
And potc3 is a so-so movie. So glad i heeded advice and stayed for the last part of the movie when the credits ended. Keira Knightley has such smoochable lips and johnny depp's so hot as usual. Er, orlando bloom ar, lol, monica teo think the scar on his moobs is hot.
Other than that, i think my intellectual lvl fell short by a tad today. How can one be as smart as before when you watch a movie with 4 bimbos from sops! Cherissa, melodie, alena and ween. Roar.
And i ate a lot today, cant believe the nigga pig eat so much la. How come still so slim. Wlao unfair! Cant take it anymore, i gotta go run tomorrow morning before i meet up with kaka! (finally!) Was thinking of running just now after dinner, but then, i spent about 1.5hrs planning my outfit in NZ and packing my stuff! hahaha. The dimensions are 63x45x22 if you wanna compare your luggage size with mine. And my luggage feels 1/3 empty. Im worried that i will forget to bring something.
Aye. okay, i hope i dont bite my lips anymore! Not in the studying mood these days. Better get back to mugging once im back from NZ. Sigh);
I feel the drift. I know, its coming to an end soon; I never wanted this outcome.
So go, go away, just go, run away.
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Its getting late. 4 more days to NewZealand and im having serious difficulty in time management. Oh well, Happy birthday to Yulin in ADVANCE. lol, cos your gift cost us a whooping 150bucks! ohmy! So all kaka members get a 150bucks present each? I dont mind(:
Okay, cant wait for A's to end.
At least, when i wander off into the lonely-mo thoughts of mine, i know that i've plenty of time.
I want to break free. (Wednesday, May 23, 2007 / 9:21 pm)
Bluff, at the southernmost point of the South Island, is probably most famous for its excellent oysters, an aluminium smelter, and as the gateway to Stewart Island. This signpost details mileage to major cities of the world.
Omg, this is so cool. Too bad, we're only visiting the North Island in NZ. Gosh, i cant believe how poorly updated i am when im spose to fly to NZ on monday. Woohoo, giving school a miss tomorrow to get all my winter clothings from the old house and get ready to pack my luggage!
Cant wait!
But then again, i dont like to feel to excited about the trip. Cos, i know i'll ultimately feel very sad when i've to leave singapore on monday. grr.
yep, dear camy pei-ed me to orchard today to carry out surveys. It was fun rushing out of taka every half an hour from 730-9pm to do the survey thing, and within those half an hours we were shopping in giordano and fox. In the end, i managed to buy a pair of skinny jeans from gior! 50%. OMFG. GSS is here yo, cant wait to shop in June! Meanwhile, i think my dear classmates, SJ, QQ, and jan have already embarked on their shopping routine.
Im gonna miss school 3 times a week again. What a life man, missing 6 times in 2 weeks. Lets hope kerliang doesnt take attendance. And yes, i hope i dont wake up in a sneezy mood like today. Otherwise i wouldnt be able to go school tmr):
OUT!
A long entry, be prepared. ( / 1:47 am)
And tonight I walk through an empty street, With my shadow stretching in front of me, When my lonely thoughts meet my lonely feet, And the cold reminds me that I've chosen this life,
So hang up the phone cause you're probably better alone.
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Hooked up to A Heart Full of Love at the moment. I suddenly miss the musical again, although i really was dreading it due to my solo part which i couldnt sing well in. And shixuan, lydia as well as debbie really sang well in that scene i think.
My name is Marius Pontmercy And mine's Cosette Cosette, I don't know what to say Then make no sound I am lost I am found
A little fall of rain suddenly gives me the goosebumps.
You're here, that's all I need to know.
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I really miss the year 2 batch after listening to the musical. We've really bonded a whole lot better since the beginning of 2006. From the choir bbq we had in the first 3 months, i think that was how i really get to know a lot more year2s (year1s back then). Then, we headed off to Italy. I missed those times where we huddled together after we sang our sacra pieces at the stone church. The music we made back then was heavenly; everyone was just putting their hearts and soul into producing the best music for vj choir. Its probably because we were so detached from our boring dull lifestyles back in singapore that we totally gave our best shot in Italy. Then, there were the times where we ate gelato like no one's business, had pasta everyday until i felt a bit sick of it, camwhored and took more pictures and camwhored and basically, i havent been camwhoring that much ever since. I really miss those people i used to camwhore with back then in Italy. The gondola rides are probably gonna be my first and last time in this lifetime and i just really, really miss italy and the picturesque scenery it offers. Plus, i really really really wanna see those snowcapped mountains again and fly over the Alps and sing Sin sin sibatumanikam on the domestic flight! So much fond memories. They're all gonna be imprinted in my memory throughout my life.
