I'M NOT LOST, I'M NOT LOST
JUST UNDISCOVERED
suddenly i'm famous
and people know my name

Synonyms: Chubs, Wanderlust, Backpacking, James Morrison, Train, Jogging, Muay Thai, Dexter, Greys Anatomy, Tumblr

my heart has been captured
by your funny little smile


i don't know for sure
where this is going

Amerlyn
Camy
Daniel Chew
Huka
Janice
Jeremy
Lay Hui
Lyn
May
Novabelle
Pauline
Phebe
Qian Wei
Royston
Shalynn
Shi Xuan
Yu Ting

don't promise me forever
just love me day by day

Layout: hasta mañana
Inspiration: balloon.s
Fonts: toomunch
Icons: the chubber
Lyrics: Undiscovered
Others: colour codes

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A cool singer. (Wednesday, October 29, 2008 / 2:54 am)


Leave me alone (Im lonely)
Originally by p!nk



Good medley of So what and Leave me alone (Im lonely)

Youtubing sucks my time. ( / 2:12 am)

I think I have a fetish for the British accent.
They just sound sophisticated and sexy.

And lyn, can really sing.

Leave me alone! (Tuesday, October 28, 2008 / 5:16 pm)

Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
I love you so
Much more when you're not here
Watchin all the bad shows
Drinking all of my beer


Studying for accounting quizzes suck.
Just spent 2 hours figuring out one question. OMG! How unproductive is that.
Therefore, I decided to motivate myself with youtube treats everytime I complete one chapter. heheh, pink live performances rock :D

V is for Vietnam. (Monday, October 27, 2008 / 3:30 pm)





















The Vietnam Veteran.
Those were the days.

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PS: I actually did this collage last week, cos I was really bored in hall studying. Wanted to reminsce my wonderful and well spent eight months break, so here it is :D I think we should venture to more places this december since I only have a 1month1week break unlike your 3month summer break D:

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p!nk is so cool. ( / 2:10 am)

Felt really restless tonight, so I turned on the telly and caught the first half of the VMA. Then I saw p!nk, sporting one of her cool hairdos as usual. She's so cool she makes me drool. Haha okay, that.. that was random. See, that's exactly how I've been feeling tonight. Really Restless and Random. (note the capital Rs)




Anyhow, what's new in my life? Nothing but studies. Study, study, study, busy bumble bee.

I dont know if I should be hoping for more than 24hours in a day, I mean, on one hand I get more time to study for the quizzes and prepare for presentations. On the other, hey! Who wants more time when every moment is so excruciating once I start thinking about the bleak future that looms ahead?


Coming up after the Best Holiday (Deepavali),


Tuesday
10:30-18:30
EIGHT whooping hours of non stop exhilarating combination of Biz law tutorial + lecture and Accounting tutorial + lecture. I'm so going to be brain fried by the end of the day. And let's see what's after that?


Wednesday
10:30-12:30
Comm Funds Written Assignment (30%!!?)
I seriously think I suck at writing messages containing goodwill.


18:45-19:30
Accounting quiz 2!
Damn, more calculations and lesser time. I'm so dead this time round D:


Thursday
I gotta prepare my comm funds OP2 because my hardworking group and I are going to have our first rehearsal on friday! Sounds scary to those who havent even met up for a single meeting right? But guess what? I'm even more freaked out because I've only got a thursday to prepare my speech and proper slides! Not forgetting the accumulation of tutorials by thurs.


Friday
Meeting up for CF rehearsal & Halloween at night. Idk what's gonna happen on friday night though. Would really love to chip in but i feel so tied up currently, then again, who isn't?


Saturday
I'd really love to fork out some time to go down to get myself a formal suit before OP2 commences. Time and company, I need you both! PMX, if you were here I'd ask you to go formal shopping with me!!


Sunday
There you go, one week's over in the blink of an eye and I'm so gonna dread wednesday because OP2 awaits ): Plus, there's gonna be an IT quiz coming up on thursday for the IT noob here. (Ignore the page title, I randomly named it during IT lesson last week).


Okay, just in case I've been neglecting friends, there you go.
Life of the chubber laid out here.


