I'M NOT LOST, I'M NOT LOST
JUST UNDISCOVERED
suddenly i'm famous
and people know my name

Synonyms: Chubs, Wanderlust, Backpacking, James Morrison, Train, Jogging, Muay Thai, Dexter, Greys Anatomy, Tumblr

my heart has been captured
by your funny little smile


i don't know for sure
where this is going

Amerlyn
Camy
Daniel Chew
Huka
Janice
Jeremy
Lay Hui
Lyn
May
Novabelle
Pauline
Phebe
Qian Wei
Royston
Shalynn
Shi Xuan
Yu Ting

don't promise me forever
just love me day by day

Layout: hasta mañana
Inspiration: balloon.s
Fonts: toomunch
Icons: the chubber
Lyrics: Undiscovered
Others: colour codes

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(Sunday, July 29, 2007 / 11:35 pm)

fkfkfkfkfkfkfkfkffkffkfkkfkfkfkfkfkf.

thats how im feeling now. H3's killing my brain cells. what more can i expect when josef tan said that if he's the marker, i'd fail my h3. and fk! i've been doing h3 for the past 2 days and now i feel like im at the point of giving up. Oh well, at least im telling myself that tmr's gonna be different. so i've arranged for a complab session with camy tmr to chiong h3. boy, the computers better work or i'll probably get so frustrated and smack them until they become like the 'guitar smash' wink on msn. FK!

yeh, feeling better after venting it out. fkfkfkfkfkfkfkf, h3's so unlike project work. there's a window in front of me now, and im living on the 27th storey. yeh, thats how im feeling now.

( / 11:10 pm)


damn! this is so fking cool.


(Friday, July 27, 2007 / 11:43 am)

Oh shit! While planning for the kaka outing on sunday whereby i arranging for them to watch a movie, i decided on SIMS (yeh, got tuition that day cant watch it with them): ) And i went to the SIMS movie website, and omg, those characters look soooo cute okay! Then again, i dont look like marge if that what ure thinking.
omg, i just wasted 10mins creating my own sim avatar! haha and there's a shirt that say SOP, ew why dont have ALTO. zzz. and i saw a pignose there!! so suitable for pigang!

TADA!!










Okay super boliao. Damnit, wanted to run in the morning and by the time i finished my tutorial, it rained! rar. Gonna see mj with piao for the whole day later, i wish myself luck.
OUT!

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( / 12:20 am)

fuckfuck, go or not!?

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(Thursday, July 26, 2007 / 11:48 pm)

Despite having difficulty eating my icecream and typing at the same time, cos im practically stuffing the stick of greenapple jelly ice cream into my mouth until my lips cant withstand the cold and then stopping for a short while, before i dump it back into my mouth agn and the whole cycle repeats itself. Alright, to cut the story short, WHY did i do that?

The answer is simple. This post of mine is to commemorate, okay not commemorate, piao's not dead. BUT she's kind of dead, shall elaborate why later. And most importantly, i wanna say...

THANKS CAMY SIAO PIAO! (rhymes wor! as cute as qq!) Ahh yes, why am i so nice (oh wait im alws nice to her) to someone who's so mean to me and suan/bird me 24/7 when im in school?

Answer:

*CaMy ____ Taufik Hidayat says:
btw, josef tan asked me " is wan ting ok? why is she always missing school? ur ct said anything?"

*CaMy ____ Taufik Hidayat says:
Wan Ting is ok.. dun worry.. She is not always missing school lah.. She had a bad flu ytd..and even if she misses sch, she'll do work at home.. she knows wat she's doing lah.. dun worry.. CT didn't say anything.. coz it's not like she misses sch everyday...

HAHAHHAHAHHA so sweet of piao right! Then again, what she said is really true la. The spirit of hard work and perseverance even if i dont go school.

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Alright, let me see, stupid piao didnt go school on mon and thurs, while i didnt go on tues and wed. So we practically didnt see each other for almost a week. Not that i miss her or whatsoever, its just weird without her constant niao-ing and i can online sense her online birding presence! LOL.