I miss those outings whereby we just walk aimlessly around. In the end, we ended up at chomp chomp and camwhored as usual. See, we camwhore all the time in the past. And of course, those baking sessions at dawn's were amazing. I can still remember how to go to her house even though she stays at Potong Pasir. From no teevee in her house at all, it evolved to a telly now, a dvd player, and even cable! Major revamp in a year right, lol. And i remembered my first sentosa trip with dawn and yuting with a stayover before that. That experience was simply orgasmic cos it was my first time trying on a bikini. ahhaha. and the sun that day was super good, and and... i just really miss having so much fun back then with the two of them(:
Its quite sad in a sense, to see how all of us have evolved from last year to this. We used to seek solace amongst each other previously, but i dont know when was it when we started drifting apart slowly, and got to know more about other people. I just wished that we could return to those carefree year one days, where we worried about studies but at the same time, managed to have fun whenever time permits!
Study sessions at the airport (overnight) during june hols, bugging huping to teach me physics, bingeing with zha and yuting overnight too, and there's so much that if i write down, i can probably write a 2000page novel(sounds familiar right). Yes, i really really love the year 2 batch a lot. Back then.
And when the seniors left, we were left alone for events like Singapore Idol. A totally bad period because promos were nearing and we were all afraid of taking up the task. But, we managed to face it together and even experienced the Jon Leong madness esp with Isabelle. Hahaha. and there was johnnie with his hady obsession. ROAR.
Before we knew it, les mis was over and we didnt go to the PT everyday anymore. It was carolling season. Seeing the seniors once again and welcome the year0s. Our batch slowly broke up bit by bit, as we mixed with the new faces. Back then, it was really fun when i first knew jialing, novabelle, the triplets. I remembered those outings to rayrin's since he's the only one i knew who resided on a hill. haha. IKEA trips, convos on the phone, designing a lay with help from novabelle, and the carolling sessions really made us close. I particularly remembered the carolling session where only 10 of us attended, i only recalled novabelle dawn and i were there for the altos, and the carols really gave me goosebumps and i believe, made our listeners(the angmohs) very very happy and all perked up for the christmas mood! I like the smiles on their faces after we sing every carol.
After the carolling period, once again, everyone drifted apart again and we were ready to open up once again awaiting the assimiliation of the new year one batch. okay, well i guess i havent been bonding that much this year. maybe im not much of a senior/junior person. I prefer people of my age. haha. But still, those tiring long practices we had for syf and sov are really memorable. My journey was coming to an end.
SOV was the final concert ever with vj choir. The last time im singing in esplanade. The last time to sing with so many voices; the last time to invite seniors on stage with us to sing no man; the last time to see mr kwei conducting after 6 years; the last time to produce breathtaking music with vj choir. I teared twice that day and its really sad to think about leaving vj choir.
Vj choir. My haven for the past year and a half.
Somehow, i feel that this year is totally different from the last. I actually really miss the times when it was just us, the immature arrogant yayapapaya or whatever u call it year one batch 06. haha. I think the feeling's gone this year, when i sang with the new choir batch (not that new actually) during the first sectionals for pattaya. I felt quite nostalgic after singing with them that day, as i thought of jj giving us sectionals in the T block classrooms. Her strictness, strive for perfection and those voice tests and last but not least her hysterical laughters, hahaha, suddenly flooded my mind at that time.
That was then when i realised, everything has changed.
Vj choir is vj choir in a different sense.
Its just that, i really prefer the former vj choir. The fond memories of vj choir and the friends i really like a lot are always stuck with me for the rest of my lifetime i guess. (:
The New Exco 07-08 (Monday, May 21, 2007 / 11:41 pm)
Today's a good day. Not really good but im just trying to look on the bright side of life.
I ran away from school today for the first time in my life today. As in literally ran. Cos i couldnt withstand the torment of sitting in stuffy noisy lt4 and listen to some nasal or monotonous physics lecturer. So, the nice shuwei accompanied me to change into my PE attire (although she didnt run with me cos she couldnt pon her gp anymore) and i ran out of sch with my necessary cards and wallet. Took about 40mins to reach home cos i walked quite a fair bit. In the end, i think i only ran about 2.4k today (unlike some overachiever who ran 11k in 2 days!).
