When I look to the sky

(Tuesday, June 26, 2007 / 9:23 pm)

Physically, emotionally and mentally

EXHAUSTING.

DOOMSDAY (Monday, June 25, 2007 / 12:19 am)

AHH. i've been awake for 20 hours already!

Anyway, today's the day!

COUNTDOWN: 4 MORE DAYS.

Its gonna end even before you know it, so good luck and mug hard everyone(:

Time waits for no man! (Saturday, June 23, 2007 / 3:03 am)

OHMY OHMY. my sleeping pattern is always waking up at 12pm and sleeping at 4am for the past few days. I NEEED TO GET RID OF SUCH A WEIRD HABIT and at least i can talk to faith without being in different timezones though we're living in the same small country.

hahahaha. okay, im not tired or maybe thats what im telling myself. COFFEE and BRANDS seriously dont permit me to feel the lethargy until when i wake up early in the morning tmr whereby i'll doze off and wake up at noon.

TWO MORE DAYS. and im gonna meet my doom.

Somehow i feel like i've been studying a lot, the workload's like never ending but once i double check the list that i've gotta complete. i realised that theres so much more to do BUT time's running out. Goodness.

OKAY, shall psycho myself to sleep. No one sleeping with me tonight alr since my sis is gone for her diving trip. Uh. All alone):

TIRED (Friday, June 22, 2007 / 8:38 pm)

Im tired. I feel tired mentally, my brain's telling me to take a break.

Then again, i didnt study that much this hols, why would i end up in this state.

Tired.

And i cant finish watching the weather man cos the server is probably down. sigh.

The lonesome road ( / 3:21 am)

Reasons why i go OMFG at this hour!

1. I just heard like a mixture of super cheena type and tamil sounding voices from outside the window. I think the people probably live in the unit directly below me; they are like speaking super loudly or its really quiet now. AND guess what were they doing? They sounded as if they were singing into the microphone, i was thinking karoke initially. lol.

2. I thought that today (UHH, the people below me just screamed! I feel like lowering a note down and tell them that im not asleep but they're quite noisy.) is still thursday or something like that. When i heard from my sis, yes shes leaving me alone in my lonely unit till sunday when she gets back from her diving trip, that today's friday, i almost fell off the chair. THREE MORE DAYS dudes.

3. The Weather Man. Sounds like those kind of inspirational movie right? Yup, i was watching half of it online just now and omg, its like the life bout a loser and theres quite a fair bit of sexual stuff they talk about. wth right. I really do need an inspirational movie, like now. (DAMNIT, those freaking ppl downstairs are annoying me!)

4. I just watched Apocalypto directed by Mel Gibson last night. Its like a really good movie, bout those primitive civilizations and stuff. (AHHHH the ppl downstairs are like speaking gibberish! omg suddenly i do hope they exist. brr.)

5. I woke up at 230pm today lei, and i didnt mug that much. Sigh, i hope my bodyclock do adjust back to the sleep at 12am and wake up at 6am mode. Grr.

6. I cant wait for 1st Dec. The end of the perpetual torment and yours truly is finally going on to 18! YAY(:

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I was thinking.
How did things end up like that now?

Maybe i did something wrong, maybe.

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Another great track to recommend to all.

I dont wanna fight no more - Westlife

I can't sleep,
everything i ever knew,
Is a lie,
without you,

I can't breathe,
when my heart is broke in two,
There's no beat,
without you,

You're not gone,
but you're not here,
At least that's the way it seems tonight,
If we could try to end these wars,
I know that we can make it right,
cause baby,

I don't wanna fight no more,
I forgot what we were fighting for,
and this lonelyness that's in my heart,
won't let me be apart from you,

I don't wanna have to try,
Girl, to live without you in my life,
So, i'm hoping we can start tonight,
cause i don't wanna fight,
no more.

Accurate quizzes (Monday, June 18, 2007 / 1:28 am)

Did a quiz on yt's blog. Some parts are quite true, i recall doing that some time ago, say last year?