My gosh, I should seriously start a counting down. Let me do a quick calculation..
O to the M to the F to the G.
Seriously, I didnt know that Im less than a month to HOLIDAYS.


ROFL. shit freak, hahahahhahaa the same day next month, EXAMS ARE OVERRR. OMG. I'M EQUALLY EXCITED AND DEJECTED NOW. sigh! high!


alright, it's late. I cant get to sleep.
Shall return to more p!nk music. :D


p!nk at the VMA
Check out her hair at the start. So cool!:D
Haha and if you have the patience to watch this riot-y video, check out her outrageous costume after she removes her blue cloak! Plus, I think the act of her sliding down via that white cloth from the second storey is the bomb!

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wee hours (Saturday, October 25, 2008 / 5:27 am)

Oh man, it's kinda late now. I guess i should go to bed. Well, tons of stuff to do. Maybe staying in hall isnt such a bad idea afterall.

I'm amazed ( / 2:54 am)

that I'm still in hall.

Hello Ipswich! (Thursday, October 23, 2008 / 5:14 pm)

I'm so cool. I went for IT lesson and guess what? I LEARNT HOW TO CREATE A BLOG.. and i know how to add gadgets to my blog too! Aint that cool? I swear i didnt know any of those before today's lesson! And i spent $1.50 printing lab exercises that taught me how to.. CREATE A BLOG!!! OMG. I'm so cool and smart. (shit i seriously think i sound like lyn) So, here's my masterpiece: THECHUBBER'S IT BLOG

OMG retard. I suddenly realised that IT is AB113 not AB114. HAHAHA SHIT RETARDED.










To the girl who's afflilated to B's, COME BACK SOON WITH MY GOODS. hehheh. :D

OMG! (Saturday, October 18, 2008 / 6:30 pm)

I just realised.. that i'll be needing a formal wear in like.. 3 weeks time OMFGGG. hahaha cos i dont wanna wear the previous suit where camy and jan said that my legs look like they were broken. hahahaha who's free to shop for formal wear with me! Speaking of which, i swear the last time i actually had the mood and time to shop must be 2 months ago!!

Anyway, I wanna go fishing too. My sis just went to fish in the afternoon and she's not back yet. Sigh, i miss those happy days where i could go and fish w everyone and then run back to bayshore once it pours hahaha and then chiong back to the jetty after it pours, cos that's when ALL the fishes actually surface! PMX, we must go fish when u get back okay. muahahahaha, DECEMBERRRRR, i cant wait man! 1st december, here we come!!!

The Last Goodbye ( / 12:38 am)

I don't believe you
And I never will
Oh I can't live by your side
With the lies you've tried to instill
I can't take anymore
I dont have to give you a reason
For leaving this time
Coz this is my last goodbye

It's like I hardly know you
But maybe I never did
It's like every emotion you showed me
You kept well hid
And every true word that you ever spoke
Was really deceiving
Now I'm leaving this time
Coz this is my last goodbye

I've gotta turn and walk away
I don't have anything left to say
I haven't already said before
I've grown tired of being used
And I'm sick and tired of being accused
Now I'm walking away from you
And I'm not coming back


Wow, one of the most emo song I've heard on my iTunes. Once again, another lonely night (which I secretly like) with my iTunes and my fm textbook. Yes! My fm textbook, I decided not to forsake it and leave it at the shelves collecting dust, so I will be faithfully reading it from Chapter 1 onwards tonight. This is the moment man!

Anyway, I just caught Ghost Whisperer on 5 just now. Feels really good to sit down for half an hour to enjoy the show, makes me reminisce about those days whereby I was forever procrastinating about not studying for prelims and As. And before that, I went for a short run at the gym! 4k now feels like a breeze.. haha okay kidding, but it doesnt feel as tiring as before. Must be due to the night runs at Ntu with different running buddies at different running speeds.

I dont know what to do sometimes. I think Im still feeling a little lost in the new environment, then again, it isnt that new afterall. Sigh! And shit, Im getting hooked on the new games I discovered on facebook. haha not that new actually.. Geo Challenge (camy you should play it too) and Who has a bigger brain or something. SO many people are actually playing it! Cant curb the temptation to keep climbing higher and higher on the scoreboard zzz.