Returned to school at about 430 and got ready for exco nominations. No doubt that our speeches were far better than this year's; i gotta commend all the 10 noms for their brave behaviour when being bombarded by questions (of which some couldnt be answered) during the SHOOT and KILL US session. haha. And i cant believe i said crap like, Wanna know how im gonna work? Vote for me la! Oh yuck! hahaha.
And our exco is finally up(:
President - CHING CHIEH (my BFF's BFF, altopower!) Vice President - REUBEN (No.2) Secretary - Melodie (The only soul from the TK community) Treasurer (the most impt of them all) - Anthony(: GAM - MonicaTEO. (Dont be so MOnigga lei, so un-sexy!)
Alright, thats about it. And gayboy, im still waiting for my SOV pictures!):
Prepared to go for lessons at 1pm tomorrow. Mr foo bonbon is gonna kill me, i've already lied to him last week about eye infection and whatever excuses like headache, stomachache, cramps ahhh. I dont know, oh yes and malnutrition or low blood pressure according to yanlong. Ah! shall just attend Dawn chow's tutorial tomorrow since i havent seen her for 5 lessons or something like that. HAHAHA.
OH YUCK. I SUCK.
It was wrong of me to do so right from the beginning, sigh, i rather not do that if i knew what was awaiting me.
I never had the chance to know you, and its almost impossible now.
I cant wait to go to New Zealand(: (Sunday, May 20, 2007 / 10:41 pm)
Man, i need to take a break.
Ponning school 3 days in a row almost made me suffer from a nervous breakdown today when i saw the amount of notes i've to copy. It's totally OH MY! and i've got gazillions of work to do.
It just pisses me off whenever i visit this person's blog. Why cant he be more sensitive to others. Okay, shant bitch about it here.
And i really want to see snow again(:
Its weird to feel so optimistic all of a sudden when i've just had a bad day today.
BUT from tomorrow onwards, i'll be the self motivated dude like who i used to be months ago.
Exercise, Completing my work, Doing my readings and having a healthy diet shall be my TOP priorities. Lesser emoing especially over shows, lesser fattening stuff which make me tired all the time and definitely lesser time with my laptop that has a super sucky connection which makes me feel like puking all day long is going to allow me to acheive my main aims i've listed above. YES. i can do it, so can you.
Goodnight. Im going to forgo TOP MODEL tonight to get better rest tonight. There's running at ECP with shuwei and choir (exco nominations) to look forward tomorrow.
I can finally hand over soon.
Now the question is, even if i want to go to pattaya, will my parents allow? Or shall i put it this way instead, do i really want to go to pattaya now?
Then, i realised i've developed a phobia since some time ago that i will see half of a wriggly worm when i bite the apple. So i got quite afraid, but no worms or half worms (thankfully) appeared, which is really good! And now, im feeling hungry.
AH!
meet joe black (Saturday, May 19, 2007 / 11:03 pm)
I just watched MEET JOE BLACK on dvd. Got it from china since last year or so, and im very delighted that i managed to find the disc after rummaging through my dvds. I finally understood the meaning of breathtaking, after watching this show. Every scene is so intricate. The superb acting by the main lead, Anthony Hopkins and Brad Pitt, leaves you wanting more. The show's about 3 hours long. Yet, i still feel that it isnt sufficient for a show, which tells you what life offers. The director Martin Brest has nicely incoporated the elements of optimism and death into Meet Joe Black in the finest way possible. I particularly liked the scenes that just included Brad pitt and the female lead, nope not because the former turned me on(but he's super gorgeous and sexy i must admit), but because of the fact that its been such a long time since i saw the spark between two pairs of eyes, in a movie. Its so good; it can make you tear straightaway. Or maybe i was just too involved in the emotional scenes. Oh my god. Its really, really good. And this is possibly the best movie i ever watched. I love it to bits and pieces, if only i could watch this movie again without know what was lying ahead of me like what i just did 4 hours ago. An excellent choice for a movie when you're alone at home on a windy saturday night.
Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all.
You have to try.
Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived.
im sorry ( / 11:03 pm)
What I got to do to make you love me? What I got to do to make you care? What do I do when lightning strikes me? And I wake to find that you’re not there?
What do I do to make you want me? What I got to do to be heard? What do I say when it's all over? Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
It’s sad, so sad It’s a sad, sad situation. And it’s getting more and more absurd. It’s sad, so sad Why can’t we talk it over? Oh it seems to me That sorry seems to be the hardest word.
If you call for a cab and dont get the service u want, just tell the uncle FORGET IT. and he'll definitely find you no matter how vague your instructions are.
