I hate buffering. (Friday, March 21, 2008 / 4:00 am)
I really hate buffering. The movie was especially sad towards this ending, and my slow connection just had to make everything draggy and unbearable. For every 3s of the movie, i've to wait for 2minutes or so.
The climax was right at the end, all the emotions, the tingling feel, the tears, they were right at the end of the movie. Then, the buffering kills it all. So, now i'm still waiting for the movie to buffer despite knowing the ending already. Just in case there's people still thinking of catching this romantic tearjerker filmed exactly 10 years ago, i shan't spoil the ending.
Sometimes, tearing while watching movie is so wonderful. Before tearing, you feel this really weird umm tingling-butterfly feeling in your stomach. Then, it's like this whole tingling sensation rushes up to your throat all of a sudden and you try to gasp for air. Before you can even take a deep breath to calm your emotions, the tears just well up in your eyes and flood it until it gets too full and start to overflow. Now, it kinda reminds me of floodplains and levees if you get what i mean. Hmm.
Anyway, i simply love
Meg Ryan. Her love films are just so classic.

Sleepless in Seattle &
City of Angels. Gonna catch her other movies later on depending on the time i wake up since it's past 4 already. Havent slept at such a late hour for a really long time.
Anyway im glad i caught this movie at such an unearthly hour. Wouldn't want my sister/mom to pop in and catch me smiling to myself/tearing with 3min interval(due to the irritating buffering).
That's about it. Meg Ryan lovers should definitely catch this show.
P.S: And when 'Iris' started playing in the background, i finally understood the
real meaning of the song. If you really like this song, please watch the movie.
Iris - Goo Goo DollsAnd I'd
give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you
feel me somehow
You're the
closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can
taste is this moment
And all I can
breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just
don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to
see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd
understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you
bleed just to know you're
alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
(The italic phrases/words will feel so surreal if you've watched the movie)
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Uh, this is annoying. After blogging, I went back to the movie page only to realised that the stupid connection died on me so i have to rebuffer all the way from the start, and im surviving on a 1.0 Mbps internet speed. I feel so torn apart now, having to get to bed before finishing one of the best show i've ever came across.
Sigh.Now, we should treasure the people who've been with us, all these while.Labels: my favourite