I cant help but rant on this little space of mine. There's so many things coming up continuously. A quiz and a project coming up every single week... Really drains my energy but then again, everyone is experiencing the same thing! haha so I just gotta deal with it man. Sigh, speaking of that, I guess its time to hit the books again.

Hello Essential Financial Management,
goodbye the chubber.);

In the wee hours of the morning (Friday, October 17, 2008 / 1:19 am)

In the wee small hours of the morning
While the whole wide world is fast asleep
You lie awake and think about the girl
And never even think of counting sheep

When your lonely heart
Has learned it's lesson
You'd be hers if only she would call
In the wee small hours of the morning
That's the time you miss her most of all


This song sounds soothing, at this point in time, probably because it's 1:20.
Haha the sleepless in seattle soundtrack is really good.

The Night ( / 1:13 am)

Sometimes, when I get bored from studying or when Im just in one of those stony moods, I really love to stand by the window and gaze at those stationary ships some distance away from the jetty. Suddenly, Im wondering how it feels like if Im one of the sailors on board those ships. What will I be doing? Well, I've no idea what they're doing in those ships anyway. I suppose they're just awaiting their turn to be called to unload their goods at the harbour or something? Despite not knowing what actually goes on there, I find it really comforting to just be in a daze amidst gazing at the sea and the ships at night. It really feels good to be home.

full like shit ( / 1:05 am)

IT was depressing. Sigh! One more week to go!! Oh man!

Anyway, I cant believe the fact that I actually gobbled down 3 slices of bread cos I assumed I was feeling hungry after visiting the toilet for 5 times in like 2 hours. Hahaha.

THE FEELING OF BEING AT HOME, NOT HAVING TO WORRY BOUT THE UPCOMING PROJS AND QUIZZES, REALLY ROCKS.

Movies! (Thursday, October 16, 2008 / 8:50 pm)

OMG! I spent 1.5hr doing up the movie database for my project. And I was so engrossed that instead of 60 movies, I actually overdid it and researched on 84 whooping movies!!! Haha, omg, I miss those days where I can laze around and ponder about the next movie I'll be watching and stuff. Sigh!

Happy quotes dedicated to JIA! ( / 2:05 am)

Hello jia! Dont be so angry okay!

---

Happiness is the feeling you're feeling when you want to keep feeling it.

The happy have whole days,
and those they choose.
The unhappy have but hours,
and those they lose.

The greatest happiness you can have is knowing that you do not necessarily require happiness.

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The aforementioned refers to the random nice food-for-thought kinda quotes. But the next two quotes are specially for that pissed angry little maid lookalike (hahahhaa) who stays in hall15!

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Enjoy the little things, for one day you may look back and realize they were the big things.

To be happy, we must not be too concerned with others.

---

And the next quote is what I firmly believe in! So no matter if you're feeling dull, sad, angry, pissed or you just feel like shit, just remember this alright!!!

For every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness.

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Lastly, this is a random quote that I chanced upon which I thought was quite applicable to me!!(:

Jumping for joy is good exercise.

(:

So yajam! Be happy. Biz law ppt will be over in a breeze!



HALL OF FAME ( / 1:56 am)

*drumroll...

A new competitor has just challenged YAJAM!

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somewhere u r thinking of me 2 says:
haha... spainish....

somewhere u r thinking of me 2 says:
its spainish

somewhere u r thinking of me 2 says:
amor is spainish

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YEAH YEAH! Its spaInish! HAHAHA retard #2! woo, yajam, you've got company! 

Collage (Monday, October 13, 2008 / 1:39 pm)




















I feel happy yet nostalgic! Just made a collage of those precious memories.

Based on the above order,
Includes 6 shots, happy four friends, KAKA, 06s51(okay i realised its just janice!!), fat pohsis, the usual gang, nz buddies, junior exco girls, italy gang! 

Its my desktop wallpaper now!(:

Now I wonder,
did I do the right thing?

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Sleepless in Seattle ( / 2:28 am)

Oh man, I just caught the movie again. Let's pray it wouldnt be Sleepless in Singapore.

Anyway I've got some damn good quotes from the show, the romantic film that started it all.


