The Photo Album (Sunday, December 30, 2007 / 11:19 pm)
Havent updated in the longest time. oh well, i've been house-ing (season 1,2 and 3); roller coaster tycooning (completed 7 themeparks!) and photoalbuming! The following are the photos taken a moment ago! (mainly the nz+italy pics).
I chose to ignore, withered down to bore; against all odds, the daily motion's brought to a halt.
chubbo ( / 2:00 am)
The very random + bored googler surfer found this online despite feeling like a bag of crap cos she should be sleeping but shes still stuck in the cyberworld.
Breathe in Breathe out. ( / 1:19 am)
Heard the ba discussing abt horoscopes today.
Sagittarius. We dont sag.
LIKES: Traveling; getting to the heart of the matter; Freedom; Laws and meanings; the general 'feel' of things
DISLIKES: Off the wall theories; being tied down domestically; Being constrained; cooling your heels; bothered with details
Freak. Just found out that Woody Allen's bday is on the 1st dec too! Coolio, its just that he's 54 years older.
L.A. lights never shine quite as bright as in the movies Still wanna go There's something here In the way, in the way that we're constantly moving Reminds you of home So you've taken these pills For to fill up your soul And your drinking them down with cheap alcohol I might be inclined to be yours for the taken And part of this terrible mess that you're making But me, I'm the catalyst
These L.A. lights, no no, They don't shine quite as bright as back in Frisco Do you wanna go? Still wanna go
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Today's a super hectic day
1. Worked at VS as the uniform lady from 7-2. 2. House-d season 1 again with zha and dawn (i can never get sick of house). 3. Chionged through the carolling sessions at Raffles and singing in high heels suck, think i've got blisters on my foot now. Cant believe i happily threw away my pumps after sov, miss them badly. 4. Went to Timbre with 9 other usual ppl. Didnt like the place at first cos its super crowded, unlike the place i've pictured in my mind. (cosy place + soft rock live band) On the contrary, its super crowded and the rock band's damn loud but it still rocks. The song rocks. Songs rock. Music rock. Period.
I feel the burden; I hear your voice; you're calling me closer.
Why do all good things (come to an end) (Friday, December 21, 2007 / 12:23 am)
Honestly what will become of me don't like reality It's way too clear to me But really life is dandy We are what we don't see Missed everything daydreaming
Im finally working tmr. For one day. Argh, i should feel anxious that i havent found a single student. Damn, needa contact the tuition agency soon and i havent contacted the dentist either. First carolling session tmr! Lyrics not revised, havent flipped the book. ARGH. I will, tmr, hate watermeloning on stage and feeling uneasy about singing carols.
Think im getting addicted to House. I can practically watch 15 episodes a day (or more) and probably finish 4 seasons in 6 days. Then, i must stop myself cos i'll be too bored for the rest of the holiday. Fortunately, carolling and other stuff keep me busy, preventing myself from evolving into a potato couch. Which also means i can House for another 2 weeks or so.
Traveling I only stop at exits Wondering if I'll stay Young and restless Living this way I stress less I want to pull away when the dream dies The pain sets it and I don't cry I only feel gravity and I wonder why
And we're all too blame, we've gone too far, from pride to shame, for tryin so hard, we're dying in pain.
My remaining happymonth (dec) days are soo packed. I can only revert to the hermit side of me on the 30th of december. Going out everyday? Argh, i feel introverted all of a sudden.
Question. Why isnt House shown in Singapore when its so much less scandalous and more intellectual than Grey's?
I feel exhausted. My eyelids are sending a message to the brain, telling her that they need a breather and my brain is informing my limbs to stop all action and move to the bedroom. But, my hands and legs are ignoring the brain, so here i am.
This suddenly reminds me of whats happening to me right now. Argh!
Yay, finally wrapped up all the 06 xmas presents i owed kaka last year. Spent 2 hours settling all that, and tmr's gonna be shopping for more xmas presents + meeting up with the botaks (kenny+hp)!
House is a good show (Monday, December 17, 2007 / 1:32 pm)
three letters.
A-Y-E.
that's all i can say right now.
