suddenly i'm famous and people know my name Synonyms: Chubs, Wanderlust, Backpacking, James Morrison, Train, Jogging, Muay Thai, Dexter, Greys Anatomy, Tumblr

my heart has been captured by your funny little smile

i don't know for sure where this is going Amerlyn Camy Daniel Chew Huka Janice Jeremy Lay Hui Lyn May Novabelle Pauline Phebe Qian Wei Royston Shalynn Shi Xuan Yu Ting

don't promise me forever just love me day by day Layout: hasta mañana Inspiration: balloon.s Fonts: toomunch Icons: the chubber Lyrics: Undiscovered Others: colour codes

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Can you please, remind me how you feel?
This emptiness is real, I can't bear the thought of it.
and please, remind me how to smile, I lost track after awhile.
Is happiness so hard to get?

I didn't know, that time could move so slow,
when you've got nowhere to go, the silence is so deafening.
Waking up, on the wrong side of your mind.
How could I have been so blind, to see I'm losing everything?

Is it me, or is this over?
As I got sober, I watched you fade away.
Is it me, or is this ending?
As I was pretending, I watched you fade away.

Labels: sober

FOUR things you NEVER knew about me.

1. I Love Physics.

2. I LOve Math.

3. I LOVe Geography.

4. I LOVE ECONS!

Mopeing mondays, thrify tuesdays, wonderful wednesdays, thirsty thursdays, frisky fridays.

Seriously, who listens to class 95 love songs every night? I need a radio friend!

And last fact, i absolutely LOVE to read about ongoing happenings in the world, BUT BUT BUT having to chunk them up and try to squeeze as much facts as possible in that brain of mine within a few days is definitely an arduous task! Media, poverty, environment, technology, you guys are my only hope.

out!(probably my last entry)

You'll see me surviving As on the 20th, i'll be the one crawling out of the tunnel, into the light.

Labels: youre still the one

WOW.


'stagnant blog', quoting janice.


And so, i havent been here for ages. Yes, i know whats gg through that mind of yours. I MUST BE STUDYING! alright, perhaps for other days but definitely not for the day that just whish-whashed past me because i was simsing. DAMNIT, damnit yuting. haha no link, i hope she simsing too, so i wouldnt feel that guilty.


See, maybe thats why i decided not to blog for the past few days albeit successful attempts to reach the http://www.blogger.com/ site. I've been stoning too much at home, so when there's a channel for me to release the stuff brewing inside me, they come out as blabbers, quoting janice again.


Same parents, different fates.


My sis, who's currently in copenhagen, let me count, should be about 8pm there. SHES GG FOR A TOUR to a few states in europe tomorrow. UGHHHH. WHY!? my second sis, who's in hainan, is also too bored of watching dvds everyday in her room cos she's afraid she'll get fat. DAMNIT! i want to get fat, i want to tour european states. BUT WHAT NOW!? poor little sister is left alone to face doomsday - the As. Every morning, i wake up and i tell myself: 5,4,3,2,1 wakey wakey! (dont u do that too? to wake drag yourself out of bed every morning?) But it doesnt work anymore, sadly. Everymorning, i have to remind myself, 15 more days to As. WHAT HAVE U BEEN DOING!? See, thats how i live through my pre As days. Unfortunately, im getting sick of that excuse, resulting in extreme laziness on the cool, rainy monday.


Umm, what else? Alright, in case u've been hearing about my complaints pertaining to that n73 of mine. ITS QUITE ALRIGHT NOW. lol because ytd i just deleted 2544 messages in it, with the earliest in the month of july. im such a sucker, thinking i would read those old messages but i dont. lol some quite nostalgic. but its alright, im moving on! uhh, that reminds me of the hundreds of photos stored in my drawer. Think its reaching a thousand soon but i havent put them in an album yet, after As i promise. From Italy, (yes the most nostalgic one) to sentosa tanning trips, to choir treat at breeks, to dinner at lau pa sat after SCO perf at SCH, to carolling, to NZ trip, gosh. Sudden outburst of emotions after scanning through the photos. Its a good thing i developed them, in case moody laptop crashes after its 1.5yr stay with me.

ohno, lengthy, mundane entry of mine again. Mind me, there's no one to communicate with me at home now. The kid with the only child syndrome strikes.