Well, it was a million tiny little things that, when you added them all up, they meant we were suppose to be together... and I knew it. I knew it the very first time I touched her. It was like coming home... only to no home I'd ever known... I was just taking her hand to help her out of a car and I knew. It was like... magic.

Destiny is something we've invented because we can't stand the fact that everything that happens is accidental.


Ugh, I've gotta spring back to reality and hop right back to bed and wake up tomorrow morning, realising the fact that I've still gotta embark on my 1.5hr journey back to the west side. That sucks.

poh sis (Sunday, October 12, 2008 / 3:58 pm)

HAHAHA POH SIS, ENJOY YOUR TOMYAM! DONT GET FATTER AND FATTER AT DOWN UNDER.

WTF! ( / 3:36 am)

what the fuck!

scary shit!

I just killed a dengue mosquito. omg the legs are really white and black!!!!

FUNNY IN E MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT ( / 3:25 am)

HALL OF FAME
- funniest conversation of the year. (private joke: refers to email sent to those 6 shots ppl and pls recall jiajia drowning the calculator at her hall's toilet which happened more than a month ago.)

jia says:
eh i dont understd!

chubbo say, all i need. says:
what
jia says:
why he say drown calculator
jia says:
s fish swims
jia says:
correct wad

jia says:
there is no sotry behind tt

jia says:
wasd so funny
jia says:
and who is ACRErone dunno wad shit
jia says:
IDIOT!@

chubbo say, all i need. says:
hahhahaha
chubbo say, all i need. says:
who's acrerone?
chubbo say, all i need. says:
oh
chubbo say, all i need. says:
HAHAHA
archnecro la
chubbo say, all i need. says:
desmond!
jia says:
OMG
jia says:
EAT SHIT

chubbo say, all i need. says:
URE
chubbo say, all i need. says:
DAMN
chubbo say, all i need. says:
RETARD.
chubbo say, all i need. says:
HAHA
chubbo say, all i need. says:
DROWN CAL
chubbo say, all i need. says:
U REMEMBER
chubbo say, all i need. says:
U DROP UR CAL
jia says:
ASK DES TO EAT SHIT

chubbo say, all i need. says:
INSIDE E TOILET BOWL
chubbo say, all i need. says:
HAHAHA
chubbo say, all i need. says:
OMG
jia says:
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG

jia says:
idiot
chubbo say, all i need. says:
U STUPID WOMAN
chubbo say, all i need. says:
HAHAHA
chubbo say, all i need. says:
SHIT
jia says:
he is trying to laugh at me

chubbo say, all i need. says:
I WANNA LAUGH NOW
chubbo say, all i need. says:
HAHAHHA
chubbo say, all i need. says:
OMG
jia says:
ASK HIM EAT SHIT!

chubbo say, all i need. says:
AHBODEN,
chubbo say, all i need. says:
AHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA DAMN FUNNY.
jia says:
omg

chubbo say, all i need. says:
U DAMN SLOW
jia says:
tts damn blooody long ago!

chubbo say, all i need. says:
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGMGOMG
chubbo say, all i need. says:
I CANT BELIEVE THIS
chubbo say, all i need. says:
HAHAHAHHHA

amazing duet ( / 2:08 am)

Oh man! The duet between one republic and david is so god damn good! I feel so lag suddenly, haha didnt catch up with AI for the past few seasons. :X




How I wish I had such sleek fingers or such a good voice.

Toyota - innovation (Saturday, October 11, 2008 / 11:50 pm)

Haha some cute commercials to distract you if you're busy studying for quizzes or preparing presentations or just simply doing/catching up with your tutorials.

We were shown these commercials during accounting lecture remember! Haha dug them out from youtube!

Haha im damn sure you wouldnt regret spending 2 minutes watching these vids. Damn hilarious.




SURPRISEEE! (Friday, October 10, 2008 / 12:50 pm)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEO!!!(:


I SWEAR piao and janice were totally scaring me with the party popper shit. They were like, "i dont dare to pull lei!! Cos very loud!! Dont point the thing towards me ah!! Very scary lei!!"
OMFG! hahaha made my palms totally sweaty during that excruciating 2-3mins before amer stepped into the room!


