I'M NOT LOST, I'M NOT LOST
JUST UNDISCOVERED
suddenly i'm famous
and people know my name

Synonyms: Chubs, Wanderlust, Backpacking, James Morrison, Train, Jogging, Muay Thai, Dexter, Greys Anatomy, Tumblr

my heart has been captured
by your funny little smile


i don't know for sure
where this is going

Amerlyn
Camy
Daniel Chew
Huka
Janice
Jeremy
Lay Hui
Lyn
May
Novabelle
Pauline
Phebe
Qian Wei
Royston
Shalynn
Shi Xuan
Yu Ting

don't promise me forever
just love me day by day

Layout: hasta mañana
Inspiration: balloon.s
Fonts: toomunch
Icons: the chubber
Lyrics: Undiscovered
Others: colour codes

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here we go, one more time (Wednesday, September 30, 2009 / 4:35 pm)

Bangkok, here we come!














Tango.




















Chinatown.














Platinum mall!:D















Jatujak.

:D:D



sweep me off my feet (Tuesday, September 29, 2009 / 1:37 am)


Hold on (Monday, September 28, 2009 / 9:39 pm)

You tried so hard to be someone
That you forgot who you are
You tried to fill some emptiness
‘Til all you had spilled over
Now everything’s so far away
That you don’t know where you are, you are

When it’s hard to be yourself
It’s not to be someone else
Still everything’s so far away
That you forget where you are, you are

When all that you wanted
And all that you had
Don’t seem so much
For you to hold on to
For you to belong to

Longwinded ( / 2:44 am)

I just spent 3 hours typing a part of my 1,500 words assignment for co law. And guess what, I'm such a long winded person to the extent that, merely covering the breach of director duties and possible defenses have put me in a really precarious situation of exceeding my word limit by two times! Haha, i'm only halfway through the essay and my word count is already 2,055. GG!


Like soldiers, March on (Saturday, September 26, 2009 / 3:31 pm)
















"When the world says, "Give up,"
Hope whispers, 'Try it one more time.' "

life on the moon (Friday, September 25, 2009 / 10:10 pm)

Here in this crowd I'm feeling all alone
Turn me around and point me back to home
I'm getting lost more everyday
And I can't tear myself away

Getting lost in my own atmosphere
Stars in the sky are the stars in my eyes
Is the cost of getting out of here alive

Life on the moon couldnt be any stranger
Life on the moon wouldnt feel this far away
The life that I knew is through
And im gonna need you more than ever
Im alone in this crowded room
Its like life on the moon

Information Overload ( / 2:17 pm)

This is too much.

The past 30 minutes, was just spent on reading the extract of the Informatics Case Study, for our company law assignment.

30 minutes to read that freaking case. How many more millions of minutes would I require to draft out a 1,500 words report for this case.

Best part of all, there's FRS18: revenue recognition attached alongside with the case.
Accounting + company law = match made in heaven.

Pitfalls of earning management. Today's hottest topic is translated into our assignment. zzz.

Tick tock tick tock.

Really random rummaging (Thursday, September 24, 2009 / 7:16 pm)














I miss my mugging sessions at the balcony! This was taken a really long time ago, during year 1 sem 1 when I was studying IT. Haha, cant believe it's still in my laptop!


















A rather, artistic shot taken by yours truly. I love it! The swirls and dark gray clouds were definitely for real, no photoshop!

















Another exceptionally nice blue day. It might be a Monday. Haha, did you catch that?!




















The sun, rising like a ball of fire, from the east.


















Sunset.















HAHA, finally! Lyn and I were just discussing about a couple of weeks ago that we should initiate a cca called the wheel clamping cca. There's so many illegally parked cars at the s4 carpark, and we thought that the illegal parkers should be punished! (Since I always have to park my car all the way at innovation centre when I have 1030 days) And today, after spanish lesson, we spotted a clamped car! Couldnt resist our excitement so we decided to snap a photo haha. Justice is done!















Whoa, I was just digging out old photos from my bluetooth image inbox, and I discovered one of the best days in uni. Those were the glorious days. Now, everything's falling into a black hole.




















A very old photo that was doodled since a semester ago.















Two weeks ago, I decided to be healthy and came up with a salad eating plan with my sister. The plan lasted for a day for me, and 2 days for her. Haha, apparently I've failed. I can't just eat veggies and cherry tomatoes. My appetite is ballooning recently.









Some cranky smt who took a photos of herself and deleted all the ugly photos away, and figured this was the chio-est looking one(!?), so she kept it in my phone. Haha, but it's weird indeed to see someone with symmetry. (The closest I got to dimples was asymmetry, right weeba?)
















A really huge frown I didnt know I was capable of.










Classic moment. When I received INSTEP results, and lynshithead thought she wouldnt be seeing me for next semester so she teared. Haha, really emotional moment for the trio. I hope we all get accepted into georgia, the land of farms in the midwest. Then, we can go ride horses with cowboys, shoot ducks with the hunters, harvest crops with the farmers and hibernate in the shed with the animals. Hahaha, inside joke.



The day when lina (lyn's spanish name) and I both drove to school and we met each other on pie while driving. It was waaaay too cool i swear. I spotted this blue honda right in front of me, and I was just thinking to myself.. could it be her!? So, I stepped on the pedal, accelerated and found out that there was a p plate plastered to the car. Hmm.. might be her! I accelerated even more this time round but she went even faster. (Little did I know, she already spotted me and decided to chiong right in front of me, whereby she did this reckless dangerous cut while switching to my lane!) I was furious. How could a p plate car cut me like that?! (HAHA so despite not knowing if its lyn, i went ahead and went vrrooom vrrroooooom!!) Finally, I caught up with the car, and saw that sneaky shit with that intense look on her face. AHHA, and I won the race! Okay, it was really exciting hahaha.















I was trying to signal to her to do cool poses so I can snap it. But, she obviously didnt catch my hint and accelerated whenever she passed my car. Zzz.















The skate park, which I havent been to despite seeing it from the 27th storey everyday.











A week ago, the haze was sooo bad, it looked like this. Contrast this photo with the one above. The latter was taken just an hour ago. Thank goodness the haze is cleared!:) That reminds me of the sandstorm that has devoured Sydney and the bonito opera house! Heard that the storm's spreading to NZ too! My oh my.















Haha, I thought the cloud looked rather nice as well, so I decided it's worth a shot and a little space on my blog.

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Enough of random photos!

Recess week has officially commenced for me and I decided that it's more of a hell week. I really wanted to join Lycan at their dragonboat, but my recess days just seem so limited. I've about 5 days or so, to revise whatever that was taught in first half of the sem, study for accounting and tax quiz, as well as do up my company law individual assignment and accounting project. Time is really, running out yet I just spent close to 45 minutes doing up this entry. Haha, I'm so dead. Can't wait for bangkok though. I need to motivate myself to study really hard these couple of days. I need, lots and lots, of motivation!!!

I learnt some fascinating new spanish words today. (note the exclamation marks used in espanol!)

¡Hola! Me llamo Wan Ting. Soy benita chica. (hahahaha)

To wenkai:
¡Tu estupido tonto!

To lyn:
¡Tu fea chica!

ALRIGHT.
Time out! Happy recess week everybody!

Adios.

I'm in repair (Wednesday, September 23, 2009 / 10:37 pm)



















Midtown, Calgary

Too many shadows in my room
Too many hours in this midnight
Too many corners in my mind
So much to do to set my heart right

Stood on the corner for a while
To wait for the wind to blow down on me
Hoping it takes with it my old ways
And brings some brand new luck upon me

Oh it's taking so long i could be wrong, i could be ready
Oh but if i take my heart's advice
I should assume it's still unsteady
Oh i'm never really ready, yeah, oh, i'm never really ready

Why georgia (Tuesday, September 22, 2009 / 7:24 pm)


Bold as love (Monday, September 21, 2009 / 11:21 pm)

I got tired, stopped studying. Picked up the guitar, attempted to learn why georgia. Failed attempt x 1000. Haha, I wont give up. I'll start learning the chords, then probably in another thirty four years or so, I'll start learning tabs. Haha, that's waay to difficult for my stout fingers. But, I really want to learn the guitar! Ah!

And I just burnt a new disc to put in the car, finally! Can't wait to drive to school tomorrow hahaha.

I was the one you always dreamed of ( / 10:38 pm)



I love the transition part between his solo and the introduction, and you can hear the drum sticks at 0:52.

when a heart breaks ( / 12:45 am)

It's a tear in the dark
All alone in the car
In pieces, in pieces
It's the sound of mistake
As I lie here awake
Sleepless, sleepless

This is the sound that made
When a heart breaks

Everybody's laughing
Maybe that's just me
Does something unrequited
Mean it will never be

Sleepless in, Seattle. ( / 12:15 am)

I suddenly feel, a bit down. Lyn just showed me a trailer for Love Happens, which was filmed in Seattle. That Space Needle is just breathtaking. To me, it's as significant as the Sydney Opera House. I really wanted to visit the SOH, and my dream came true last June while travelling with the aussie buddies. Now, I really want to go to Seattle. But, it seems like it won't be a dream come true anymore):

On the other hand, I should feel slightly happy because many year threes who initially, could have cleared a couple of year 3 accounting cores overseas, are now facing the risk of not being able to clear their cores in their final semester, which is really a pity! All boils down to the change in the FRS and the accounting syllabus.

Why did U wash have to cut down on resources. Why did US have to be badly affected by the economy. Why did I even apply for GIP U wash in the first place. Why why why.

mesmerizing (Sunday, September 20, 2009 / 11:57 pm)



The ability to capture your attention for that couple of minutes.

She makes us Singaporeans proud:)

Fenomenal ( / 7:32 pm)

I think this is an awesome rendition of the song, liu sha, by David Tao.



time machine ( / 3:42 am)

My presence is still lingering here, somewhere in the cyberworld, cos I just spent almost 2 hours editing this really, taxing, tax document and excel spreadsheet that we'll be presenting next week.

Tax aspects peculiar to company. And the seminar questions we're in charge of are mainly past year examination questions. Hurray! Say hello to more taxing nights that await.

B2B ( / 1:40 am)

Back to Blogging. Back to back. Haha. Ah, I feel depressed just thinking about the missed opportunity. ):

Anyway, yep, the little events that occurred last week. Haha, I'm too lazy to blog about proper stuff these day. Oh man. I was just fantasizing of travelling overseas with a DSLR, taking photos of my daily life, compiling an online travelogue and develop the photos when I return, or maybe develop into a photobook like what I did for my vietnam trip with pmx. Haha, the book's still rotting in the cupboard. It's too depressing to take it out and ogle at those dreamland-like vietnam photos despite the boredom at hanoi. Hahaha. Nice memories.









The birthday girl (smiling posing for the camera, always camera ready actually, excepts when she acts retarded and tells everyone to act retarded but finds out that she looks the most retarded of them all so she refuses to tag herself and tell the whole world not to tag her hahahaha)















My first big head shot. Haha, caricature lookalike. We were just trying to mimic twittish qq by the way, who apparently refined her qq smile.













The jap food at MOF, that tasted, alright actually. The dessert was way better, just that I ordered the wrong one and shared with wenhui. Best part, she didn't realised what I ordered wasn't what she wanted until we finished 2/3 of it.















Qq and the piao, who was wearing something sexy with a hole in the middle.













The geogirls/geogers. Same! Haha I just discovered that recently.







Yeah, last week was a birthday week. Spent almost more than 50% of what I was worth in the week, cos I was practically broked after paying for petrol, car related costs, e71, bkk trip and a million other random stuff. And i've been eating a lot lately without exercising. Damn!

That's why I chose to work at the IT fair last weekend. I thought the sales would be as profitable as the previous show in june. To my dismay, I was utterly discouraged when I failed to sell a single desktop until the very last moment right before the show on saturday ended. Thank goodness the smt was there to listen to my one hour rant and the life dont suck dont take drugs guy motivated me to do better for my sunday sales. So, I managed to sell seven times more than my saturday sale! Haha. Yes, 7x1=7. Amidst these seven, I managed to sell 5 touchscreen desktops haha. It's damn difficult to sell a product when you don't believe in it. I finally agreed with that.

So anyway, I went to watch Time Traveller's Wife last week with jia, lyn and des. Haha, great movie. Great cast. Okay, really, just great actress. Haha rachel mcadams is aweeesome. I teared, quite badly, till my shirt collar was wet. And I didnt even know, so I hurriedly wiped off my tears when the lights were turned on, walked out of the cinema nonchalantly, and until jiajia highlighted the fact that my shirt was wet with my tears. Haha, shit. Fortunately, zhao wasn't there to laugh at us. It's tough to suppress those tears especially in such tear jerkers. Okay, I suddenly remember watching this really sad, heartbreaking trailer. I watch trailer, also wanted to cry already. BUT SHIT, I SUDDENLY CANNOT REMEMBER. OMG. DAMN.

Ok, before I start rambling, after the movie, I hurried down to Roxy and stupidly parked at some super ulu must drive up like 5storeys of non stop winding slope carpark (quite similar to the taman jurong one, but this one is more narrow + ulu). In short, the carpark, was waaay freaky. Luckily the images of DRAG ME TO HELL x2, werent as vivid anymore. Haha, I think I've an affinity with really scary carparks and omg, $2 ERPs recently.

Yeah, then I joined kaka at the long awaited steamboat dinner to celebrate mich the bitch's birthday haha which was long overdue. The tomyam's as spicy as before, and whoa, just shiok to sit there and chat and see the interactions between the 2 couples haha and fee's comments about mini's bf. Hahaha hilarious.















The expanded kaka. My oh my, kinda reminds me of the extended TUP.















The true blue KAKA without rongy and ali.















Fee looks anorexic/bulimic. Judging at the current rate I'm stuffing myself, I actually need her secret formula to her success hahaha.















Look at the spread of food! I'm hungry fungry again.):

I need to exercise and stop procrastinating!!







Okay, finally, i'm almost done! Supposed to study with lyn the shithead tmr, but she's most probably aslp already I guess. No idea where's good. Okay shucks, my teeth's aching again. I wonder if its the braces or I just have sensitive teeth. Sigh, more painkillers. I've been taking an unhealthy dosage of painkillers these days, today it's for the teeth. Ytd it was for my non stop leaking nose which lasted from 10am to 8pm. Haha, it was so bad, I think using a 100pieces of tissue would be an understatement. The really bad haze must be the root of the nose leakage.

Recess week's in a week!:) Bangkok, here I come!

So what, so I've got a smile on me
but it's hiding the quiet superstitions in my head
Don't believe me
Don't believe me
When I say I've got it down

I rent a room and I fill the spaces with
wood in places to make it feel like home
but all I feel's alone
It might be a quarter life crisis
or just the stirring in my soul

Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why, why Georgia, why?


take my breath away (Saturday, September 19, 2009 / 6:01 pm)




























love song for no one (Friday, September 18, 2009 / 4:51 pm)

Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it

Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?
Oh no way

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
Get here

This is a song about talking to the person that you haven't even met yet. Maybe they are rolling in the hay with someone else, but they're not as good as you'll be. You just gotta wait for your turn. She's out there, he's out there. They're just learning what to contrast you against.

This is how a heart breaks ( / 1:36 am)

I grumbled when I didn't get INSTEP last sem.

I whined when I was awaiting the INSTEP & GIP results.

Now, I complain about the hassle between choosing GIP or INSTEP and the many, more troubles that are in time to come.

FML.

I just spent an hour doing course matching for Copenhagen Business School. Will I be heading there eventually? I'm rather interested to know. Yesterday, I received a great piece of news. Jia, lyn and I all got accepted into University of Washington, for GIP, and I was really exhilarated. Today, something better happened. I discovered I could clear 6cores over at U Wash. And being a diehard fan of Seattle, (i.e. Greys, starbucks and sleepless in seattle), I couldnt wait to accept the gip application! Two hours following that happy episode, the bomb dropped on the 3 of us. Blessing-turned-disaster. U Wash isnt going to offer any business cores for the next semester, which also implies we cant go to U wash anymore. My seattle dream vanished instanteously.

Now, I'm just deciding between Georgia Tech, Atlanta and CBS. No doubt, the latter sounds way more prestigious and it'd be awesome to travel a few countries during the exchange. However, CBS is like the top European business school, doesn't that sound mildly intimidating? And, the people who went there so far, are more or less the dean listers. That is sccarrry!

On the contrary, GT offers me fantabulous year 3 cores for clearing, like aa304 and the all time favourite aa306 (where 20-30% of the cohort fails). I'll be thankful if I can go GT (despite my reluctance to reside in the East Coast of USA for 5months) to clear those mods. But, another bomb just dropped on me. The timetables for both schools aren't out yet, which means, I feel really, really unsettled right now. What if I discover that I go to the school, and I can't clear shit! I'll really be damned by then. Sigh, I cant believe, I just verbal diarrhoea-ed for the past 10minutes on my blog. I need to vent it out somewhere!

On a sidenote, I cant wait for the recess week break. My 7day holiday which almost everyone will use to study for the upcoming heaps of tests and do individual assignments, group projects etc... will be shortened by 3.5 days because I'm a believer of work life balance and I hope I succeed as well. Yes, I'm gg to bkk again so.. I hope all goes well. And that spells no more relaxing once the break commences. ): I hope the bkk trip is worth my hard work!

Ok, a gazillion things happened. I'm supposed to upload photos and stuff, but I guess I'll leave it till a later date when I feel more settled and happier.

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DHT - I can't be your friend anymore

And it's killing me to know you
Without having a chance to hold you
And all I wanna do is
show how I really feel inside

You can run to me
You can laugh at me
Or you can walk right out that door
But I can't be your friend anymore

Form over substance (Wednesday, September 16, 2009 / 11:36 pm)

I feel like blogging about a million things that have occurred over the past week. The ups, the downs, the excitement, the sorrows, the anticipation, the disappointment. But well, as the title says, form over substance. I'm experiencing that now. I'm taken aback by my energy level this semester, and I need to maintain this level for another 10weeks or so. Time's running out, my recess week's shortened due to the bkk trip. However, I believe there's a work-life balance. Haha, I will succeed.

where are you now (Thursday, September 10, 2009 / 7:15 pm)

Maybe I'd be better on my own
No one ever seems to understand me
It's easier for me to be alone
But there's still a piece of me that feels so empty
I've been all over the world
I've seen a million different places
But through the crowds and all the faces
I'm still out there looking for you.

city of angels (Wednesday, September 09, 2009 / 10:58 pm)

This morning, I was telling my ybhm lyn about a really great movie, starring Meg Ryan and Nicolas Cage. It's called the City of Angels. An exceptionally touching movie, I think I blogged about it before. It's quite similar to the book, If You Could See Me Now, by Cecilia Ahern. And I was just looking through some of the quotes in the movie.

Maggie Rice: I wait all day, just hoping for one more minute with you, and I don't even know you.

Seth: Why do people cry?
Maggie: What do you mean?
Seth: I mean, what happens physically?
Maggie: Well... umm... tear ducts operate on a normal basis to lubricate and protect the eye and when you have an emotion they overact and create tears.
Seth: Why? Why do they overact?
Maggie: [pause] I don't know.
Seth: Maybe... maybe emotion becomes so intense your body just can't contain it. Your mind and your feelings become too powerful, and your body weeps.

Can't wait to catch the Time Traveller's Wife with my exchange buddy on Friday.:D

Killing me softly ( / 9:37 pm)

I was really excited earlier on.

But somehow, my excitement died and I'm tired to the max now. Okay, I shall blog about the happy stuff tmr.

"Infatuation is when you think that he's as sexy as Robert Redford, as smart as Henry Kissinger, as noble as Ralph Nader, as funny as Woody Allen, and as athletic as Jimmy Conners. Love is when you realize that he's as sexy as Woody Allen, as smart as Jimmy Conners, as funny as Ralph Nader, as athletic as Henry Kissinger, and nothing like Robert Redford--but you'll take him anyway."

Who I am hates who i've been (Monday, September 07, 2009 / 10:47 pm)

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can't let that happen again
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

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Finally, I booked my bangkok tickets and accomodation! This time round with my sister who's almost a native there! I need to buck up on my studies, and prioritise wisely. Focus, focus and more focus chubbo! Sometimes, we just have to let go of certain stuff, to see if there was anything worth holding on to.

It's always darkest before the dawn.



Steve jobs ( / 10:33 pm)

The only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it

If these walls could talk ( / 4:43 pm)


Had an awesome lunch with my marketing mates, kass and lyn. It's great rushing down for out IT training session at Alexandra. Hahaha, okay, the mini wok is making me lethargic. Shoots, I gotta teach tuition in 20minutes time. I'm running late!

Happy girl who overspends (Sunday, September 06, 2009 / 4:11 pm)


I just came back from a shopping trip with my mom and sis, but what's different this time round is that I volunteered to pay! I felt mildly elated for lowering the family expense, since I'm using up my tuition fee, but then again, I feel broke after buying a skirt (finally) at g2k, 5 storybooks (though i shared with my sis), a cover and protective skin for my e71 and some random stuff that I told the smt. Hahaha.

Yay. I might be going bkk in the end. Anyway, IT show's next weekend. I hope I have the motivation to work since its based on individual commission!

Time for tuition again. Shit, anyone wants to study outside? Please call me along. I'm lacking that discpline, ugh.

updates in the wee hours ( / 2:42 am)

Hello. I'm back with a really horrible toothache since I just tightened my braces two days ago. Sometimes, I really cant help but feel like ripping my teeth out of the gum. Aikes!

Anyway, late nights, I try to study. But so many thoughts running through my mind. What could have happened, what would have happened, what ifs mainly.

I was sending michelle one of my projects just now. And I chanced upon my individual marketing report, which I recall spending a great deal of effort. Glad my hard work paid off. And this is one of the most memorable pictures of the project:) I miss those days!

Anyway, I think the bkk recess week trip is most likely cancelled. Haha, I feel rather bad for cancelling it.

Tell all the dreams that you have let slip right through your hands
Do you feel lost inside of someone else's life


Come back to me (Saturday, September 05, 2009 / 10:36 pm)

Today has been a bad day since noon. But now I'm listening to happy pleasant sounding chinese songs, and it cheers me up!:D

I really, really, want to watch Time Traveller's Wife! Ah, hope I get to pick out some time to do so next week! And did I mention that I finally caught The Proposal? Haha, quite a good comedy, I haven't laughed out loud for so long in the theatres already.

Um and yes, I finally got myself a new phone! Despite being a phone noob for the past two decades, I decided to invest a whooping 400 bucks in my new e71. I will slowly figure out how to use it so that its depreciation will be worth the money. Haha, no more annual changing of phones!:D That being said, I need to thank my dearest sister who's currently, or rather, still stuck at isolated undisturbed Ipswich. And her life is so good that I'm living in jealousy everyday. I wish I could play for a month till end december and come back w/o finding a 9-5 cubicle job.



Unfortunately, that's just how my life is going to work out. Life is full of choices, and I chose mine, after going for a lunchtime talk and I heard about the alumnus view about joining the MNC or the Big 4 in the near future. I made up my mind about joining the Big 4, and hopefully they'll employ me. Haha and speaking of which, this reminds me about my horrible formal photo that was taken a couple of weeks ago. It is so ugly that till date, only my ybhm, the smt and my sister have seen it. I'm going to retake it again next wednesday, hopefully this time round, I wont be sweating like a cow with my helmet hair plastered to my forehead again. yikes!

Anyway, enough of wordy entries and emo sounding quotes that's been filling up my blog these days. Haha, I usually blog when I'm feeling moody and when I feel happy, I tend to not blog. That explains my blogging behavior.







Hello kerokerokeroppi!:D
















I was just looking through the carefree Redang photos just now. And I madly miss that worryfree candid smile on my face on this particular photo.


Hasta la vista!:D

Lethargy (Tuesday, September 01, 2009 / 10:48 pm)

I'm tired, of the daily mundane activities, in life. I'm tired, of the way, our lives are structured. They say, the choice of your destiny lies in your hands. That just worsen things, especially when you look at your hands, stare into the mirror, and realise that the face staring back is just getting increasingly unfamiliar as the days go by.

I'm afraid to be alone, I'm afraid not to be alone. I'm afraid of what I am, what I'm not, what I might become, what I might never become. I don't want to stay at my job for the rest of my life, but I'm afraid to leave. And I'm just tired, you know? I'm just so tired of being afraid.
- Michelle Pfeiffer


Finally, time to move on.

did i walk down the right path ( / 12:08 am)

"We spend our whole lives worrying about the future, planning for the future, trying to predict the future, as if figuring it out will cushion the blow. But the future is always changing. The future is the home of our deepest fears and wildest hopes. But one thing is certain when it finally reveals itself. The future is never the way we imagined it."

- Meredith, Grey's Anatomy





I read 10 pages of tax notes. Besides scanning through pages of tax jargons, nothing went in. I suddenly feel that I'm not cut out to be an accountant.