And guess what. that sai piao is not gg to school tmr! Totally wth okay! Like im planning to go cos i havent ran today and i ate quite a lot. RAHRAHRAH then agn, i can do gym in the morning right. or run to east coast and probably meet a PE teacher at the park but then she/he most probably wouldnt recognise me unless its ngyenyen. lol.

RAH, should i stay or should i go?):

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On a lighter note, IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF TODAY(this seldom happens so i gotta share my happiness with the cyberworld!)

Spent SEVEN WHOPPING HOURS MUGGING AT COFFEECLUB today and i did hypotesting, emi, and learnt about complex 3 and correlation®ression during tuition. Yep, had my tuition there too. Seven well spent hours. Totally honourable. Yes, im on my way to becoming a YA(hahaha, i wonder who unds this term except for the moween).

WHEEEE. okay, excitement slowing dying off. Feeling a wee bit lethargic. Guess i should still go for PE la, unless i cant wake up tomorrow. wahaha. That's it. Goodbye everyone(:

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(Wednesday, July 25, 2007 / 4:59 pm)

omfg, just wasted 5 hours online.

( / 11:47 am)

This is the end of a really sad story
But don't feel bad for me
I started out alone
And in the end that's where I'll be


Shucks, havent been to school two days in a row. horrible shit. out!

(Monday, July 23, 2007 / 10:43 pm)

It's irritating, when you wanna find something yet cant find it!

SUCKSUCKSUCK.

rah! bye.

(Sunday, July 22, 2007 / 10:32 pm)

"Nothing in this world that's worth having comes easy."

For once in my life, i need to be someone else in order to persevere and tide through the months to come.

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true


This song reminds me of how badly i wanna visit USA. lol, seattle, the empire state building. what a dream.

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( / 2:22 am)

hahaha, its really fun to stay up alone and watch those silly romance comedies on channel 8 even though they're damn old movies. hahahaha, giggling psychotically to oneself is fun. I doubt i'll be able to enjoy this privilege soon. Okay, i must start studying when i wake up later in the day. Yes, i can do this(: Prelims and A's. You're just mini hurdles i've to cross!

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(Saturday, July 21, 2007 / 11:23 pm)

HAHA first thing first, i need to curb my sudden outburst of emotions in the forming of random giggles whenever im sitting in front of my laptop chatting on msn. ZZZ. i feel like an aikboon whenever i laugh to myself psychotically, especially when it comes to chattting about KINKY stuff with cai!! whoohoo. she's such a GGN. guguniao.

And yeh, my mom's buying chilli crab for me again! Not that im complaining, since i havent had anything really filling today after the huge feast i had ytd at sakae's buffet with the other 5, i think im gonna become like crap soon. crab crap crab. AHHHHHHH! Say no! to temptations and distractions!

I wanna get off the chair which i have sat on for the past 5 hours.

OUT!

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( / 10:48 pm)

QUOTE OF THE DAY

sarahjane.- says:
change your dp can
sarahjane.- says:
you look so sad

I DID IT! Finally someone thinks i look sad in my dp. wahahhahaa. yay.

today's such a horrid day. No work done. Sims and the internet are gonna drive me crazy, i go crazy crazy, baby i go crazy. Yeh, thats aerosmith.

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( / 12:54 am)

Ohmy, sorry for the influx in sudden random posts.

but here's a very good ol' fact for everyone who loves emo, rockin' music such as those from everyone's favourite band - Plain White T's.

Guess what, Plain White T's, in short, PWT, is my name coincidentally! Poh Wan Ting (PWT).

Whoo(:

Out!