I probably shouldnt go online anymore for the rest of the month; get everything settled; feel good and return to the cyberworld when i can deal with what i see.
goodbye p/s(to lcqgnn): cya soon after xmas probably(:
HELLO CHUBBYCHUBBBB(: ARE YOU STILL IN CHINA? CAN YOU HURRYUP COME BACK? WE NEED TO HAVE A MEAL TOGETHER HAHAH(: <3
(Saturday, December 08, 2007 / 2:04 pm)
I think the 'loves music' part is the most true of it all. Okay maybe u would think the 'rare to find' part is truer hahaha. Anyway, was chatting tong xiao with yt, dawnie, kenny, jerrold throughout the night, and i discovered that i can live without my handphone but i cant live without my ipod. Hmm, can you?
Alright! Saw on these bloggey quizzes on hp's blog! But he havent uploaded the pictures ( i hope he doesnt upload all my unglam shots) on his blog. Nevermind! I shall do the blogging in china if my laptop has wireless access.
Cant believe i'll be miles away from singapore by tonight. It feeeels weird, and sometimes life does scare me a little.
Shall carry on with the jerrold's house stayover entry when the pictures are uploaded.
Will be back on the 15th, please refrain from missing, missing, missing me!(: (p/s: i'll still be online in china at my dad's place haha).
Models and Books (Friday, December 07, 2007 / 12:09 am)
IM ELATED THAT I KNEW THE RESULTS OF TOP MODEL BEFOREHAND ALL THANKS TO MY DEAREST SPOILER (for cycle 7 and 8) -- Miss wee baba.
Anyway, if u didnt know the results, u'd probably didnt think it was a big deal when renee and natasha was standing awaiting the cruel harsh decision that the judges made. They committed an erroneous mistake! By foolishly believing that renee alway (the coolest model of the cycle) is OLDER than natasha whatshersurname, they didnt even give renee the chance to stride on the runway with jaslene! And how is it true that renee looks old (okay maybe a bit mature for 20) when she takes astonishing photographs which im not showcasing again, since her face is already splattered all over my past entries. Natasha the lumpy looking russian (no offence) looks way older than renee i swear when u see them standing next to each other. Her face looks compressed; the part of her face where her cheeks extending all the way down to her jaw is bulging out asymmetrically; her lips are forever in that oh-i-am-a-sexy-goddess shape and she doesnt have the model height. On the other hand, renee has the im-so-going-to-kill-you-with-my-electrifying-eyes look; her height and superhot figure is just perfect for a model; its her hairdressers fault that she looks old cos of her hair which is actually superhot (referring to the prev photo on my past entries/my dp).
DAMN but once again, im thankful to wee baba for sharing the news with me that chacha girl is the winner for this cycle otherwise i'd probably have fainted and lay unconscious when renee instead of natasha was out. ARGH, first time i felt like the judges made a wrong decision in antm but anyhow its such a huge relief that pouty lumpy natasha didnt win.
I feel so mean (not my 18yr old resolution). But this'll be the last time im gonna be mean in my entries cos there arent any models who caught my eye on cycle9. Chantal maybe, but she kinda lacks personality ok once again i think i havent watched enough episodes to judge anything so...
period.
And lets get back down to reality, i finally found a book that i've been headhunting for up and down on google and yahoo 252,890 years ago!
This is it, a book that i read again and again (ok i think just 2-3 times which is amazing cos i dont re read books) when i was young.
This is a trilogy haha cant believe i read one when i was in p school. Its called the princess series rofl so not me. But the books are really really good, at that time. I think it still is now(:
Published in 1995 - the Princess series
Anyway, in these 2 days, i've managed to complete 2 books! Okay, i took 2 days to complete where rainbows end cos its really boring at the end. Imagine reading the life of a woman and a man when they were 7 all the way to 50 in the form of instant messaging/note writing/emails. Haha yes, if u're a vivid fan of such nontraditional ways of writing, go ahead with where rainbows end! Nevertheless, its an okay read if u wanna break free from the norm. But basically, this book is just abt the 2 people who are supposed to be tgh since young but they got separated due to many (actually A HELL LOT) twists and turns in their life and in the end, they... shant spoil it for u if u are planning to read it.