And before i go, here's my favourite song of the moment. Brings back all the memories that u've been trying not to think of/forgot because the events were too long ago, yes whatever, shant blabber, its good. try it. (I love the tune at the front especially, reminds me of a middle aged woman waiting for her long lost lover at a cafe situated in a small town in western europe. Night has fallen, its snowing, and she's sipping a cup of hot chocolate as she reminisce about the past. Then the song, keeping the dream alive, starts to play on the local radio, she stares at the falling snowflakes, albeit knowing she'll never see him again, she continues sipping, just trying to keep the dream alive.)


Freiheit - Keeping the dream alive.


Tonight the rain is falling
Full of memories of people and places
And while the past is calling
In my fantasy I remember their faces

I hear myself recalling
Things you said to me
The night it all started
And still the rain is falling
Makes me feel the way
I felt when we parted

The hopes we had were much too high
Way out of reach but we have to try
No need to hide no need to run
'Cause all the answers come one by one
The game will never be over
Because we're keeping the dream alive


Last but not least, for the person who maybe the first to read the long awaited (oops) entry of mine, here you go!(:
















Farewell buddies, its time to really start working hard for As. The thought of my future scares me at this point in time, i hope yours doesnt.

Labels: now its all for one

Don't know why I still slept on my side of the bed
The emptiness when you were gone kept ringing in my head
Told myself I really had to move along now
Stop regretting all the things I left unsaid, yeah yeah

So I tore up your letters
Took your picture off my wall
I deleted your number, it was too hard not to call
Felt a little better, told myself I'd be fine
Got to live for the good times up ahead, yeah yeah

'Cos everywhere I go
There's a love song that reminds me of you
And even though I knew I had to be strong
I was still not over you
'Cos I still believe and I could see how there's nothing left of you and me
That time is over
'Cos I'm so not over you

Labels: simply red

And finally, i managed to save all the photos from the stayover into my laggy comp within the past hour! (super omg)

STAYOVER-ed with the 51 girls at janice's on thurs night cos amer suggested going to sch together on friday for our farewell assembly together! Its pretty fun as u can see from the following pictures im putting up.
















QQ. the ultimate horror, literally and figuratively.

















Janice, the smiley one. QQ, the act sao1 until look like shes frowning one, and the cool one on her right.
















OKAY. im supposed to act nerd tgh with the rest, BUT im sorry. Just couldnt act like one after 3 attempts.

















The people at the stayover! QQ, aimei, camy, sj, jan and i!

















UGLY face shot. Camy suits the picture perfectly, in my opinion(:

















Ugh, i cant do the antm shot where ure supposed to put ur hands around ur face. Didnt catch that part of the show, no inspiration at all.
















And tada, memories of the kaka stayover resurfacing.

















The guitarists.






















Dont be fooled, QQ's tiptoeing until her face looks super constipated. I wHeRe gOt sHo sHoRtZ^^


















ugly, ugly, ugly and yet another ugly shot.

















U know, i alws need some inspiring shots to end my entries, this entry shant be an exception.

















WEEHEE. supposed to be an ugly shot.


To give u guys some horror for the first time, here's me and my twit face! haha okay thats what jan said, i still dont think its that twit, unlike QQ's.

Labels: stayover

When our time is up,
When our lives are done,
Will we say we've had our fun?

Will we make a mark,
This time.
Will we always say we tried.

Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we've got now,
Everybody scream your heart out.

Labels: rooftops

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life?
What's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Labels: crash and burn