I'M NOT LOST, I'M NOT LOST
JUST UNDISCOVERED
suddenly i'm famous
and people know my name

Synonyms: Chubs, Wanderlust, Backpacking, James Morrison, Train, Jogging, Muay Thai, Dexter, Greys Anatomy, Tumblr

my heart has been captured
by your funny little smile


i don't know for sure
where this is going

Amerlyn
Camy
Daniel Chew
Huka
Janice
Jeremy
Lay Hui
Lyn
May
Novabelle
Pauline
Phebe
Qian Wei
Royston
Shalynn
Shi Xuan
Yu Ting

don't promise me forever
just love me day by day

Layout: hasta mañana
Inspiration: balloon.s
Fonts: toomunch
Icons: the chubber
Lyrics: Undiscovered
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(Monday, November 26, 2007 / 1:00 am)



Ahh, not as romantic and tear jerking as nicholas sparks novels, but this is definitely a good read to bring warmth to your heart.

I shall embark on my next read tmr, jodie picoult - Vanishing Acts. Will update soon.

(Sunday, November 25, 2007 / 11:53 pm)

A beautifully written extract from "If You Could See Me Now" by Cecelia Ahern.

"When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground it makes a loud crashing sound. When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or when a picture falls off the wall it makes a noise. But as for your heart, when that breaks, it's completely silent. You would think as it's so important it would make the loudest noise in the whole world, or even have some sort of ceremonious sound like the gong or a cymbal or the ringing of a bell. But it's silent and you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain.

If there is a noise, it's internal. It screams and no one can hear it but you. It screams so loud your ears ring and your head aches. It thrashes around in your chest like a great white shark caught in the sea; it roars like a mother bear whose cub has been taken. That's what it looks like and that's what it sounds like, a thrashing, panicking, trapped great big beast, roaring like a prisoner to its own emotions. But that's the thing about love - no one is untouchable. It's as wild as that, as raw as an open flesh wound exposed to salty sea water, but when it actually breaks, it's silent. You're just screaming on the inside and no one can hear it.

But Elizabeth, she saw the heartbreak in me and I saw it in her, and without having to talk about it we both knew. It was time to stop walking with our heads in the clouds, and instead, keep our feet on the harder soil of ground level we should always have been rooted to."

(Monday, November 19, 2007 / 10:30 pm)

This is 3rd time im studying for physics, and probably the 30th time im flipping through my notes, and highly likely the final time i'll ever be doing anymore physics in my life! So actually i should be feeling kind of sad, and yes, im sad. No more mugging into the wee hours of the night, no more turning on of the muggish study light, no more cramming of millions of formulas into my head, no more memorizing answers just for the sake of memorizing.

No more quantum physics, no more LASER, no more Xray spectrum, no more E&B field, no more thermal physics (to my greatest delight), no more super position, no more electromagnetic induction, no more PHHHYYYYYSSIICCCCSS. MOMMY ITS gonna be OVER!!!

Haha yes, in less than 12 hours time, i'll be jumping for joy! HURRAY.
Then i'll feel a little lost, a little aimless, a little emoish, a little in a hurry to submit the resumes and secure a job for the next year. Within hours, minutes, seconds, my life is completely changed. Im yet another step closer to adulthood, to get that dream job, that dream car (minicooper!), that dream apartment, that dream retirement. How i wish my future was laid out as i anticipate it to be.

Goodbye to mugging sessions at the airport, goodbye to the school that i've been dreaming of getting in since sec1(since i always passed by vj en route to tk), goodbye to hi bye friends i made in vj, goodbye to the lovely teachers esp dr goh who allowed me to have the slackest attendance ever in the studying phase of my whole life, and hello new friends, primary school friends, secondary school friends, and not forgetting the current friends i have!

Argh, its like i dont wanna return to the physics notes, yet at the same time, i cant bear to leave them cos they spell the end of the beautiful jc life i've had.

Alright, pretty much planned out the activities for the current wk. 'm just wondering if i should visit my sis or dad in china and most probably i'll be hopping off on the plane alone! Such a lonely activity. Shall worry about that later. Anyway, i cant wait to refragment (or what the physics geeks like hp and jerrold call it) my laggy laptop. Cant wait to service my existing automatically shut off n73 and i cant wait to call the singnet ppl to check out if my plan is expiring so i can get a new touch screen ipod when i sign up for a plan! WHOOOOOOPS!(:

OKAY, yet another wordy mundane entry of mine. Havent been seeing that in a while right.

Alrighto, off i go!
Good luck to those taking Phy, Lit, Bio and the h3 people!

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(Saturday, November 10, 2007 / 10:09 pm)


When our time is up,
when our lives are done,
will we say we've had our fun?
Will we make a mark, this time?
Will we always say we tried?
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No i didnt. Im dont wanna get Cs/Ds for my humans. oh gosh, i studied two years for these 2 subjects. Its just gonna be disappointing that i couldnt endure and persevere to the very end. I shall hope that my physics wont be affected too.
The endless, exhausting, mental game is finally gonna end after 2 years of work.
Did i try?

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(Friday, November 02, 2007 / 3:51 pm)

There's so many MUST-WATCH telly prog on channel 5 these days! Wednesday, Thursday and Friday nights are definitely gonna be my motivation to study! Whoo, the search for the next DOLL, ANTM & ghost whisperer! YAYY! Super excited today cos there's gonna be GW tonight. haha, and there you go. Students taking As definitely need to destress. I realised i've been more chiongster for prelims instead of As which shouldnt be the case. And since my prelim results kinda suck, i should buck up! The past few days have been relatively relaxing as compared to my first hurdle this weekend.

PHYSICAL GEOG.
Tons of stuff to memorise.

Then the ultra hardcore schedule, two weeks from now, i've 5 days to squeeze in 2 years of econs and human geog. Plus, micro and human's relatively untouched! I cant slack anymore):

Everyone's gonna be a happy girl (except for chemsters) when they catch the next episode of ANTM since its not showing next thurs due to deeeepavali celebrations!

(:

YAY! i've survived 4 papers. 7 more to go. Lets do this!