Damn it! i paid additional 4 bucks okay, for calling the cab when it was pouring. I gave the retarded uncle the same clear instructions for about 5 times, and he didnt get me! Whats so difficult about 1 bus stop away from parkway parade, towards bayshore park diretion!? HELLO! And so in the end, i gave up and i said, forget it. its okay. The uncle was like, okay, i'll try to find you. stay where you are. 1 minute later, he appeared in front of me. WTH!
I ate so much today. The 2.4 run + 1 round of the outermost ring on the track isnt gonna help me. LESS KALULI pls.
Survey today was tiring to the max. And i know i gotta pop down a few more times, to get the results i want. Btw, its really cool to meet foreigners there. Japanese, Indo, UK/USA?, HK. Ha the Hk ppl even took a picture with us! so cute, those aunties. Gotta ask piao to go down a few more times with me since there are so many disabled people who go to orchard!
Alright, im tired. really tired. There's choir tmr at 9. Both good and bad, cos FASS open house is tmr. WHO CAN HELP ME INTERVIEW THAT DUDE FROM STB. ROAR, i need an interview from the authorities for h3.
Yawns. I hope it rains heavily tonight, so i can have a good night sleep. No monica teo, eye bags arent sexy. Goodnight.
(Thursday, May 17, 2007 / 10:34 pm)
I AM DERANGED.
Never been so pissed with someone in such a long, long time.
The insanity probably lasted about 5-10 minutes, but this is already like the 2nd time i've got so mad with someone! The first was in sec1, i think for half an hour? HAHA. okay, im a good tempered person i conclude. Shant post anything controversial here in case i spark off any debate.
Alright, i still have geog assignment to catch up with. And i totally slack today again.
BUCK UP POH WAN TING.
Out.
(Wednesday, May 16, 2007 / 7:47 pm)
Why, do you always do this to me? Why, couldn't you just see through me? How come, you act like this Like you just don't care at all
Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall? I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away I could feel I could feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to feel this way I need you, I need you More and more each day It's not supposed to hurt this way I need you, I need you, I need you Tell me, are you and me still together? Tell me, do you think we could last forever? Tell me, why
LOST ( / 7:22 pm)
I was packing my stacks of notes on the table, and suddenly i came across star of the county down. I didnt really like to sing that song actually, but now, there's this wave of nostalgia that just swept past me. I paused for a moment, took a last look at my cute choir file with a small boy frowning on the cover, and placed that score in it. Then, i arranged it neatly on the top shelf, knowing that i will not be taking anything out of that file anytime soon.
-- Some random photos that i discovered in SJ's shutterfly before iqbal shaved his head.
I just read yuting's blog and i suddenly realised, that today (or yesterday) was my last practice at siglap south cc. The place i've been to the past few years, since those memorable Tk days, whereby i'll hop on 12 and meet xiuqi along the way, and i've been visiting siglap south on a regular basis ever since. Now, that i'll not be heading there in the near future, i feel so nostalgic about that place.
Those lying-down practices on the dirty grey tiles to train our diaphragm, walking around the hall to get into the mood of the song especially that morning before we headed to Italy last year, and those practices whereby we had to go on stage and perform for other choirs during workshops and stuff, not forgetting the previous practice before ytd, where nelson screamed his lungs out for the first time at us. He probably wasnt even that fierce when i was in TK.
Tell me everything will be alright Close your eyes and dream of me tonight Tell me that you won't just fade away Cross my heart and hope to die tonight I'll dream my pain away
Sigh, emoing during the weehours of a brand new morning, brand new week.
I just flipped through my homework file(the only file i bring to school basically). And i realised i've got tons of work that are undone. I know i can only start work after SOV. i hope i'll be coping fine without vj choir thereafter. Cant imagine my life without choir, it was like, HEAVENLY, when i first heard Vj choir singing during SOV2005. So i told myself, i've gotta get in VJ Choir, not because of the school, but because of the music they produce.
And i guessed i grumbled quite a lot during practices we had, especially this year, i wondered what got into my head. Like complaining about the work pile, how tired i am during practices, and not putting enough effort into every practice and every score. Now, during my final 2 practices, im gonna give what i have(alright, thats provided that i wake up early for sch tmr morning and there's a full day). Yeah, i only start to regret now.
Shit, why are there emo songs playing on my iTunes like nobody's business.
AYE. i dont know what to do sometimes.