Jan's a good photographer man! Haha amer teo caught in the act! And I can actually see the confetti in this picture! When we were in the room, it was totally pitch black. All I could see was a flash of light and that's all!


Happy people!


OHSIXASSFIVEONE!


Amer's classic cutiepie pose.


Memories pasted on her wall(:


SARAH JANE AKA TWINNIE(omg havent used this in a damn long time): WE DIDNT FORGET YOU! HAHAHAHA.


QQ, HOW COULD WE EVER FORGET YOU!

Haha anyway wen hui, we wanted to take a 'wenhui' shot but the camera was damn disciplined when it heard that we were gg to take a wh shot. So before we could even take it, the cam ran out of batt);


HIP HOP YOZ!


Haha supposed to be du shen or something. Amer, haha your face...


First and third on left doing the transformation act.(one lower one higher)
Equally act cute.


Amer's pose.


Jan and I spent like 3-4mins taking a proper photo for them. Ahaha and piao's damn happy shes up in the air but amer's not. AND GUESS WHAT, i swear piao's face is so much 'better' than amer's if u actually zoom in lol.


It didnt require much effort to snap a photo of the pro-jumpers! Haha. Think we got it spot on on our first try!


Focus: Not me but piao.


FULUSHOU!


Cute pose as usual.


Happy birthday amer!!!(:

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Gift in Life ( / 5:13 am)



The best kind of friend

Is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with,

Never say a word, and then walk away

Feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.



It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone,

An hour to like someone,

And a day to love someone,

But it takes a lifetime to forget someone.



Don't go for looks; they can deceive.

Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.

Go for someone who makes you smile

Because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.



The happiest of people

Don't necessarily have the best of everything;

They just make the most of everything that comes along their way.



When you were born, you were crying

And everyone around you was smiling.

Live your life so that when you die,

You're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.



I love the last quote the most.

Mr Happy! (Thursday, October 09, 2008 / 10:13 pm)

Left the island for a few hours to meet recruit thong, mr happy's name as of today 0800, haha. Back to BMT again, poor guy.

Anyway, ytd we went to gluttons bay to feast on charkuayteow, prawn mee and sting ray! Haha reminds me of the good ol' days some time ago.













Then we proceeded to coffee club and gobbled down an oreo cheesecake, mudpie and royaltine!





Haha to my happy friend, thanks for being there to talk whenever I need to rant!
Guess the next time u'll read this entry'd be in 2 weeks time lol.







Woo!

distractions ( / 10:06 pm)

There's an endless list of distractions at the back of my head.

I just discovered that House Season 5 is out and there's already 3 episodes already. omg! Which era am I living in! Cant wait for next January!

don't wanna try,
don't wanna try,
don't wanna try no more.

FEELING GOOD (Wednesday, October 08, 2008 / 3:26 pm)

Whoop! This is the best moment of the day! Comm funds is over, we spent 6 whooping hours to tie up loose ends of our accounting project and now here i am. Not worrying about anything else (for the moment), haha just gonna concentrate on understanding what happened during lecture ytd. Totally wasted that 4 hours man! Waste of time for me. I hear the thunder rumbling in a distance, ohno, it better not pour later cos sw and i are gg to meet a friend whom I havent met in the longest time - Mr Happy!

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fantasies (Tuesday, October 07, 2008 / 3:12 am)

Hmm, Im feeling a little happy.

This is kind of unexpected. I mean, since when was the last time I blogged about happy stuff? 3 weeks ago? Haha, okay, not forgetting that i still have comm funds presentation on wednesday, of which im still feeling the jitters.

Anyway, yep. Im glad I brought happiness and reassurance to a friend. Means a lot to me too!(: Definitely cant wait to meet up and start breaking the ice. hahaha, anyway I'll be an ultra happy kid by the time we meet. Comm funds presentation'd be over!

Then again, while showering just now (fortunately there was still warm water at 230am), I was thinking about the mounting assignments that are beckoning me.

1. Acc proj
2. FM essay 5
3. FM essay 2 (which should be coming up shortly i suppose)
4. IT project
5. FM quiz (20% - 11mcq omfgxz!)
6. Acc quiz (even more omfg cos i feel so lost at the past few chps)

All these fun and exciting events will be awaiting me this October. I totally cant wait to conquer them all!