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( / 12:39 am)



Okay, im sorry. This should be the picture of the day, no picture of the week at least.
I got this badge, the background's supposed to be white but i had to photoshop it cos my handphone camera's too lousy. Cant see the words properly, esp the "BUT, PRESS ON!" at the bottom.
The first look is like u thought everything's imprinted on the badge, but then a friend of mine, who goes by the name of monica, gave it to me today. And then i learnt that she wrote those three words (and the S after shit happen, lol) on the badge! So i got a little touched after seeing that and thus, this shall be the picture of the week. Good motivation for me to persevere whenever i wanna do my work.
So just now while doing ElectromagneticInduction, EMI, (yeah im still at that chp, and boy im getting so freaked out by my horrendous results and whether i'll ever be able to pull through the year 2007 and everyone's improving like mad and im still right at the starting line of this whole freaking ratrace, total damnation, like what qq loves to say). Yeh, i felt so CMI while doing EMI.
RAH. i need to vent, at the same time, there's no time for such vents.
everything's getting so complicated, how did things end up like this?

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( / 12:01 am)


Picture of the day!
what a nice mo shot.

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(Friday, July 20, 2007 / 12:39 am)














i trace those steps,














where i have been before.











one last look at sunset,














what you want isnt what you'll get.

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( / 12:29 am)

I feel like visiting the land of Aororea again.




























































































Yesterday is dead and over.
This is your life, are you who you wanna be?

( / 12:14 am)

iamramblingramblingiamrarhrarhiamramblingincoherentlyiamsadrarrarihavenoo
netotalktoblablaroarroargrehineedsomemotivationhereinmylifeimgoingoutoffocusj
ustlikethisentryrhehehumbumpdimpbomphelpineedthelightattheendofthetunnelli
kewhatiusedtoseeunlikenowiamiamiamiamiamiamirramblingramblingincoherently.

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(Thursday, July 19, 2007 / 11:46 pm)

除了想你 除了爱你
我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记 整理心情
我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续

这感情 不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆 不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣
这段感情 早就应该放弃

早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你 不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你




(Tuesday, July 17, 2007 / 10:05 pm)

Random shots.















Yeah, got me so excited at 1am this morning! Cos first time my sims gave birth to twins. Shit im feeling tempted agn!
















Cool right. The guy became the commando! But he lao pehpeh alr.

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Ok, & before i forget,


HAPPY 18TH BDAY MISS WENHUI! *thanks for the lays/ruffles haha cant rmb.


Whoohoo. The month of july, the month of bdays.


Okay, there's a lot more in the month of august too.


Gosh, december im awaiting you(:



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Havent been seeing AJ from topmodel lately? Here's a pic for u! Her latest shot in NYC. cool shit.





























Her caption for this photo on her live journal is:
I think i got dumber.

LOL stereotype to the max.
















Last pic of the day: The tough goes simpang. haha interesting. Thanks a lot anyway if u read this!(:

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( / 9:33 pm)

JUBILATION
–noun
1. a feeling of or the expression of joy or exultation: Their jubilation subsided when they lost the second game.
2. a joyful or festive celebration.

(extracted from dictionary.com)

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See, im getting better at crediting stuff, all thanks to h3 geography! WOOHOO. i felt so accomplished and excited when i converted the word doc to pdf format. Looks so zai and stuff, and then i sent it over to mr josef tan! WHOOPEEEEE. yay. okay, this mood will most probably vanish when friday arrives, cos its the one and only consultation i'm most probably going to have with him (i hope).

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Enough of that! Did quite a few interesting stuff today.

1. Ponned econs + phy (no surprise, oops) tutorial so that i can cab home to take care of my twins (my sims' logically speaking). Felt so bored after awhile cos they never seem to grow and wanted to kill them. Then again, i dont know how to kill babies.

2. Decided to gym since i havent gone to the gym for the past week. Whoop.

3. Chionged to the poolside after gyming cos the sun looked good and i desperately wanted to tan! So i presume im a little darker than before, although i know no one will notice that darker shade during school tmr. The funnest part was calling up my "interviewees" for h3 while tanning cos i was even brainstorming of how to finish up the conclusion!

4. Speaking of tmr, going to celebrate emocheang's bday! Go kbox lei. Wah, tmr sure throw face, cos i havent been updating myself with the new chinese songs unlike what i did when i went to kbox with kaka last time. lol. ZZ. Somemore got janice, camy, yuting, gayboy, emocheang and jujuju heli lei! wahseh. all the pro chinese song ppl!