Another great read - The Kite Runner! I think im super laggy already cos this was an international bestseller in 2006 but the title just didnt attracted me. Apparently, im into romantic novels and not so into the war/torment genre. But yes yes yes! Im so glad sickong influenced me to borrow this book from the library! The movie's coming out in singapore on the 31st of January! Be sure to check that out! The way Hossein writes is so vivid that you can literally imagine yourself in that scene. And needless to say, this is a heartwrenching book. Hope the movie does it justice! Let's wait and see(:
Ahh okay, stayover tomorrow and i'll be off to china to indulge in the world of dvds and chilly weather where i get to experience skin peeling and stuff. Yucks.
Okay, the trip will be a great one i hope other than the missed opportunity to go for the kpmg interview. Anyone who received a call from them, please tell me that your interview date isnt on the 13th and if thats the case, be sure to tell me asap!
and finally, im going to bed. many many entries in a day.
getting incoherent again, maybe its because my not-so-keen-to-study cousin is popping over in a few hours at 7am and i've no idea what time my bodyclock can wake me up to tutor her and i'll start puking blood a few hours later again i guess.
talking to mr athletic pe teacher kept me awake and thinking and it is nuts, nuts i repeat, to sleep at such an unearthly hour, when there's a test tmr.
i must sleep.
must.
its the preAs me again, hello there once again, the angel from my nightmare.
songs that make sense ( / 3:04 am)
3am - Matchbox twenty
She says its cold outside and she hands me my raincoat Shes always worried about things like that She says its all gonna end and it might as well be my fault And she only sleeps when its raining And she screams and her voice is straining
She says baby Its 3am I must be lonely When she says baby Well I cant help but be scared of it all sometimes Says the rains gonna wash away I believe it
She believes that life is made up of all that you're used to And the clock on the wall has been stuck at three for days, and days She thinks that happiness is a mat that sits on her doorway But outside its stopped raining
4am forever - Lost Prophets
Yesterday I lost my closest friend Yesterday I wanted time to end I wonder if my heart will ever mend I just let you slip away
4 AM forever
Maybe I'll never see you smile again Maybe you thought that it was all pretend; All these words that I could never say I just let them slip away
4 AM forever
Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you) Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you) Goodbye, goodbye Goodbye, you never know Hold a little tighter
4 AM forever
Maybe one day when I can move along Maybe someday when you can hear this song You won't let it slip away
4 AM forever
And I'd wish the sun would never come It's 4 AM and you are done I hope you know you're letting go It's 4 AM and I'm alone
hello world, whats happening to me?
i need a break, the china's trip a bittersweet one.
Agh, i missed the search for the next doll ONCE AGAIN(damnit! twice in a row). So i decided to be "smart" and went online to find the videos. As dumb as i can get, i kind of found out the top 3 and the winner. DAMNIT. But she can really sing and dance, so... NO SPOILERS THOUGH. Anw, i love Melissa R. She can dance sexily like the others, sing damn well and BREAKDANCE. Omg, dancing is so cool but just not my thing unfortunately, otherwise i'll be able to shed off those pounds instead of praying for the weather to get better so i can swim/gym.
Speaking of weather, today's weather sucks. It didnt rained, it POURED when i left home. Agh, drenched jeans and sneakers again. And yay, i got my 160gb hard disk and 2 shorts from cotton on today! Woo! And not forgetting my first ATM card after living for 18 years! Oh gosh!
Busy busy busy everyday. And im sooooo sad, cos the kpmg person called and asked me to go down for an interview on the 13th but im not back in singapore so i had to reject the offer. UHHH): ); ): My mom wants me to call them to show my sincerity lol but i dont even know who to look for. Anw, if u've been called down for e interview and your interview date is not the 13th, CAN U PLEASE TELL ME ASAP before i leave for china on the 8th. Thanks lots!
I borrowed three interesting books today. First - my all time fav (nicholas sparks!) - 3 weeks with my brother. Second - the kite runner and Third - the alchemist (coelho's finest work!)