And i realised some of my opinions changed already, im slowly evolving.

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Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

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This thing is getting so scary until i realises that it sort of describes me.

What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

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What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:

Kind and Gentle
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

The Emonster. ( / 1:17 am)

I want to watch a movie again, like sleepless in seattle. I dont know why i always think of sleepless in seattle, the empire state building and reese witherspoon if im not wrong, whenever the emonster returns.

Closing time,
every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.

( / 12:01 am)

Never Date an Aquarius

Freaky, unconventional, and downright strange - it's likely that any Aquarius will weird you out.
And if you do happen to fall for an Aquarius, you'll probably find them too emotionally distant to connect with.

Instead try dating: Cancer, Pisces, Capricorn, or Virgo

What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

Chained to the study. (Sunday, June 17, 2007 / 4:43 pm)

Caged
You hold so tight until your knuckles show
Escape
As far away as you could ever know

Chained
So many places youd prefer to be
Than framed
By a picket fence and salary

If you want to be a passenger
Climb aboard with me were leaving now
Step outside and see another world
Only if you want to be a passenger

Studying for exams is good, they allow you to sit down for a whole day just to listen to the lyrics of songs, of which most of them are really good!

Haha, today's really interesting! Im dedicating the whole day to reading (not memorizing) my huge stack of econs notes, of which i have never touched half of them before. See, the consequences of not attending lectures and skipping school can be felt now. BUT i found something really interesting to do, read TIME mag! waha, they really tell you about a hell lot of stuff if you actually have the TIME to sit down and read. And yes, im hoping it'll help me in my GP since i dont have the time to prepare for it i reckon.

ANW, studies aside, i was feeling quite bored. So i took a look at some of my photos in my laptop. And oh boy! I looked disgustingly hideous last time i realise. Oh well, i've got my fair share of being ugly for the past years. Rawr. Lets hope the future is brighter, and this reminds me that i really ought to cut my hair! I look like im wearing a helmet now, seriously, especially if i wear my glasses. GRR. But im so lazy to go out and get a haircut and i dont wanna wait till CTs is over, so im banging on the hope that shuwei will ask me out for a haircut. wahhaa.

So i was speaking of photos earlier on, and i realise that its not a bad thing to be a camwhore! Cos photos are like the main bulk of the memories you've had. And of course, this is not the time to get emotional over anything. Therefore, dont look at photos when you are revising your work.

hahaha. okay, stupid entry, whatever!

OUT(:

Phone call with shuwei. (Friday, June 15, 2007 / 11:48 pm)

Had an interesting talk with shuwei. AS USUAL! AHHAHA, been having very informative conversations with her! ANW, here's something funny to share with anyone whos reading this!

Extract in my own words, cant exactly rem what she said but that main idea is there.

Shuwei: Oh my cousin having wedding at sentosa!
ME: Oh yar, i remembered last time my cousin also had wedding there!!
Shuwei: Yar, its at the er.. Sri Lanka hotel!
ME: HAHAHHAHAHA, wait SRI LANKA!? Isit rasa sayang hotel (somehow i thought that there was such a hotel there). OHOH i know alr! SHANG RILA LA! what sri lanka!!
Shuwei: OH YAR HAHAHA, i study history then got the sri lanka and tamil tigers!

WTH RIGHT. thats why, STUDY GEOG not hist!

HAHAHA okay. out!

Labels: shuwei and her interesting ideas

Song recommendations, you're in for a treat! ( / 10:48 pm)

HELLO EVERYONE!
Let me introduce you to my favourite song of the week!

Rose by The Feeling.
Its a super sexy song, you're warned.

You and your friends
boxes of ten
cool to the touch
you warn me so much
the white to your left
the red to your right
are all that i'd seen
til i realised the love that i seek
lies right in-between

rose
i love ya
especially today
rose
i love your delicate way

the chill in my veins
relieves me from pain
again and again
i lose all control
your taking your toll
and i'm no longer sane
dont be afraid
the love that i show is the love that you made
so dont be afraid
'cos your in control
i'm just your slave

dont let him put you down
i won't let him put you down
'cos your as good as the rest
and you're much better dressed
i think pink is my colour
i wont drink from no other
never!

oh i love ya
especially today
especially this way
oh rose
i want ya
believe me this way
rose
i love your delicate way.

And the way he pronounced ROSE, its ro-se, like some italian or french word. SUPER HOT!(:

Another song which is really good,
Dear Mr President by P!nk. Look at the lyrics, its so political but REALLY GOOD.

Dear Mr. President,
Come take a walk with me.
Let's pretend we're just two people and
You're not better than me.
I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly.

What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street?
Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep?
What do you feel when you look in the mirror?
Are you proud?

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry?
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Can you even look me in the eye
And tell me why?

Dear Mr. President,
Were you a lonely boy?
Are you a lonely boy?
Are you a lonely boy?
How can you say
No child is left behind?
We're not dumb and we're not blind.
They're all sitting in your cells
While you pave the road to hell.

What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away?
And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay?
I can only imagine what the first lady has to say
You've come a long way from whiskey and cocaine.

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry?
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Can you even look me in the eye?

Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Minimum wage with a baby on the way
Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Rebuilding your house after the bombs took them away
Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Building a bed out of a cardboard box
Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
You don't know nothing 'bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
Oh

How do you sleep at night?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Dear Mr. President,
You'd never take a walk with me.
Would you?

Those are my song recommendations for the week! (:

OUT!

Labels: Good songs

Do you know about the lighting experience at Bideford Jn? (Wednesday, June 13, 2007 / 12:46 pm)

HELLO WORLD.
For the first time in 3 days, im finally leaving my little house for the world outside! EXCO JTS! Whoops. I hope its good and yet low carbs, cos the only exercise that i've been doing is walking out of my study to GET MORE FOOD. no running sessions, no swimming sessions. And im limited to doing crunches or legraises and inventing more exercises that will sort of ensure that my tummy doesnt bulge out unnecessarily.

And im really lagging in my preparations for CTs. RAWR.

I need to study!

Oh anw, if any of you reading this entry knows about the lighting experience at Bideford Junction which is outside Taka and Paragon, PLEASE CONTACT ME OKAY. Or leave me a tag! I DESPERATELY NEEEEED TO CONDUCT INTERVIEWS & my h3's getting nowhere. ROAR!

IM OUT.

Labels: WHAT THE HELL

A philanthropist who used to be a college dropout!? (Tuesday, June 12, 2007 / 4:56 pm)

If you're bored, go do some research on Douglas R. Tompkins. I think that his life is really very interesting!

His life in a few brief points.

Born 1943, upstate New York.
1959: high school dropout.
1960: visited Chile as a ski bum.
Summer 1962: worked in California as a tree topper and mountain guide.
November 1962: married Susie Russell, who in July had picked him up in her VW Bug as a hitchhiker at Emerald Bay, Lake Tahoe.
1966: borrowed $5,000 to start The North Face in Berkeley, selling outdoor and climbing gear.
1968: sold The North Face for $50,000, started Plain Jane dress line with wife Susie, developed into clothing company, Esprit de Corp.
Mid-eighties: Esprit's sales worldwide topped $1 billion. Tompkins increasingly took nature-breaks with his long-time climbing partner and fellow outdoor-clothing magnate Yvon Chouinard, the founder of Patagonia, Inc. Became an adherent of the deep ecology philosophy of Arne Naess and others.
Late-eighties: the Tompkinses' marriage fell apart.

And now, he's a very respected environmentalist! He just bought over some land in S America for conservation purposes. Ohmy! From a college dropout to a philanthropist now. I so wish i could be like him.

Interesting! Okay was supposed to research on continental drift theory but i just spent half an hour to find out his biography. rawr, back to work!

BORED. ( / 1:51 pm)

HAHA.