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Yeh, got back most of my results except for geog. The gut feeling of getting my SEEEED results is back again. Got a EEED so far, stupid gp, half more mark to D, and stupid compo marker. rahrah moderate moderate! And thats saddening cos it means i got S for my geog again. I wouldnt be surprised though cos my ENSO qn was kns to the max and human geog is... u know. the normal stuff. (only geog students will unds this)

Okay, before i go...

HAPPY 18TH BDAY in advance Mr EmoCheang!(:

out!

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(Monday, July 16, 2007 / 11:30 pm)

I'll buy a magazine searching for your face
From coast to coast, or where ever I find my place
I'll track you on the radio, and
I'll find your list in a different name
But as close as I get to you
It's not the same.

What's wrong? ( / 9:43 pm)

I think im being random here, but i think faith's really smart. She threatened to chop off my ears if i dont go for her+rongy's bday party this sunday. And without ears, there's no music in my life = i should just go and die. Ohmygosh, why am i being so random here and praising her. I have no idea seriously. Its probably because of one of those mo rides back home from the airport, once again. Grr. I need to get the song out of my head.

And i cant believe i listened to loony(janice) and sent m6 to 71166 so that shawn can probably stay in CSS. Hurm. Handed up my h3 today, dont really feel too confident about it. Plus, my conclusion's undone. Ohno, what the hell have i been doing. Prelims are nearing. Shit!

Yes, really really incoherent in this entry. And yup, just went to the airport to fetch those choir people. I really wondered why i went though. It dawned upon me that it was quite dumb for me to see the choir ppl for like a min or so after they landed, cos all of them will just follow their parents home or take bus take cab whatever. And shuwei's prediction, the previous sentence, came true. I feel like a hi-bye machine. But nevertheless, i feel good even though everyone didnt really take notice of us. waha. Had sakae with huping and shuwei. Spent like 15bucks alr. Aiya, this is so not me to blog such entries. ZZ. Shud heed emocheang's advice and sleep soon. but i just drank coffee? RAH.

goodbye.

It's just a little too late.

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The Night. (Thursday, July 12, 2007 / 9:58 pm)















Walking with percy at Bayshore.















Gayboy, sharon, the sexy one.
















Sharon and the sexy one once again.















I think she looks like a pornstar in this photo. HAHA, but not bad la, candid photo still look quite okay. She must be sneezing on the bus from Bangkok to pattaya now. lol.

































The airport seems to be advertising sunflowers apparently.
















Hp, percy, me, gay.
















Cant believe we had intellectual talks about planes and how they move about at the viewing gallery.



















































After 3 failed attempts on my laggy n73.

















Advertising for sunflowers agn. Not as good as the prev one cos im not in it.
















Roasted pig for sale.































Shuwei looks psycho-seductive in this pic.
















Huping admires us secretly.

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OMG i love this song okay. The tune is the ultimate favourite.

You are the one -Elliot Yamin

Sometimes i sit and i wonder
And i just can't seem to believe
What a blessing it's been to be loved
You're an angel sent to me

You're the star who lights up my sky
You're the one who made me see
That you don't need wings to fly
Your love has set me free


Cause you are the one who makes me whole
In my heart and in my soul
Just like the sun you showed my the light
I'm amazed and you're the reason why


oh boy, why!?
36 bus rides from the airport and emo class 95 love songs are simply making my heart ache for no reason.

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Went to the airport to send off the pattaya people. It feels like the first time ever, im sending someone off at the airport cos its normally the other way round. After sending them, dined with percy, shuwei, hp, jerrold at popeye's. haha come to think of it, havent chatted with all of them (except for shuwei) for quite some time alr. Then, we had a mo talk about studies after dawn left us for her church mates at PCC. It suddenly came crashing on me that.. Prelims are really in the blink of an eye. And thereafter, we're just gonna coop ourselves up in the four walls everyday till A's. The reason that probably led to my sudden emoness is the leaving jc part and bidding goodbye to friends cos its impossible for all of us to stay so united together anymore.

Okay shit, i think the song im listening to is too emo, just heard it on class95 and dl-ed it straight away. If u want it, just get it from me online.