Okay, gotta wake up at 830am later. Im sleeping lesser and lesser these days. Sleeping hours officially dropped from 8hours to 4hours. Damn.

I said, all i need,
Is the air i breathe.
And the place to rest
my head.

Those were the days.
How I reminisce them.
You look happy,
that's all I needed to know.

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what the fuck! ( / 2:11 am)

The run around school was fucking good! hahaha, i feel like a c1 now. swearing at every opportunity that comes across.

Anyway, jean, the red faced monkey was like chionging up the slopes like some marathon runner i swear! Haha maybe its because the previous time we (miao, jia, i) ran, we were taking our own sweet time. LOL.

And so, the run brought back fond memories of my jc 2.4 run. hahaha it was like chionging for 2.4 again. Only difference being there weren't any slopes to conquer in 2.4. I recalled training up for my 2.4 at bedok jetty. Super retarded, cos I remembered i went to google earth-ed the distance of bedok jetty, from one end to another (just the jetty itself, not ecp), and i discovered it was actually 0.4km! Haha, so i went there like thrice a week to run 6 laps of bedok jetty. Must have looked really dumb to the fishers.

Ah, post running feels damn good. I feel sleek again! LOL. But the running itself was damn hardcore, it's probably due to the fact that i converted to half swimming and half running routine again. Oh well, at least i get a tan from a swim. Seldom feel that way from a run, especially when i went to run with the two 6shots runners at 115am! HAHA.

OMG, to jean and miao:

Remember the mac delivery guy on the bike?
Haha, cos just now i was walking back to hall, then walking past the carpark (oh freaky shit ferlin) then i saw a number of cars parked over there. So i felt a little bored, wanted to do like some survey on how many hondas there are, how many toyotas there are and so on. Then i realised that there was like mist on the car windows, probably due to dew and the rain. So when i wanted to look into the windows (sounds psychotic yeah i have no idea why i wanted to do that), i suddenly heard the...

"VROOM VROOOOOM!!!" from the mac delivery guy on the motorcycle which came from the same direction as where i was looking to. WHAT THE FUCK I SWEAR. MY HEART ALMOST LEAPED OUT OMFGXZ. HAHAHAHAHAHA. fucking scary. Im not gonna run at such a late hour anymore. Unless jia thinks i lost my way and accompany me back to hall. LOL RETARD.

Alright, this entry sounds a little excited and vulgarish because of the influence of c1. Yeah, the latter part is influenced by c1 while the former is probably due to the post run syndrome. okay i better go shower now before i become another jiajia and fall aslp. OOPXZ. DAMN MEAN! HAHAHA ok i swear this is the last time im mentioning that unglam episode of yours, YAJAM!

PS: Jia and pei, did u hear us SHOUTING out your names when we ran past hall 15 and 7 respectively!! HAHA.

Goodnight world.

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weird dream (Sunday, October 05, 2008 / 10:11 am)


Decided to photoshop the previous photo. Felt that my head was too disintegrated from the afro hairdo. Haha, and i made myself darker to suit the whole afro feel. Oh man, am i really bored or am i just procrastinating, yet again. sigh.


My Yearbook Photo! (Friday, October 03, 2008 / 8:11 pm)


Geography (Wednesday, October 01, 2008 / 6:26 pm)

It just dawned on me that I really miss studying Geography when I was reading through my IT additional reading notes moments ago. The IT notes was trying to showcase Microsoft word as a word processing package and the document was actually an essay about La Selva, a tropical rainforest in Peru. There was that familiar chunk of numbers again, but this time round, the numbers are about the rainfall pattern. They arent numbers that would lead intensive number crunching; they are just comfortable numbers to increase my knowledge about some nice natural rainforest somewhere on the other side of the world.

Man, why am I doing this.

sad song ( / 12:13 pm)

Where we’re living in this town
The sun is coming up and it’s going down
But it’s all just the same at the end of the day
When we cheat and we lie
Nobody says it’s wrong
So we don’t ask why
Cause it’s all just the same at the end of the day