This is so funny! I almost did something wrong and luckily i went to check the stuff out first before doing what i wanted to do. Otherwise, it spells disaster! WOOHOO. haha no one understands what im talking about, BUT im feeling super duper restless right now. I CANT CONCENTRATE! and oh yes, i rewatched Devil wears Prada last night again. LMAO, i dont normally watch movies twice. ROAR, understand how im feeling right now!?

Ok, i better get another cup of coffee to perk me up and save me from falling further into the 'restless' pit.

Labels: i am really really bored

sg shows can be good too! (Monday, June 11, 2007 / 10:03 pm)

HAHA. i didnt know channel 8 9pm shows are so cute!
Shit, now i feel so excited. Its just a show! roarho.

ref: last bit of the 9pm show is so funnnnnny!

HA. now i feel happy, until im grinning from ear to ear for no reason in particular.

HAHAHAHA.

okay, good back to geography!

Labels: cute show

Turn around. ( / 6:08 pm)

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

Labels: a total eclipse of the heart

I Love NZ! (Full) (Saturday, June 09, 2007 / 8:44 pm)

New Zealand was a blast! I shall allow the pictures to do the talking(:

Spent Day1 sleeping/playing games with janice on the plane. Emirates is quite a good airline!

Day 2:
Visiting the kiwis' homemade drink!

We had to do the dishes ourselves/ prepare the cutlery for ourselves for all the meals we had in the Omorokoa Tourist Park. An experience indeed!

Day 3:
The beach is absolutely breathtaking.

Let me state this first, all my scenery pictures in the entry have not been tampered with! Therefore, what you see is really what its like in NZ. Ahh, shit im feeling nostalgic once again.):

SPIDERLILY shot! HAHAHA, our fav topic for the first few days!Dont you think i look like the innocent pure victim in the picture, and janice looks likesome pervertic woman out to get me. WAHAHAHAHA look at the way shes smiling! LOL!

Our all time favourite Univeristy Lawn pictures. HAHA. Day3 was the most memorable day for me i think.I think its possible to forget all of your troubles by just spending one day over there. Had pizza for lunch,some caramel chocolate dessert which is fantastic. SO i gobbled down 2 of them piggishly,and luckily i didnt gain any weight after arriving in Singapore!

So we climbed Mt. Maunganui. MJ anyhow slot himself into our scenic photoshoots.

Day 4

We had to soak our legs into the chilly water at Mclarren Falls. Ohmy, we were so afraid thatwe will experience frostbite (ref: POTC3, the pirate who plucked out his toe with frozen blood in it).
Dont you think we look like those ppl appearing in textbook pictures. But i've gotta admit, boring as it may sound, it was damn fun to do all those geeky stuff, like measuring velocity of the river.

Shit! How come i look so good in the photo! Eh, as always. WHAHAHAHA.

The circle of friends!

Even the aik boon yuting can take such picturesque shots! Ohmy, dont you feel the jealousy brewing within yourself?!

The size of the potholes are ASTOUNDING!

TRUCK DRIVERS!

Yi tiao man chang de lu.

Yvonne and i wearing the same jeans! (P/s: look at yt's blog and see how camy and her models for BUM jeans. LOL)

Yet another ANTM shot if u can remember.

Btw, yt cannot take jumping shots. Shes an utter failure! seriously! HAHAHA. so dont look for her when u wanna take jumping shots.

Day 5: At the MARAE

Janice toupai-ing me!! HAHAHA.

Day6: Visited Hells' Gate! Its this geothermal area where you can only smell fart. If you didnt realise, i was wearing my SOV outfit. Very comfy there lei!

TANONA - the jap farming song! Looks like it right.

The 6 of us rock. We're camwhoric all the time!

Day7:

My portfolio!

SNOWBALL ATTACK! ok, more of ice not snow. Snow's supposed to be soft and fluffy. When we got there, they were rock hard already.

Mj with his silly hat that he just bought in NZ. They say he looks like the Southpark guy. I dont know since i dont watch south park. I think he looks more like a runescape warrior thats if you play runescape.