Alright, im gonna try to finish as much of the book im currently reading tonight, Where rainbows end by cecelia ahern, its really interesting cos its the first time im reading a book where its totally written in a note format. U'll get what i mean if u've read it, and this is such a girl book. Cant imagine any guy who reads this lol.
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me Off guard, red handed Now I'm far from lonely Asleep I still see you lying next to me So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I..
I need something else Would someone please just give me Hit me, knock me out And let me go back to sleep I can laugh All I want inside I still am empty So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...
I'll be just fine Pretending I'm not I'm far from lonely And it's all that I've got
I guess, I remember every glance you shot me Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat I squoze so hard I stopped your heart from beating So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me, I..
And it's all that I've got Yeah, it's all that I've got
IM tired again. Didnt make it to the exco lunch today, sorry gan zha and jerrold haha cos i woke up with a slight fever and a throat that could croak. Recovered slowly throughout the day, was even wondering how i managed to use my falsetto and carolled w the rest at night. Now im better! Coughs here and there but yes, i need to recover! Gotta shop for hard disk, borrow books and shop for shorts tmr so i cant afford to lay in bed like today!
ONE(:
TWO(: Jerrold is act cute twit. Okay, zha too.
THREE. Jerrold is *** (keeping to 18yr old resoln).
FOUR(:
HP and i at vivo! Im nt that short right, haha okay he's slouching.
With danny the knight's helmet.
HAHA okay highlight of the night was the camwhoring during intermission. Think we took at least a hundred photos like we didnt see each other for 347,268,234 years.
Cya guys during carolling! Cant wait for the stayover on the 7th. Just hope that i'll be able to be alive on the plane to china on the 8th!
WOOOO! i feel like im having a fever now. Wondering if i'll be in shape to go for exco lunch tmr and danny's concert at night! Ahh, im practically gg out everyday before i go to china which is bad! i need some private time alone to read, dvd and chillpill before leaving singapore): Anyway, i did something miraculous today! I woke up at 845! Not only did i manage to catch a glimpse of the sun rays, i even managed to tan for 2 hours at sentosa when its spose to be raining since this is the rainy season! AHH it was so hot and my face was burning so we(me and fee) gave up tanning plans since that woman has prom tmr and she's tanning today. O well at least shes the lobster for the day, and im the mahjong loser for the day! AHHHHHH, i was on the verge of winning for the first time in my mahjong history if i didnt za hu! ARGH. I need to prove myself wrong someday, someday.
Okay, the pictures are below. Im tired, and mich the bitch wanna read this entry. So its dedicated to the bitch before she leaves singapore for her many many extravagant costly shopping trips.
One year ago,
One year later!
The similarity is so scary. HAHA.
Aww, the very beautiful yummylicious cupcakes/muffin that mich and fee baked. GUESS WHAT? the aluminium foil flew off halfway when we havent even settled down to have out pignic at sentosa. So mich the bitch threw all the cupcakes away thereafter(when i havent tried any!), so they were just decorations basically.
The pignic basket fee provided which looks like a basket to house a puppy. Yucks, i hate animals.
A candid shot which fortunately, doesnt look retarded which is really an accomplishment for me!(:
I felt so stressed tanning with those 2 skinny ribcage bearing babes.
Pignic stuff. ahhaha.
AWWZ. so touched.
This was taken on the tram before tanning, spot the difference!
This is MICH the BITCH.
Very tanned looking hor! HAHA kidding la, i kinda edited the photo so i look tanner! WOO!(:
Mich the bitch drinking the magarita and im drinking some kinda peach alcoholic drink. (18 FEELS GOOD!)
Woo healthy looking, ok shit my face is not oily, thats tanning oil.
Mich the bitch didnt send me the unglam photo of hers...
To the shower!
CAN U SEE I DYED MY HAIR WAHAHA.
Rongy who joined us for the pignic!
THANKS KAKA for celebrating my bday!(: Woo i feel so blessed this year, i celebrated my bday four days in a row! And ytd was jialing's bday, happy belated bday! And today's the ultimate retard ween's bday! Happy 17th bday too!
OUT!(: Have a safe and fun trip mich the bitch, we will be expecting presents!