When you go Would you even turn to say "I don't love you Like I did Yesterday"
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On a sidenote, i just realised, my sisters are most probably leaving my mom and i to fend for ourselves from september onwards to next jan or thereabout. Cos one's going to denmark and the other to hai nan for exchange programme. So basically, im all alone when i cope with As. I seriously hope i do not go cranky and break down or whatsoever during the remaining months of the year 2007. And that also spells: none of my siblings are gonna celebrate my bday with me. Then again, they dont really do so when they're in Singapore.
Why am i so not-family&friends-orientated.
Such a hermit.
Ah, well.
Its getting late, and i've gotta thank monica for listening to the cranky, emotional rants. I hope you study hard for your upcoming tests and pass them(:
YAY huping u look cute. HAHAHA. this is cuter than my photos in ur unglam phone gallery.
U know, marina square has the hardest vanilla ice cream cone, and being a loyal supporter, i purchased an icecream cone there tonight. I took my first bite at the cone, and before i wanted to complain that its lao4 hong1, another im lovin' it wrapper suddenly appeared from within my original cone. Got stunned for a moment...
I dont know how they managed to fit in half a cone into a full cone. So basically i was eating 1 and a half cone of cones. Complicated right, nevermind.
I dont like this photo! cos my right profile's ugly! but huping like, whatever! hahahaha, ok rip rip rip it off!
Amazing night scenery again.
I look better, when i cant see my facial expressions clearly. lol.
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Alright, so now its choir everyday from tues all the way to next tues. Woohoo, choir on a sunday. First in my life. Ok, i better memorise all my songs by tmr. I feel so screeewwwed!! And, im still deciding. RAHHH! pattaya/studies/pattaya/cost/studies/nz/studies/h3/h3/h3/h3!!!!??? Those are my thoughts running through my head every choir practice. SIGH.
On a side note, i totally spammed FF today! FF-fastfood. Macs, KFC, Mos, LJ, i had them all in a single day. WTH, tmr must run already.8 am, WAY TO GO!
EVENT of the day: Monica teo stuck her finger into my...
BIGGEST HOLE.
WTH!
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Tmr's gonna be my 3rd last choir pract. Treasure me dudeys and dudettos out there):
HAHA, i dont know if its the good acoustic in vch or what, but the sops are so overpowering in the recording. My ear drums are dying from listening to the recording through my earphones. Think the sound effect is probably a 100x better in vch, cos the recording has too much echoes! rah, i really wonder how we sound like.
OH and i've gotta emphasize something here. There has been many rumours going around that vj choir is proud or whatsoever cos we were aiming for full marks for our SYF. THATS RUBBISH. i wondered where did darren heard that from, cos i heard that darren announced to the band. hahaha. not trying to say that darren announced rubbish but its the person who told him was spouting rubbish. Now, people think that vj choir is nothing but just a bunch of stuck up kids. ROAR.
So pissifying.
Anyway, managed to chilled a little with fee just now! hoha. and all thanks to her, im getting
This pair of sleek pumps/sneakers from her! WOO. and shes as lamo as ever.
And im getting this red top from YULIN. woohoo. kaka has everything for my costume for SOV la.
Hopefully i'll look alright with the borrowed stuff. I practically borrowed everything from everyone, excluding my undies. AHAHHAHA.
YAY! cant wait for SOV!(:
And the ticket sales this year is fantabulous! Almost full house, we're earning heaps of money for our PATTAYA TRIP and for the year ones' AUSTRIA TRIP next year. WOOTS(: 5 stations tmr. I've gotta head to bed!
Then j2, i got even uglier. Pearls and pe teeshirt.
Total fashion disaster.
Ok, kidding, thats not me, thats fugly monicateo!
HAHA, im fugly now, so no pictures of me!
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And yes, im so emotionally troubled over SOV and pattaya. The former because this will be my last choir concert ever, and its like super saddening for a choir enthusiast who has been doing nothing but to sing in a choir(TK&VJ) for the past 6 years. And pattaya because, i really do want to go but i just cant afford the time! If only i could put the NZ trip and h3 on hold. Ahhh):
Today nelson told us that we are the TOP choir! This is simply amazing. Cant believe our batch managed to work wonders this time round. We were still contemplating if we can get a gold before syf. OMFG. i love VJ CHOIR! and our score is way up in the 90s/100. YAY(: We rock!
Less than a week to SOV. Gotta chiong everyday for the concert and become a DMR(in twit terms). Its next tuesday, 730pm @ esplanade just in case u've forgotten all about it! Lol. SO yeah, pls do support us by buying me flowers! WHAHAHAHA. okay, oops i didnt say anything.
Alright, i shant be such a mo kid tonight and i shall try to get some work done.