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Blue eyes blue - Eric Clapton

I thought that youd be loving me.
I thought you were the one whod stay forever.
But now forevers come and gone
And Im still here alone.

cause you were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.

It was you who put the clouds around me.
It was you who made the tears fall down.
It was you who broke my heart in pieces.
It was you, it was you who made my blue eyes blue.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.

I thought that Id be all you need.
In your eyes I thought I saw my heaven.
And now my heavens gone away
And Im out in the cold.

cause you had me believing,
You had me believing in a lie.
Guess I couldnt see it,
I guess I couldnt see it till I saw goodbye.

Oh, I never should have trusted you.

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(Wednesday, July 11, 2007 / 10:42 am)

When can my heart beat again
When does the pain ever end
When do the tears stop from running over
When does “you'll get over it” begin
I hear what you're saying
But I swear that it's not making sense
So when can I see you

When can I see you again
When can my heart beat again
When can I see you again
When can I breathe once again
And when can I see you

When does my "someday" begin
When I'll find someone again
And what if I still am not truly over
What am I supposed to do then, babe...
Do you see what I'm saying
Even if, if it's not making sense
So when can I see you

Yeah, baby
Do you see what I'm saying
Even if, if it's not making sense, baby
So when can I see you again

Wanna see you again
Again...

I lie awake, ( / 12:34 am)

Oh my!

Seriously, what have i been doing all day?

Firstly, i spent 3 hours playing sims trying to upgrade my male sim to a higher status cos he's currently a smuggler (yes, he's in the criminal career) and i neh make my sims become criminals before, so its really interesting you know.

Secondly, after gyming cooking dining, its alr 10pm. So i just came online with an intention of finishing up my Evaluation. and i spent the whole night chatting my life away and blogging.

Thirdly, i hope i can wake up tomorrow so i'll go to school. Otherwise i'll just stay home and complete my h3 draft. ROAR, u know, like ROAR.

Tuitions, i need TUITIONS desperately!!

Finally, i love class 95 love songs(:

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I want to go to school. (Tuesday, July 10, 2007 / 11:34 pm)

HELLO HELLO.
My favourite activity - Candid Photo shoots with my phone.

Evidence:

OKAY FIRST PHOTO to have a great kickstart!

The sui-est zabor ever, Miss Amer Teo Mei Ling. Woohoo, see wenhui, i dont update fugly shots of ppl anymore! I only go for the best. Okay, i cant vouch that for QQ's photos.





Selfproclaimed Baby Dino.


Hippo. Baby hippo. Agree?


Amer's failed attempt to take a fugly candid shot of yours truly. WAHAHA.




The girl on my left, takes too many photos of herself on my phone.


My motivation to wake up and go to sch every morning(:
QQ! (squeaks in high voice: QQ, (decreases in pitch gradually), QQ, QQ, Qq, qq, qq, qq... QQ (in high pitch voice again!)) okay, private joke.


I like this photo, not because of the narcissist, but because of the hot babe behind her. AHHAHA SJ looks damn funny here!













XI3 NU4 AI1 Le4 Crew:


presenting our photographer, QQ!:


Left to right: Janhotbabe, SEXIEST YOURS TRULY, distorted amer, babydino(acutetothemax)

XI3!




NU4!



AI1!


Attempt #1: FAILED: jan and i (ALL THANKS TO SJ AND HER GRIN)


#2: Shit sia, super affected by sj. Even camy also affected. Amer umchio. Jan still smiling like baichi! HAHAHA.



#3:I still failed.




LE4!




Everyone likes to hide behind, so their faces appear to be smaller than mine. note: APPEAR. haha but okay, i got the biggest face afterall. Brains, ya know?




Went to the gym and ran 3k + abs exercises with my sis today! Woohoo and we went to the mini mart to buy chicken breast and veggie to cook for dinner. After 45mins of effort and perspiration, its finally cooked! Tastes really good, omg. We rock.






Last but not least, picture of the day. Looks like NUM kind of singlet right, but nope, its a Laos Beer super exposed singlet that is super duper comfy as homewear(: